by my side

had Thai Food for dinner @ Shaw Tower on monday. food was great. love the spicy + sweet + sour food. got a wide variety to choose from and the price was alright too :D



head over to Tom's Palette for ice cream. super nice i tell you. got alot of unique flavours too :) 5 thumbs up :D

total disappointment. lost for words.
am so drained by work. i need more rest please :((

in your arms

NEW YORK NEW YORK with Jasmine for brunch last saturday. food was nice and as usual, we gossip alot =X



next to Fruit Paradise for our fruit pies :D simply awesome.

damn depressed now. why why why?

Which directions to go?

lets do some updates on the SNCO Camp itself. went for only the first 2 days and back with over 200 + pictures. this year way of runing the camp is quite different from the past camps. had a great time working with the other instructors. everybody is so enthu about it :D



you need points to exchange for food. no points, no food. well preserved caixin seems to be everyone's "fav" food. its only 10 points though =X



tent/structure building. try bargaining with the black market ppl.









the Great Island Hunt on day 2. final stop is at Esplanade.







day 1 dinner was two fishballs only. sadly i had none. day 2 dinner was plain flavoured maggie, hotdogs & fishball and its considered the best meal in the entire camp.



triage to end off the day.





Today's Effort, Tomorrow's Reality.

always in my thoughts

back back back !! wasnt at home for too many days already. shall do an update on the ward chalet first :)) was held at Costa Sands Resort. the mummies brought their babies along. had fun playing with the babies :D











how not to have alcohol in such events? =X the red wine (11% alcohol) wasnt enough and we went to buy Bacardi (40% alcohol). atmosphere then become damn damn high. me likes :D

had loads of fun over at the chalet :))

went over to NHQ the next day for SNCO Training Camp. lack of sleep for 4 whole days. shall update again on the camp itself.

off to watch korean drama that will trigger my tear glands.

the worst feeling

Standard Chartered Marathon 42.195km. completed the race but got a sprained ankle at the 30km point (water station) due to the slippery floor :(( walked the last 10km back, damn painful plus the scorching sun didnt help at all. damn not motivated when im at the 35plus km, the route seems endless and you just feel like walking to the nearest station.

crossed the finishing line and sat down like immediately cause my legs are like killing me :( had difficulty walking back to the station. got sunburnt, thought it will be a cooling weather but its not.

foot & leg muscles pain plus a sprained ankle. now i feel that walking from my room to the toilet is a torture also. think its gonna take a few days to recover. anyway, its an experience for me :)

now thinking whether to join next year Adidas Sundown Marathon 21km or 42.195km, registration opens already.

thank goodness for these 2 off days after the run. wont be able to work fast in the ward in this condition also.

Experience is a hard teacher, she gives you the test first, the lesson aferwards.

You're hot and You're cold

celebrated kaiting's 20th at Kuishin-Bo. LOVE the food there. no crab legs cos it was a lunch buffet. wasted, the crab legs are damn yummy. ETUDE house products as presents :))

work is totally draining away all of my energy. i cant seems to have enough rest. always have to work for more than 10 days before i get my off days. have to drag my feets to work every morning. my day will only brightens up when he's around in the ward.

so fast, my favourite month, december is here. as usual, its packed with parties and more parties :D not forgetting bonus + early pay day :D my schedules are fully packed, im like having trouble planning my roster for work. sigh, headaches ~. how how how?

why is the feeling still the same though its been so long since we met?

A feeling that i cant describe

Mr Benjamin Yeong & Ms Bel Quek Wedding :))



reached home at 9am after night shift. slept for 2hrs and out to attend the church wedding yesterday afternoon @ Living Hope Medodist Church. the  video was sweet & touching and it gave me a warm feeling :) had tea reception afterwards.









the cute lil baby that attracted lots of attention :D



head home to bathe & change and out to kenneth's house for a short mahjong session before meeting the rest at Eighteen Chef for YouGuang's farewell dinner. nice to see everyone again :)) had dinnner and some chats and off i went to work.

SIGH. only a mere 2hrs of sleep the entire day. cant really focus at work, seems to be just going with the flow. and i wore contact lens for more than 24hrs which made my eyes damn tired and dry by like 4am :(( dragged myself arnd for the entire shift and home at 9.30am. gonna go back to sleep again, finally its the last night shift tonight, please please please let it be a peaceful night.

you cant make something feel right when you know that its wrong.

At the back of my Mind

woke up at 4am this morning to send elain off to airport. she's going to AUS for her HMDP attachment. aww. shall see her 50 days later. by the way, the airport is like freezing cold in the morning lah :((

bad bad news. the flu bug came and befriend me again :(( i dont want. SIGH. now the voice sounds abit hoarse and am sneezing / coughing now and then. must be cos i got totally drenched yesterday from walking home in the rain. ahhhhh, and the cold weather is not helping either :((

going on night shift tonight. confirm ward will be freezing cold in the middle of the night. thinking of taking flu meds before going to work but then it means that i'll be damn drowsy while working luh :((

shall go sleep for now, feeling damn tired lah :((

cross fingers that it must be a peaceful night shift tonight. MUST BE.

Always there

went to Jalan Besar Swimming Complex to swim. 10 laps in the pool and sun-tanned. shiokness. and it started to rain like donkeys after that. off to Army Market for char kway tiow and tangyuan :))

caught the movie Paranormal Acitivity. though its low budget its seriously freaking scary. especially the last part !!!!!!

went swimming today again. this time 15 laps in the pool and ran 5km round the stadium :)) shiokness. but now im feeling a lil bit tired already. and the cooling weather is putting me to sleep =X

ahhhhhh damn shitty. started to cough like again. ohmygoodness, i dont want to fall sick again please :((

its been few days already. i need to see the smile on the face.

Sunshine

caught the movie 2012. rate it 5 popcorns. definitely worth watching. the feeling of watching how the world is coming to an end is far worst than watching a horror movie. " the moment we stop fighting for each other, thats the moment we lose our humanity " so 3 years from now, will the world comes to an end?



dined in at LENAS @ Bugis Junction to celebrate Joyce's 20th :))
not much pictures though cause we were all starving already ! HAHA. remember to bring the lil clutch bag out when you go clubbing ah  :D

not at all interested to know more. NOT AT ALL. bastard is all i can say.

the feeling that i get when you are around :))

With you by my side

finally its my long awaited off day :)) really feel like sleeping for the entire day but my mama dont allow =X packed my messy room instead. chanced upon some stuffs that brought back lots of memories. amazing that the battery still worked when its switched on, reminded me of that time when it totally warmed my heart. funny why its still kept in my room and not thrown away.

you chose to be so self-centered. you purposely did that. the more i know, the more i really feel like giving you a slap on the face. im sorry, but you dont deserved any better.

i cant wait for December to come. it will be a month full of fun and happiness :))
Stan Chart 42km + ZOUKOUT + XMAS + MY 20TH + Overseas + Countdown Celebration :D

less than a month to Stan Chart 42km. haven started training yet. Ooo. cant really train now also, still haven recover from the terrible horrible flu with the cough & painful sore throat. SIGH!!!

anyway, Ngee Ann started their 3mths PRCP yesterday. 1 mth later NYP gonna start theirs. heh, my ward gonna have total of 18 Yr3 students including the NP that already started. just nice, the busy peak season already started. we could use more help :))

EYECANDY is back to hospital. HAPPY LAH :))

Physically & Mentally Drained :((

this entire week has been real hectic. actually the first few days were still alright, apparently business at A&E wasnt really good, so there's quite a few empty beds in the ward. but afterwards it got real busy with lots of stuffs to do.

Friday was the ISO Audit. oh man, it was so damn stressful can. the whole ward was so tense for the past few days. tidying the notes, the equipment, making sure nothing goes wrong. Audit that day, all the Sisters came down to give support. thankfully the 45mins audit is over very soon. and we did pretty okay for it :))

blahh. i thought after my 9th day of work today, i can have a good rest on my off day tomorrow. who knows i just recieved a call from my ward, saying that there's a few staff on MC tomorrow, thus shortage of staffs and need me to go back work afternoon shift :(( means i will have to work for 2 more days before its my off day again :(( working straight 11 days. like wtf please.

caught the movie Jennifer's Body on one of the days. not that bloody but a lil disgusting though. anyway, heard the Saw 6 is coming out soon. another bloody movie. LOL!

came down with flu and sore throat like AGAIN, within 2mths !! whats wrong with my immune system anyway? the flu is irritaing me, the sore throat gave me a damn "sexy" voice, and if i continue to cough any harder, i will cough out my lungs soon :((

cant even have a proper rest. i desperately need a good sleep please. i dont want headaches to come knocking on my head :((

If only you know

was super busy working for the past few days. damn tired and freaking lack of sleep please. let me do some updates first before my blog rot =X

celebrated Jovin's 21st last friday. had a nice nice dinner at a Ramen Place @ Raffles Place. 14 bucks for a bowl of ramen but its super delicious :))





on our way to the Singapore Flyer...





took the Singapore Flyer for only 10 bucks. Just show student pass and you'll get student rate :))











looking out from the Flyer, the night scenery is really breath-taking can :D we got the whole cabin to ourselves !!!





and the next day was HALLOWEN NIGHT :)) damn damn high at ZOUK can :)) with all the fun and drinking. back home in the wee morning. still got the hangover feeling while working afternoon shift that day and the time passes so damn slow.

SHAG. 9 more working days till my off day. how great can that be??!! #*$#&*% i really need a good rest please :((

Lingering Feelings

ended my 3 night shifts on friday morning. damn drained out i tell you. plus the whole night was damn drama. middle of the night at 3am, one ah ma who dont feel like sleeping, laid in bed and pointed middle finger at me =.= another walked arnd the whole ward naked refusing to wear her pyjamas. got jabbed by a needle while struggling with a violent patient, thank god its still a sterile needle but its still damn painful can :(( then got bitten on the finger by another violent patient _|_



ran for Nike Human Race 10km yesterday. woke up super early and im still damn sleepy from the night shift. timing was arnd 1hr10mins, my usual. was pretty happy that i can still manage to hit this timing even though i didnt train for the race at all. almost lost motivation halfway during the race, the sun was damn hot and the crowd was moving at a very very slow pace,  but anyway, thanks for motivating me :))







went for the rubdown session afterwards. pretty useless, its was not even a proper rubdown, cant even feel anything. so the poor me had aching leg muscles after the race cos too long didnt run already :((

went home, slept and re-energize myself. met up with kenneth and huiting in the evening for dinner, slacked at starbucks till like 3am and then home sweet home to replenish my beauty sleep.

back to work tomorrow :(( 3 off days after my 3 night shifts is still not enough for me, i need more sleep pleaseeeeeeeee...

am still having aching muscles here and there :((