woke up at 4am this morning to send elain off to airport. she's going to AUS for her HMDP attachment. aww. shall see her 50 days later. by the way, the airport is like freezing cold in the morning lah :((
bad bad news. the flu bug came and befriend me again :(( i dont want. SIGH. now the voice sounds abit hoarse and am sneezing / coughing now and then. must be cos i got totally drenched yesterday from walking home in the rain. ahhhhh, and the cold weather is not helping either :((
going on night shift tonight. confirm ward will be freezing cold in the middle of the night. thinking of taking flu meds before going to work but then it means that i'll be damn drowsy while working luh :((
shall go sleep for now, feeling damn tired lah :((
cross fingers that it must be a peaceful night shift tonight. MUST BE.
went to Jalan Besar Swimming Complex to swim. 10 laps in the pool and sun-tanned. shiokness. and it started to rain like donkeys after that. off to Army Market for char kway tiow and tangyuan :))
caught the movie Paranormal Acitivity. though its low budget its seriously freaking scary. especially the last part !!!!!!
went swimming today again. this time 15 laps in the pool and ran 5km round the stadium :)) shiokness. but now im feeling a lil bit tired already. and the cooling weather is putting me to sleep =X
ahhhhhh damn shitty. started to cough like again. ohmygoodness, i dont want to fall sick again please :((
its been few days already. i need to see the smile on the face.
caught the movie 2012. rate it 5 popcorns. definitely worth watching. the feeling of watching how the world is coming to an end is far worst than watching a horror movie. " the moment we stop fighting for each other, thats the moment we lose our humanity " so 3 years from now, will the world comes to an end?
dined in at LENAS @ Bugis Junction to celebrate Joyce's 20th :))
not much pictures though cause we were all starving already ! HAHA. remember to bring the lil clutch bag out when you go clubbing ah :D
not at all interested to know more. NOT AT ALL. bastard is all i can say.
the feeling that i get when you are around :))
finally its my long awaited off day :)) really feel like sleeping for the entire day but my mama dont allow =X packed my messy room instead. chanced upon some stuffs that brought back lots of memories. amazing that the battery still worked when its switched on, reminded me of that time when it totally warmed my heart. funny why its still kept in my room and not thrown away.
you chose to be so self-centered. you purposely did that. the more i know, the more i really feel like giving you a slap on the face. im sorry, but you dont deserved any better.
i cant wait for December to come. it will be a month full of fun and happiness :))
Stan Chart 42km + ZOUKOUT + XMAS + MY 20TH + Overseas + Countdown Celebration :D
less than a month to Stan Chart 42km. haven started training yet. Ooo. cant really train now also, still haven recover from the terrible horrible flu with the cough & painful sore throat. SIGH!!!
anyway, Ngee Ann started their 3mths PRCP yesterday. 1 mth later NYP gonna start theirs. heh, my ward gonna have total of 18 Yr3 students including the NP that already started. just nice, the busy peak season already started. we could use more help :))
EYECANDY is back to hospital. HAPPY LAH :))
this entire week has been real hectic. actually the first few days were still alright, apparently business at A&E wasnt really good, so there's quite a few empty beds in the ward. but afterwards it got real busy with lots of stuffs to do.
Friday was the ISO Audit. oh man, it was so damn stressful can. the whole ward was so tense for the past few days. tidying the notes, the equipment, making sure nothing goes wrong. Audit that day, all the Sisters came down to give support. thankfully the 45mins audit is over very soon. and we did pretty okay for it :))
blahh. i thought after my 9th day of work today, i can have a good rest on my off day tomorrow. who knows i just recieved a call from my ward, saying that there's a few staff on MC tomorrow, thus shortage of staffs and need me to go back work afternoon shift :(( means i will have to work for 2 more days before its my off day again :(( working straight 11 days. like wtf please.
caught the movie Jennifer's Body on one of the days. not that bloody but a lil disgusting though. anyway, heard the Saw 6 is coming out soon. another bloody movie. LOL!
came down with flu and sore throat like AGAIN, within 2mths !! whats wrong with my immune system anyway? the flu is irritaing me, the sore throat gave me a damn "sexy" voice, and if i continue to cough any harder, i will cough out my lungs soon :((
cant even have a proper rest. i desperately need a good sleep please. i dont want headaches to come knocking on my head :((
ended my 3 night shifts on friday morning. damn drained out i tell you. plus the whole night was damn drama. middle of the night at 3am, one ah ma who dont feel like sleeping, laid in bed and pointed middle finger at me =.= another walked arnd the whole ward naked refusing to wear her pyjamas. got jabbed by a needle while struggling with a violent patient, thank god its still a sterile needle but its still damn painful can :(( then got bitten on the finger by another violent patient _|_
ran for Nike Human Race 10km yesterday. woke up super early and im still damn sleepy from the night shift. timing was arnd 1hr10mins, my usual. was pretty happy that i can still manage to hit this timing even though i didnt train for the race at all. almost lost motivation halfway during the race, the sun was damn hot and the crowd was moving at a very very slow pace, but anyway, thanks for motivating me :))
went for the rubdown session afterwards. pretty useless, its was not even a proper rubdown, cant even feel anything. so the poor me had aching leg muscles after the race cos too long didnt run already :((
went home, slept and re-energize myself. met up with kenneth and huiting in the evening for dinner, slacked at starbucks till like 3am and then home sweet home to replenish my beauty sleep.
back to work tomorrow :(( 3 off days after my 3 night shifts is still not enough for me, i need more sleep pleaseeeeeeeee...
am still having aching muscles here and there :((
went to visit the cute lil handsome boy on tuesday before my night shift. he's really really adorable can, me loves him :))
been visiting so many babies for the past 1 month, i think its already like the 5th? wonder when's my turn. haa, kidding.
damn damn hungry in the middle of the night. ate like nasi lemak, chocs, sweets at like 3.30am in the wee morning. no choice, if i dont sleep, i'll get hungry like very easily.
well, some things never fail to catch my attention. kept looking at the date on my phone while working last night. ahh, well.. no use explaining much, doesnt help anyway.
3rd night duty tonight. so damn tired and sleepy. pray hard tonight shift will be peaceful.
collected my Nike Human Race race pack last friday at the Spore Flyer. still find that last year's shirt was better. anyway, the race is gonna kick off pretty early, starting point at Spore Flyer which means i've got to wake up earlyyyyyyyy.
Esplanade area at night really looks beautiful with all the lightings :))
back to the work on saturday. okay, the entire ward including the docs knows im on H1N1 leave and they bombarded me with questions the moment i stepped into the ward =X after 10 days of leave, i cant really think fast in the ward =X as usual, its busy + busy + very busy. you know, working in C Class ward really needs endurance plus tolerance. try having 16 patients under your care with fussy relatives, demanding patients, bed ridden and altered mental state patients. you'll go crazy by the end of the shift.
MOH audit on monday. felt like slapping that person. He went arnd to ask for patient's satisfactory level on the hospital and nursing care. when one of my patient told him that our hosp is very good and the nursing care is excellent, know what the surveyor's reaction was, he gave that " are you kidding? " look which he thinks that nobody saw but too bad i did. like wth please, if you are the surveyor you shldnt be bias at all, maybe thats part of the reason why we ranked the bottom for the survey.
was on night shift last night. workload was still quite alright just that everything was a lil disorganized when we took over and we had to clear mess. at one point of time, i was actually stoning at the back counter, wondering why the night was so lonely. anyway, 1 night down, 2 more to go. crossed fingers tonight shift will be peaceful.
done. shall head back to my dreamland now. waking up later for night duty. yawns.
HAPPY 20TH KRISTIN DARLINGGG :))
will be heading down to Spore Flyer tomorrow to collect my race pack for Nike Human Race 10km, which is like next saturday!! oh man, due to me falling sick, i haven been training at all !! :(( this is no good no good. from what i saw from the website, part of the route seems to be the same as Standard Chartered Marathon.
having lots of different cravings for food these days. machiam like im pregnant like that. LOL. good thing is i cant go out of the house to buy them, if not, there goes a big hole in my wallet again =X
my itchy fingers went to press press press and there goes my money, brought stuffs online like again!!!! oh man, no good to stay at home all day also. payday please come faster =X
whats done cant be undone. even if you tried to undo it, it still wont be back to the original state. just like you cant put pieces of broken mirror back to the same like how it should be. if right now, we both were to see each other, how will we react then?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDYYYYYY :D
just finished watching episode 2 of 下一站,幸福 also known as Autumn's Concerto. nice show and its sweetttttt. cant wait for episode 3 to be out next week. by then dont know whether i'll have time to watch cos i'll be back to work alreadyyy.
last dose of tamiflu. like finally, the meds is so damn bitter i dont like :(( i think tamiflu got this side effects of having headache after taking it. always having headache after taking the meds, but its better now :))
completed stuffs that is like due long long ago. finally no more overdued work :))
i just ate the sweet oreo cheescake cake daddy brought back from hotel. NICE :D
my stomach is grumbling.
time for dinner :))
day 6 at home. so many people are jealous that i got 7 days of MC to just eat sleep eat sleep at home and dont have to slog hard at work. come to think of it, its just like a common flu and i get 7 days to slack at home. pretty used to my routine now, sleep early wake up late eat nap eat watch tv and sleep again.
oh ya, not forgetting the horrible meds that i have to take. cos i cant swallow pills down and i have to crush those pills and drink it down. damn damn horrible taste. i totally can understand how those ah ma feel when we keep forcing them to drink down the meds, the taste is yucks and double yucks :((
yeah yeah, im recovering well. except for the fact that my voice is still terrible. those that talked on the phone with me will know why. its totally cannot make it :(( im still coughing though, like what joyce says, some symptoms doesnt resolve even if the virus is gone :((
i miss all those delicious foods :((
HAPPY 21ST JOVIN ANG :))
day 4 of staying at home. sigh. the medications are making me very very drowsy. feel like sleeping all the day long. tried to get some work done but ended up watching online shows/movies instead =X cant really think much so just stare at the screen instead =X
i can only stay in my room, going out only when i need the toilet or to eat. sigh. so sad.
they always say people who are unwell have poor appetite. i wonder why im the opposite. i've got lots of cravings lah. i wanna eat durians, chocolates & all the delicious foods at bedok 85!!! but but i cant :((
i wanna get well soon. like very very soon pleaseeeeee.
my throat still hurts alot.
my voice is still like =.= SIGH!!
Life isnt about how to survive the storm, but how to dance in the rain.
i've got so many things to update but well, next post then.
spiked a temperature of 39.3 yesterday. but still i went to work with body-ache and sore throat and cough. popped 2 panadols at work and fever went down. but my voice is gone already :(( supposedly im on am shift today but they changed to pm to let me rest longer.
but i just took my temp, its 39.2 :(( with all the symptoms still present. shall pop 2 panadols again before i go work later.
pray very very hard that im going to be alright.
ward night staff called me at 4am this morning ( x 3times) asking me to change to am shift cos there's 1 person taking MC. already so tired and if i change to am shift, i'll have to wake up 1 hr later. nono. so i stick to my pm shift instead =x
busy busy pm shift ytd. had to intubate one patient and sent down to MICU. sigh. saw evelyn and sheena over there, and they had to shout my name so loud that all the staffs gave me a question mark look =x
i wonder when's my next off day. roster is not out yet. sighhhhh!! :((
next week i shall go suntanningggggg!!!
pm shift today better be okay.
MUST BE !!!
so irritated by hotmail. now i cant logged in to check my mails, arghh angry.
still feeling very sleepy and tired. plus the weather is making me feel so lethargic too. thinking of taking MC and just sleep at home, but i think my ward sister will call and nagged at me =X
its raining and im lazy to walk, maybe i shld just bused to hospital.
its Children's Day today. why is it not a Public Holiday??
not in a very good mood.
pm shift today better be okay.
nice movie with hilarious parts. good plots with meaningful storyline.
the Ugly Truth about men and women.
definitely worth watching. *5 popcorns* :))
it was just at that moment that we both felt it very strongly, but then we realised the ugly truth, it was just a game afterall. a game of playing with feelings.
