sian diao lor... woke up late this morning lar... supposed to be at the coffee shop at 0545hrs...then i 0540 hrs then wake up lor...-.-''' i was like...WTH !!! then chop chop rush and do everything....in arnd 10 mins plus plus time like that....i was out of e hse le... took cab there lor... *heart pain...money flew away le*....

flag day was quite okay ba.... went to 137 round market there... together with xueling, huiting,yongsheng and kenneth... then asked them to station themselves at different place .... then a while later... saw other corp ppl... like haising and maris stella high de... hmm... went to have lunch later then change venue to tampines mart there... also got quite a lot ppl .... then stayed there till arnd 2.20pm..then walked back to sch lor...

haha...yu da is so lucky...got ppl donate $50 to him lor... SO GOOD LA... but then hor... that tin is not his... is benjamin de... haha... LOL....

whole thing finish le... my body is aching like....*the feeling cannot be described* ..... my feet is the worse... got blisters sia....*sob sob* so pain lor...difficult to walk can....

after that ... accompany boon hoe to go down to hq to send back the tins... wa... damn heavy lor... then me, daryl and jasmine also go help... if not really cannot carry lor... took cab there... then bring the tins to zone 8 room and sort them out... then packed into boxes for counting day tmr....

then went to eat burger king .... so hungry le... hahah....

went back home after that.... took a long time for me to reach home.... cos i my feet pain then slowly walked home lor.....

and i'm feeling sick now.... whole body feeling so hot .... then keep sneezing ..... hmm...think i fall sick le.... also predictable de lar... last nite slept at 3am then wake up at 5 plus.. then stand under the sun for the whole day.... not enough water lor... then whole week not enough sleep....

then tmr got OTC camp briefing.... but going for flag day counting first then OTC lor... sian..... hope by tmr i'm well enough le.... but i doubt can lar..... =(

so fast....1 week gone liao... and next week is exams le... i really must put in my 101% in studying for it....

todae is also the last night for the fireworks show lor... I WANT TO SEE !!!! but no one free to go with me... sad sia... i really want to see lor.... hmm...

haiz...i'm off to bed le... feeling damn sick now... haiz....

think no hope le.... i really must give up....but can i bear to???

what the heck lor... this type of timing, i'm still online....

gonna wake up in 2 hrs time...wahahah... hope tmr morning go do flag day dun have panda eyes ...if not damn ugly sia....LOL......

2 hrs...i'm only going to get 2hrs of sleep...oh well...

my neck hurts.....think is cos i'm staring at the computer for too long le ba...

k la...i'm off to bed le...

nites everyone... =)

so damn tired lor... slept at 3am last nite... i'm crazy de ....LOL... now feeling so sleepy ...but cannot go sleep yet...cos got to settle some things for flag day first... and think it gonna going to take quite some time ba...

haha... and todae no need to sleep le ba.. cos going to do things till quite late.. by then going to wake up le... going to walk to sch tmr lor... cos Sat morning this early no bus de... wahhaah... a morning stroll to sch ....LOL...

Flag day tmr... going to be a long day ba... hope to get a lot of money lor... all the best to tmr.... =)

LOL...quite hungry now...maybe later going to find some things to eat lor... though i did ate my dinner just now... hahaha....

haha...nowadays...my laptop is my boyfriend le...everydae stay up so late to accompany ''him'' lor...haha....not bad rite...i so ''good'' to him lor... hahah... late liao.. all the craps start to pour out le...LOL

the weather now is quite warm lor.... so stuffy de....LOL

天天夜夜 by FIR

how do i live without you
i want to know
how do i breathe without you
if you ever go
how do i ever
ever survive
how do i how do i
oh how do i live

当你的手还握在我手中

没有一次

我还停留

说不出口的感动

当你的手还握在我手中

灿烂的笑容

不论过多久

都让我心动

每一天在你的怀里

等待每一次

我感觉你的存在

不能重来

不愿离开

是永远都灿烂的爱

每一天在你的梦里

等待每一次

我感觉你的存在

so how do i live
how do i live
how do i live without you

当你的手还握在我手中

没有一次我还放手

没有一次停留

当你的手还握在我手中

灿烂的笑容

不论过多久

都让我心动

oh tell me now
how do i live without you
how do i breathe without you

nice song lor...haha

so tired .... *yawns*

i'm living in my lala land now.....dreaming of things that wun come true..shld not get my hopes too high up... cos the disappointment will be greater...

my phone will auto turn off by itself...then some functions a bit sort sort de... think it's time to change the phone liao... haha.... going to 2 yrs old le... but .... who will buy me one??

tmr no sch for me... can sleep late... but going down to ev .... hmm

why am i feeling so down??

i think i'm too naive... is it right for me to trust ur words??

maybe what happen is just a dream after all... a dream that i created myself ...

one of the photos taken during the chalet on 050806 ..... will be uploading more...


christina, jovin and ME !!! LOL

feeling damn fucked up...

ahhhh!!!!!!!

woots.... the FIREWORKS is damn nice lor...so beautiful...wahaha.... from the tv it already looks so amazing... can't imagine how it will look like if i'm there?? LOL...
if he is there....it will be even more wonderful..

SCH TMR !!! sian diao.... some more go for 2 hr like that only.... hmm... nvm la... after that got study break le....

XING JUAN !!! MUST MUST STUDY HOR !!...

haha... must remind myself to study cos i'm forever so lazy to do so... haha...

LOL... this month got a few movies coming out leh... hmm... wanna watch '' My Super Ex- Girlfriend '' and '' Click '' .... both movies seems funny to me ...haha..... so i WANT to watch lor...

the National Day Parade is still okie ba... LOL... the best part of the show is still the FIREWORKS la.....lalala....i must be in love with it... =) *grins*

HAPPIE 41st BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !!!!

well...nthing much to blog todae ba... hmm...had lessons for 7 hrs straight .... LOL... no breaks... first time leh...

tmr is NATIONAL DAY le... LOL... haha... yeas... can see fireworks...but is on tv la... LOL...

thursday is supposed to be a holiday ...haha... but not for poly students la... i still got sch on that day lor... SIAN !!! ... but fri no more sch le.. then study break till next thurs... where the ACTUAL SEMESTRAL EXAMS starts le... so scared and nervous lor... wish me luck =)

think this song can describe it ba.
only u will understand.

为什么相爱的人不能在一起


每当我在与你相起你的时候

不知道你在哪头

心里面有

许多许多爱与愁

不知是否

是永远的伤口

当你扔下我一个人

说走就走

其实我也知道你很难受

只是这个世界

把你我分两头

割断情思

与占有想起你我相爱的时候

想起只能在电话里头

我真的好伤悲好难受

不知道什么时候

才是尽头

为什么相爱的人不能够在一起

偏偏换成了回忆

我带你的照片

找到海角天边

希望你会在出现

为什么相爱的人不能够在一起

偏偏换成了回忆

我就算忘记时间

也忘记你也忘不了我们有过的甜蜜

hmm.... feeling damn sleepy lar... but can slp late tmr... cos it's a holiday ...LOL

i'm feeling jealous.

so tired lor.... ytd came back from chalet... so damn tired...only slept for an hour at the chalet there lor....

updates on the chalet...( sat & sun )

on sat got sj trg in the morning , then aftter that go coffee shop sit sit chat chat for awhile then go home le... then reach home, bath and pack then rush out le... reach downtown east at arnd 4 plus... and went looking for the chalet... saw joyce outside too.. cos she's also having her chalet... mine was at blk D, hers was at blk H... quite near lor...then reach le... all was eating.....then sit there talk nonsense until 7 plus like that...then sing HAPPIE BIRTHDAY song ... haha... so funny the things we did...

got 4 ppl de b'dae...then got 4 presents la... haha... got bra, bracelet, shirt and crystal... haha... all quite expecsive leh...heart pain lor... LOL....

then eat cake... then ken they all reached le.. call me and i went out to meet them lor.. to go joyce's chalet together... then saw huimei they all also there le... hmm... hers aslo got a lot of ppl lor... some more is a buffet lor... then later my friend say want go rent bicycle le... so had to go off... so sorrie to ken they... nv talk much to u guys...

the most ''funniest'' and ''stupidest'' thing that we did was to go Pasir Ris Park to rent bike...but end up all shop closed le...and we were all drenched from the heavy rain lor... so sian .... then we walked to the end of the park..[can u imagine how far that is??] LOL...then we tooo tired le...then take cab back downtown east.... -.-''' we were damn bo liao la...

back liao....then played 'true or dare'... so damn funny can.... hahahah.... then eat, play and talk crap until 7 in the morning.... we were really crazy lar... then slept for 1 hr like that....then wake up and help packed the stuffs.....hmm.... so tired lor... and can u imagine how we slept??

6 person on the bed... 3 person on the right pullout bed... 2 person on the left pull out bed... 2 person under the table...and 3 person on the floor... can u imagine how squeezy it is??? no place to even walk also.....i slept on the bed... but in a funny position... then woke up le... back pain lor...LOL...

hmm...saw sir pia leong at downtown east chalet too...

left the chalet at 11 plus ... went to white sands to eat lunch...all was so damn hungry lor.....hahaha...ate till 12 plus...then went home le... back at home...bath and went online for a while... but was too sleepy le...couldn't even open my eyes lor... then went to slp... woke up at 8 plus to eat... then went back to slp....LOL...

TODAE

went sch and had lecture lor... tmr sch at 8AM lor... so damn early sia...then from 8am to 2pm.. 6 hrs of lessons without breaks in between lor... going to be quite tiring and sian ba...

hmm... wed, thurs and fri no school for ME !!! wahahah... so happie sia... no need go sch... LOL... but must stay at home to study lor... must start le....

then my platoon was thinking of having a charlie'02 gathering at sentosa this sunday... woots... going to be very very fun ba...yes... looking forward ot it lor... =)

i'm happie that u told me that

haiz....

why like that de??

my mood todae is like shit la... maybe cos of PMS lor...then anyhow scold ppl .... sorrie ar to those who i have offended todae... sorrie... cos of mood swing la... i moment nice to u and next moment face black black le.....

then todae got presentation... got to wear formal sia... haha... then also wear heels lar... second time wear to sch le...haha... then by the time walk to sch.. feet already a bit pain le.. LOL... then saw jolie at yio chu kang mrt station...haha... wave to her... then awhile later recieved her sms...wishing me good luck for presentation...haha.. thanks dear... haha... then she say i look like i'm from business sch de lor.. haha.... thanks =)

then presenatation quite nervous sia.. luckily nothing went wrong... all went smoothly lor... haha....whew.. finally... all the projects done for this semestal le... then can concentrate on the exams le..... and todae.... my lecturer told us our grade for one of the presentation done weeks ago... and my partner and i got a 'B' ....LOL... haha... so happie ....=) cos we anyhow talk de... hehe....

then after sch went bugis walk walk.... haha... i'm really crazy le... walk arnd bugis for 4 hrs in my high heel shoes lor... siao lor... then reach home... leg pain like shit lor... cannot walk properly... LOL...then got blisters leh... so pain...OUCH!!!

and now it still hurts lor =(

and sad to say... i still got sore throat .... and no voice lor..... sian.......

tmr got poly class chalet... going to celebrate 4 of my friend's b'dae there....at downtown east lor... haha.... then going to stay overnight there.... LOL..... hmm.. think it's going to be FUN, cos we plan to do a lot of things there... haha... going to enjoy myself there....

cos no play and all work made xing juan a dull girl...

LOL

haha....next monday, if i rmb correctly... only got 1 lecture lor...haha... then must start studying from that day le... I MUST NOT BE LAZY LAR.... LOL....

then national day on wednesday... that day no sch... but like that will have make up lessons lor... i rather have sch... LOL... make up lessons are so troublesome lor...

tmr got sjab trg.... got to go down ... then after trg got to rush home and prepare for the chalet....then got to rush out again....LOL... tmr like so rush... haha....

hmm...think i got wad u mean le... by ur attitude towards me.... nvm... i also.......

eh... i like having black rings arnd my eyes leh.... eeeeee....... not nice lor.... haha... must slp more... but these few days cannot liao... last nite slept at 3am cos of presentation... then sat also no need slp cos got chalet le... LOL...

nvm... i'm crapping...

i dunnoe wad i'm thinking.... dunnoe wad i'm saying.... dunnoe wad i'm doing...

oh...forget it...

sunrise and sunset is very nice.... wondering whether u will be the one watching with me...

[.[ trying to smile ].]

no sch todae... haha.... slept till quite late [[ to me still early lar ]] haha...

LOL

later going out... hehe...

hmm....

the feeling of STRESS is here again... big exams in less than 2 weeks... but i'm unprepared... attachements in less than 3 weeks... also not ready for it... haiz.... hope i can do well in the exams ba....gd Luck to mE =)

well...was going through some blogs ytd... and i saw kristin's blog... hmm... so touched that my name actually appeared in ur blog...haha....I MISS U TOO DARLING !!!! haha..... yeaps... that time during snco i the first time that we met each other lor... and first night, we became bathing mates le... wahaha.... we were so daring ya... haha... enjoyed crapping with u in the toilet ... and we were so funny... always rushing to the toilet to book the place... haha... rmb that night when the one of the lights spolied?? and wad we did, that so call disgust the ambulances?? haha...
anyway... will become bathing mates again in this snco cos we are in the same platoon ya??... LOL.... KRISTIN TAN !!! TOUCHED MA?? THIS PARAGRAPH IS FOR YOU LEH !!!! =)

LOL

as usually crapping again.... -.-'''

hmm....

todae my eyes still a bit red red like that leh... and think i becoming a panda liao...
wah... red + black = disgusting eyes....

hmm....

the weather very hot leh.... so sunny lor...

some things cannot be changed once it's has already happened

sunrise and sunset is very very nice =)

HAPPIE NURSES DAY !!!!

todae is nurses day lor.... spent my day going for lectures and doing projects lor.... wad a boring day lor...haha...

and ...

my eyes is still a bit swollen...

....

are promises meant to be broken??

are the disappointments that great??

or that shldn't have happen at all...

haiz...

hmm...tmr no sch...wahahah.... can sleep late...but got to cheong my projects ... cos friday need to present le... and the presenation is like so important lor... some more i'm the one who is doing the ppt slides... so must not disappoint the grp...

i'm tired

EYES SWOLLEN AGAIN

wth...

august is here le...which means exams are in 17 more days.... which means.... have to start studying and preparing for it le...

hmm...

it terriblely hurts a lot...

重来 , by [[ 李圣杰 ]]

有多少爱能重来?
多少人愿意等待?
失去之後才明白
走进回忆的安排
一幕一幕的对白
上演我们的未来
期待原来是一种伤害
深爱的人
一离开
是我不敢忽略
你给我的爱
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
不愿让你再泪流
寂寞之後
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
我知道
你还爱着我
亲爱的你
请你握紧我的手
请你看看我
请看需要你的我
一切重头
真的需要你的我
只要你回头
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
不愿让你在泪流寂寞
之後只有你会陪着我
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
我知道你还爱着我
亲爱的你
请你握紧我的手
请你看看我
真的需要你的
我只要你回头

wad a nice song....and as usual ....i'm still not asleep yet lor... must study for theory exam thats going to happen in just few hours time....omg..and i just started studying lor...doubt it will go into my head lor... LOL.... my MOI first aid is like shit lor... also dunnoe wad i doing .....

damn lot things to study....but going to focus on just a few important topics lor.... cos not enough time le... then later still got to wake up early .... think will have only 2 hrs sleep like that....

AND...

MY EYES ARE SWOLLEN lor...

and it hurts .....cannot even open properly lor....

i'm the group i/c for todae course day .... hope there wun be a lot of things that i got to do..... theory exam is the first thing after first parade...then followed by first aid MOI ....which will take up the whole day....

woah.... ytd...which is sat.... had training in the morning.... then later go down to hq with the sec 1 for their EFA exam... the whole exam quite long lor...from 3.30pm to 6pm like that...

after that went back to ev....then ate dinner there...and chit chat lor...reach home at 9 plus like that.....so tired le....

so very tired.... but i had to go on....

cos i care.

hmm...so fast ...and it's sat le.... time now is 0100am... and i'm still not sleeping... LOL... got to finish my OTC first aid MOI lor....this sun must present...and this sunday is the last OTC course day le... only left with the camp...and BGI... which is our big project...

then later got sj training... CDO lor...hmm...

falling asleep
is that a wrong step taken.

彩虹天堂

我不知不觉

又徘徊在从前

秋风悄悄的呼唤

听来尽是孤单

落叶的期盼

片片左右为难

心走寂寞攀

跟著飘进黑暗

我不闻不问

也许好过一点

被遗憾关在房间

挣扎只是拖延

无望的空谈

一声声的轻叹

回忆扯不断

怎黱摆脱纠缠

找不到方向

往彩虹天堂

有你说的爱

在用幸福触摸忧伤

两个人相守

直到白发苍苍

自由的飞翔

在灿烂的星光

找不到方向

往彩虹天堂

有你说的爱

在用幸福触摸忧伤

两个人相守

直到白发苍苍

自由的飞翔

在灿烂的星光

有你在我身旁

smile and i'll smile
cos i care =)

I PASSED MY CLINICAL EXAM !!!! LOL.... =)

i was so nervous lorx.... din quite a few stupid mistakes... and i mean it ... it was damn stupid .... only sotong ppl like me will commit de... LOLx....haha.... then luckily... i got a nice examiner.... stayed in the room for quite long..... and after the whole thing... i din think it was as difficult as i thought lor.... maybe too nervous ba...since this is the first time taking this exam....

haha.... so happie =D

wahaha...tmr no lessons...so equal to ..no need go sch... haha... hmm...a bit lame hor...LOL... but got to go do projects... that's wad holidays are for... to do projects... hmm...

these few days....terrible weather lorx... so hot de lorx.... can't stand it... lucky most of the time inside air con room.... but still very warm lorx...

and .... i was totally sian after i heard one news... i'm posted to GEYLANG EAST POLYCLINIC for my FHS attachment lor.... i was like wth.... why so far away??? and together with me are 2 more guys from my grp ...and they all also stay in tampines lorx..... TAMPINES POLYCLINIC dun want us izzit??? send us so far away ...LOL ... *sob sob*

u seems further than i thought

semestral exams are in less than a month... got to start preparing le.....haiz.....

hmm...think is a mistake on my my part....but wad u said...is true from your heart.. i noe... hmm....wondering am i doing the wrong thing... hmm...nvm....time will reveal the answer...

a mistake made

things wouldn't have turned out this way if i din....i should have....

anyway.thanx for that day.u really made me smile when i'm down.

i do for the sake of doing or am i doing it whole heartedly.

got clinical exam tmr.... ALL THE BEST TO ME !!! =)

think i have made a mistake. maybe i shouldn't even have started that at all .

feeling damn fucked up !!!!!!!!!

long time din blog le lorx... these few days damn busy...that's why... busy till i got no time for myself also... everydae sleep at 2 plus then few hours later got to wake up to sch le.... so now..every opportunity i have...i will go sleep de.... haha... sounds like a pig lorx.... =)

monday got exam lor...some more important de...and i HAVEN even study yet lorx... hope tmr got time after i come back from otc to study.... haiz...

so many things have happened.....

i find that the things that u do and say contradict urself.... u said u are disappointed in us... but i'm equally disappointed in u too.. u are not the one that i noe le... maybe i dun really understand u ba... u may say that i'm talking rubbish... dun like me... or wadsoever....is not that i want to zhen dui ni... that's just how i feel ....i dunnoe wad to say le.... haiz....

hmm...feeling stressed lor.... got damn lot of things to do....sch de...sjab de.... that's enough to keep me busy le lorx... haiz... think my committment level is going to drop le... cos attachment coming liao... then have to go hospital everydae ..... hmm.... but will still try my best to finish all stuffs that i'm supposed to do lorx....

sch projects also drive me crazy lor... year 1 only... then so many projects to do le.... year 2 and 3 gonna to have more le lor.... and time limit for the upcoming big project is..... 1 week lor... and some more that week got exams leh... then if must do.... got to do at night liao... LOL.... sleeping time gone again.... sad....

now i'm like an owl lor... sleep in the morning..(during lectures)...so bad of me rite?? haha....then do work at night.... LOL... hmm...

seems like i got no mood to do anything...no mood to study...[but no choice, have to] ....no mood to go anywhere..... no mood to do this and that.... wonder wad the heck is wrong with me la....

suddenly....i feel like giving up everything... seriously...it's everything.... i dun want to care about anything.... i just dun feel like carrying on le.... i'm tired... hope that feeling will go away.... =(

anyway...thanks for being so concern...i really appreciate....u sort of make things a liitle better for me ba... thanx....

that feeling of uncertainty is here......i dunnoe wad to do.... the way u treat me... and the things that u said... hmm.... nvm.... hmmm....

feel that i'm such a failure lor... everything also.... haiz.... maybe i haven found my motivation ba... also dunnoe wad am i thinking lor... seems like .................. nvm....

have i changed???

this post very long.... just my thoughts.... if u find that i'm talking nonsense...then i got no choice....cos that's how i feel..... hmm.....

todae got games day lor...haha...this year held at ev....LOL...then early in the morning went to meet them for the 'so call' breakfast....haha.... wa...very busy lor... but not as busy as yq and alan...u guys did a great job....=) ... i was the one who is coordinating all the games results.... LOL.... suntan under the sun from morning to afternoon lor... until got a bit sunburn....haha...

then after that is snco entry exam le.... was the Duty Officer lor...appointed by Sir pia leong...hahaha.....then got to make sure things runs smoothly...everything finish by 1830 hrs like that.... thnen went coffee shop and eat... and the conversation that we all had were damn funny lor...and i dunnoe how many times i choke on my food le.. quite stupid rite???wahahah..... then all walked to 201...hehe...and went home le...

tmr still got OTC course sia...last course day le... then following week is exam day liao....got to do my first aid MOI lorx...and also study .... hope i got time to study for the theory exam.... haiz....

why are things always not going the way that i want??

why

why

why

going to fall asleep any moment...but got to open my eyes....and finish wad i'm supposed to do lor.... haiz.....

wei shen me xiang ai de ren bu nen gou zai yi qi

thanx
smile and i'll smile
cos i care =)

enjoy the photos =)

the back of the bravo tee shirt

before .....

and after .... wahahha.....

chairman...angeline representing bravo to give her speech

Bravo 2003during their POP...

hmm...above photos are taken during Bravo POP.... which is on last sat.... 150706.. that day is also Sir William COC ....hmm.... ooo...ya....also Alpha POP on that day... their tears dropped when Sir Pia tat speech is read out... a touching one i should say...now that u guys have passed out....i hope that u all will put 101% effort in ur studies and achieve good results.... see u all after ur O level....

COC.... guests from various corp came....the ceromony is held in the AVT... a video clip was shown ... and i did.... dropped tears when i saw that few slides.... really ... those are the times that we had together.... but it seems that things have changed now... it's different now... and wad happened on that day...i still dun understand y u choose to do that....

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OTC course day..... hmm...had a whole day lecture on effective presentation skills... a very fun lecture lorx....haha.... enjoy the lecture taught.... then after that went to meet sir pt they all for dinner lorx.... reach home le still have to do projerct lorx... very very tiring liao...haiz....

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todae nothing much in sch.....oh ya... clinical practical starts today.... woo... mine is on 270706... have to revise and revise le.... then got zone meeting .... and i'm late meeting them...sorrie....they waited for me to come then have dinner ...* thanx* reach home.... do some sch work... then fell asleep le.... reallly very tired.....

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todae......also nthing much la.... just that i skipped a lecture....sociology de... haiz..... also dunneo y i keep skipping lorx... tmr got clinical theory test... wish me luck worx... haha.... then after that got to go meet sir pt they all for meeting lorx.... so busy....

i really feel like crying now.... sch results sucks..... things going wrong.... so many things to do which are due this week...and i dunnoe how i'm going to finish doing it lorx.... i dunnoe how i'm going to cope.... really... few weeks later.... semestral exams are coming le....and i'm not prepared for it.... i just..... dunnoe..... how..... to ..... continue le...... and i'm not to care wad u are thinking le...... i dun want to be bothered by it.... haiz....

will crying help??

smile and i'll smile cos i care =)

hmm...i PASSED my sociology test....yeas...okay, may not seems to be a big deal to u all...but IT IS to ME !!! haha....

tmr is a long long day....got bravo POP , COC.... hmm... going to be quite tiring ba...

LOL

hmm...i dunnoe wad to say.... He sort of shock mi lorx... maybe i'm thinking too much...

u are really a double-sided person...i dun trust u anymore...and i can't be bothered to noe wad u are going to do ....

wonder wad's going to happen tmr....

hmm...

different thoughts are running through my mind now... positive de...negative de.... i dunnoe wad to do le... my life is in a mess... i'm so packed with things to do everyday
...... and i can't finish it.... how how how?? and my studies also sucks lorx... only obtained a just pass for tests..... haiz.... maybe i should just concentrate on my studies lorx.... haiz.... feeling quite stressed up... =(

i'm still siick... haiz...

smile and i'll smile =)
-cos i care-

semestral exams in 1 months time... got to buck up and work hard le.... this time round must get good marks le, not like other tests...the results so lan lorx....

exams starts on 17th Aug....

xing juan , MUST WORK HArD hor...

LOL...

my life sucks

smile and i'll smile =)

nthing to say

just this

thanx...i'll remember it

smile and i'll smile =)

haiz.....

i flunked my bio practical exam.......=(

got to retake lorx....

why why why

maybe i too busy then nv prepare well ba... wadever....

dun want to type anymore le....

it just sucks

=(

smile and i'll smile

hmm....very tiring ....

lets update about last sat's event...

last sat is ev Corp Recreation Day... can say it is a well done activity planned by the bravos... WELL DONE PPL =) enjoy myself that day....went to the beach there... the sight is wonderful....i felt so relax there...staring at the sea..thought through about lots of things....then got bbq...woo....very hot there lorx... cos standing at the pit there bbqing...lots of ppl must have felt that way too...then 9 plus le...played some games ... very very fun la...got a few "black" faced ppl...haha...shld noe who la.... then went home at 11 plus like that.... and slept at 2am like that.....

haiz....my leg hurts that day too.. cannot walk properly....=(

Sunday le...

b4 i left the hse...my leg cramp again...had to rest for 5 mins b4 making my way out...

woke up at 5am for National competition lorx... had to be there early lor...it's at guangyang pri sch...all the way at bishan....very far lorx.....nearly late.... but luckily not lor... was assigned to be the time keeper for ambulance cadet TOC lorx... hmm... no comments for some of the teams la...it's just .................. after the whole thing ended, had to clear up the whole place.....left the place at 7 plus... then went J8 to look for them and took bus home....

wasn't feeling well that day too... =(

then todae is a rainy day lorx... rain rain rain.... so cold.... brrr..... sneeze and sneeze lorx....

i felt a bit hurt.....by e words she said about them, and wad he said....really.....i'm jealous.... but forget it since it's not mine ...

ai yi ge ren bing bu yi ding yao yong you ta
zhi yao ta xing fu kuai le ju zu gou le
suai ran na hui ran ni de xin gan jue hen tong
dan zhe yang hui bi jiao hao yi xie

anyway...i think i have ......................with...................... LOL.......

wad a busy schedule i have....

haiz.....

better make sure i recover fast wor....

haiz.....

dunno wad will be ur ans

hmmm...thanx for that.... =D
smile and i'll smile =)

sch at 3pm , then finish at 4pm....... dots.......go sch just for presenation then come back liao....-.-'''

sian.........

MY THROAT REALLY HURTS A LOT LORX....

OUCH!!!!

tmr full day of activities sia....got trg in the morning ...then in the afternoon/evening got bbq.... till late night.... then the following day....in the early morning , got to go down for OTC...for national competition lorx..... then till late night again....

haiz....packed day lorx....

no rest for me le =(

ouch ouch ouch ouch

think that hurts a bit....( not referring to my sore throat)

i'm lost.....

problems without solutions = making me crazy

feeling of sadness is back

smile and i'll smile =)

BIO PRACTICAL EXAM WAS A KILLER !!!!

LOL...

seriously...it was very difficult.... arghhhh......if i can just pass i'm happie le....

tmr got presenation lor....sian.... this week got so many lor.... -.-'''

feeling a bit better liao...at least no more fever le...but got flu and cough lor.... =(

todae weather very cold lor...... *ah choo* sneeze and sneeze.....

was damn angry at someone todae.....arghhh..... to HER : if u think that u have a bf now and u dun need us anymore, can u dun show us that f****** attitude.... we are just talking to u normally lor, trying to make conversation, u dun have to ignore us de rite..... u happie happie then talk to us...not happie then dun talk.... u think very fun ar?? wad if one day u are being treated like that?? will u be happie?? ..... and seriously.... we dun like the attitude that u gave us ..... early in the morning show us black face....spoil our mood lor....

Grrr.............

nvmm....i shall not stay angry for so long....later will age faster de lorx....hahah.....

i dunnoe y ..... that feeling came back again....

smile and i'll smile =)

bio practical is tmr.... gosh....i still haven finish studying lorx... heard that it is quite difficult leh.... sian....

todae presentation still okay ba.... the lecturer says...."todae all present quite well, well done"...so shld be okie ba....

hehex...click on this link to take the test to see how jealous u are....

http://tests.studentcenter.org/jealousytest.php

here are my results lorx...

You are 30.16% jealous!

For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.

533860 people have taken this test to date.
This percentage means that :

You are not a jealous person, but sometimes can be.

Occasionally, you over-react to situations.

Most of the time, you trust the people around.

Jealously will not be a major issue in relationships

now bones de names, cells and their function , tissues, joints , biochemistry .... bla bla....is all i can think of now..... hahax.....

after tmr...my brain cells can rest for a while le.... then got to rush for my presentation on friday...LOLx.....

now also nthing to type lor.....cos i thinking about bio now.... LOLx....

sad to say...i'm still sick lorx.... haven recover yet..... =(

smile and i'll smile =)

i'm attached to cgh for my attachment lor... haha...so near to my hse lor... no need to wake up so early ...hehe..... attached to ward 44 lor....medical ward .... hmmm.... first batch to go in for attachment for year 2006 april cohort.... starting from 28/8 to 8/9... straight after exams lor... but nvm ...after that got 1 week break... then polyclinic de attachment...then it's a 3 weeks holiday for ME !!!...

yeas.... so happie....=)

tmr got presentation lor... got to wear formal...that lecturer is particular about that lorx.. haha.... then have finished preparing yet ....

then thurs de bio practical exam, i'm only halfway thru studying it lor... now my head all full of bones the names.... and their function...bla bla bla....

LOL...

still sick lar....still got fever and flu and cough lor... haiz....

feeling so terrible lorx....=(

i'm so STRESSED now lor.... exams are starting le... and i dun seems to be prepared for it .....

the little bit of sadness is back again... and i wonder y....

smile and i'll smile =)

lol...still not feeling better...in fact it is getting worse... arghh.... i hate flu and cough!!!! still got high fever lor...haiz....

got back my results for life science module...and i PASS !!!! yeas...*clap clap*...=)

LOL....

this week is very very packed for me... and also tiring lor...

bio practical exam is on thursday... presentation is on friday... training and corps recreational day is on saturday and national competition is on sunday... then the following monday got exam.....

...........

the feeling of STRESS is back again....

hmm..here's smth for those who are feeling stress...(including me lor) haha....=D

Stress Reliever #1

Wife: You always carry my photo in your handbag to the office.? Why?
Hubby: When there is a problem, no matter how impossible, I look at your picture and the problem disappears.
Wife: You see, how miraculous and powerful I am for you?
Hubby: Yes, I see your picture and say to myself, "What other problem can there be greater than this one?"

Stress Reliever #2

Girl: When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden. Boy: It's very kind of you, darling, But I don't have any worries or troubles.
Girl: Well that's because we aren't married yet.

Stress Reliever #3

Son: Mom, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me to give up my seat to a lady.
Mom: Well, you have done the right thing.
Son: But mum, I was sitting on daddy's lap.

Stress Reliever #4

Wife to husband: "What's your excuse for coming home at this time of the night?"
Husband to wife: "Golfing with friends, my dear."
Wife to husband: "What? At 2 am?!"
Husband to wife: "Yes, We used 'night clubs.' "

Stress Reliever #5

Father to son after exam: "let me see your report card."
Son: "My friend just borrowed it. He wants to scare his parents."

Stress Reliever #6

A teacher asked her class for sentences using the word "beans".
"My father grows beans," said one student.
"My father cooks beans," said another.
Then little Johnny spoke up: "We are all human beans."

Stress Reliever #7

Interviewer to Millionaire: "To whom do you owe your success as a millionaire to?"
Millionaire: "I owe everything to my wife."
Interviewer: "Wow, she must be some woman. What were you before you married her?" Millionaire: "A Billionaire"

Stress Reliever #8

Girl to her boyfriend: One kiss and I'll be yours forever.
The guy replies: Thanks for the warning.

Stress Reliever #9

Doctor to his lady patient: You look terribly weak and exhausted! Are you having your meals three times a day as I have advised?
Lady replied: Doctor, I thought you said three males a day!

Stress Reliever #10

A husband was asked: Do you talk to your wife after sex?
He replied: Depends, if I can find a phone.

Stress Reliever #11

Why did they stop printing PAMELA ANDERSON stamps in the U.S.?
Answer: Because people started licking the wrong side.

Stress Reliever #12

A wife asked her husband: What do you like most in me - my pretty face or my sexy body?
He looked at her from head to toe and replied: I like your sense of humour.

LOL....hahah....

i should just eat panadol and go to sleep... but i can't...........

u cheer me up =)

sian liao.... high fever now..... maybe is because of todae OTC course day lor.... already having fever for the past few days le... then todae is such a hot hot day lor.... todae duty group, early in the morning go there shift chairs from lecture room and from hall also ..... quite tiring lor....

basically todae quite a lot of things that happened la... also got things that made me mad .... haha.... but like what they said.... da ren bu ji xiao ren guo ....hmm....

LOL....sian....feeling so sick....

i'm happie when u are happie =)

wa...todae weather very very very hot lor.... sian....

think my cough worsen liao....todae keep coughing lor... then some more i still have fever lor... haiz....

Bio practical coming le....and i only studied 1/10 of it lor... 70% of the qns will be from the topics " bones ".... hmmm.... and it is difficult to memorize it... lots of my brain cells will be killed just by studying this lor...hmm....

haiz....

seeing u smile makes me happie =)