think it over

again, been out till wee hours almost everyday =X

have been watching lots of movies lately.

only 2 weeks, 6 movies watched!!

im broke. very broke.

been spending lots of money.

my bank looks pathetic :((

9 more days till start of work.

how how how how how how?

如果忽冷忽热的溫柔是你的借口

那我宁愿对你从沒任真过

a little too not over you

celebrated grandma's 87th bdae ytd :))

grandma :))

with cousins and relatives :))

with my family :))

with my sisters :))

lets not go through this again.

Trying

have been out for the entire week till wee hours.


headover to alvin's 21st chalet on 24th.
overnight till the next day.
ate/chit-chatted/monopoly-ed/mahjong-ed
hope you like the present ah!!! :))
happy belated 21st alvin sha :D



dbl O on the 25th night.
wasted again :((
seriously hate the hangover feeling.
eyes was damn swollen the next day.


out with poly clique on 27th.
head over to Aston for our dinner.
queued for quite some time uh.
as usual, the food over there is NICE :))


sjab training in the morning on 28th.
celebrate xueling's bdae in the evening :))
happy belated 17th chang xueling!! :))
head over to TM coffee bean to slack till 3am ++


seriously, why is everything so fucked up now?
everyone's having the same problem.
i just cant seems to get it out of my mind.
time, all i need is time.

dont try too hard to forget,

cos it will hurt even more.

YOU ARE WRONG WHEN ITS RIGHT

WELL DONE for the 4 teams :))
22nd March 09 marks an impt day for you all.
give yourself a pat on the shoulder.
can see the hard work & effort you all put in :))


21 MORE DAYS,
to the start of a new begining.
no more student nurse.
but a staff nurse instead.
with more responsibilites to handle.
how? im afraid i cant handle it well...


sigh. why no one believe me when i say,
i want to quit drinking,
i want to quit clubbing?
must be they know me too well =.=

its like my mind knows what is right & wrong,

but my heart is being retarded and still cares.

How True It Is

BIG DAY is TOMORROW.
22nd March 2009.
all the hard work that you all have put it,
dont let it go to waste.
Put in all your 101% effort and do your very best for it.
We'll be supporting you all all the way :))
AC1, NC1, AC2, NC2.


is it really so difficult?
must we really make things become so complicated?
isnt it the simpler things is, the better it is?

i told myself, i dont miss you,

i only miss the memories that we once had.

thinking back

back from comp camp, 6 days since i touched my laptop and online. the number of emails is scary, 6 days accumulated up to 242 emails. had a hard time clearing it :((

tiring 4 days 3 nights camp.

but can see effort put in by all.

some unexpected stuffs, shall not talk about it.

had supper last friday at ICE3 CAFE :)

the ice cream there is DELICIOUS :))

i dont like parking. i cant see the back when i turn around = the car parked slanted. makes me feels so pek chek plus the fact that my seat is already adjusted. strongly believe is not cos of height problem but is more of practice. RARRRR.

have been taking leave & MC from work.

partly due to SJAB & tiredness.

next week then chiong work again.

officially graduated from NYP :))

results are out already.

seems like i got the best results in YEAR 3 :))

PRCP attachment: B+

GPA increased :)) happy.

am waiting for my letter of conferment & academic transcript to be mailed to me.

lots of stuffs to say.

will there be a chance?

the feeling is not right

down with bad sore throat & flu :((
im feeling so sick right now.
camp is just 2 more days away.
i dont want go camp with the flu bug tagging along :((

now feeling a lil bit feverish.
drinking lots & lots of water,
pray very hard that i'll be okay tmr.

have the very sian feeling.
RARR. my throat hurts :((
& i keep sneezing non-stop :((


things may be better if we had been friends.

truth hurts lies worse

UPS & DOWNS

got addicted to reading Fmylife.com out of boredom,
seriously, some stuffs that ppl wrote are damn funny.


Today, at the dentist, I was getting my teeth cleaned. Looking up at his nose, I saw runny snot dripping onto his lip. I tried to slowly move away. He told me "Stop!" The movement of his lips caused the snot to fall right into my mouth. FML

Today, after seeing a girl for a few weeks on and off I sent her a text to see if she wanted to go out the next saturday. Predictive text changed "go" to "in". So..."Why don't we in out on saturday?" She stopped calling me. FML


CGH HR dept has been good recently,
another 200 bucks of attachment pay for jan :))
finally i see an increase in my bank's acct :))


going jogging at wee hours seems to be what i have been doing for the past few weeks. seriously, i just love jogging at night, its mind relaxing and best, its cooling :)) though its seems a lil dumb & unsafe for a girl to be jogging alone in the middle of the night.


had been thinking...

一个没有答案的问题

Kept Close to Me

just went for few rounds of jogging
the wind was cooling
made me think better & clearer


you once said responsiblities,
now you are throwing everything aside,
what's this?


plans has been made,
zouk next wednesday,
dbl O next friday.
lets party & drink !!


i hate it when things come to this point.

things dont go smooth, its over

dont ask me any questions.

not to worry, im alright. really.

Negatives

rainy and gloomy day.
perfect match to my mood.


responsibilities, you once said.
so where is urs??


i went for midnight jog ytd.
thought through alot of stuffs.
but no answers derived from it.
why why why?


i just cant help but keep thinking of the negatives.

happy 1 mth BF :))

Unsettled Feelings

head down to CGH for uniform fitting
got the smallest size: XXS,
for both dress and pants suit.
the dress is still a lil big lahhhhh :((

medical checkup at bedok.
my weight went down by 0.5kg.
wtf?! i ate so much & my weight still dropped?


NYP better send the transcript to us quick
i want to get over and done with the SNB registration.
its 100 bucks, of which 40 bucks can be reimbursed.

am happpy :))
200 bucks of attachment pay for dec just went in.
at the right moment :))


Fuck.
that sentence shldnt even come out from ur mouth.


i got no mood for wed clubbing.

why does it happen again & again? :((

Lost in thoughts

the world is really small.
A knows B, B knows C, C also knows A
people that you dont want them to meet,
will end up having their paths crossed.


so CGH HR department called,
uniform fitting is on next monday.
& it clashed with my driving lesson @^@$%#
now i've got to rescheduled it =.-
& i still have not done my medical check-up
tentative start work date: 13th April 09

actually i dont really want to start work so early
abit of the sian feeling
& im afraid that i'll forget everything
cos im only thinking of restaurant and tuition stuffs
ahhhh... no work = no $$


why am i having those thoughts in my mind?

BF coming back tmr morning ! :))

sweet

those korean guys working in the restaurant are HOT!!
next door Oosh restaurant waiters are HOT also :))
HAHAHA :))
pleasant working environment :))
lunch and dinner = korean food :))

6 ppl can spent $600+ in the restaurant.
no wonder everyday sales is so good.


sis: "can you stop smiling to ur phone, its sick."
HAHA :))

called from brunei without using calling card

1 min = 0.60cents

phone bill for this mth is going to be damn exp.

6 more days & he'll be back :))

Contented

they always say, dont irritate those ppl in service line
you wont know what extra ingrediants you'll have in ur dish
HAHA :)) some customers are just so f* up.

after a week of working,
there's blisters, cuts on my hands already :((
11am to 11pm working hours,
damn damn tiring :((


but for the sake of money,
to pay for all my expenses,
i will put a smile on and continue to work :))


i dont dare to look at this mth's phone bill
confirmed guranteed its alot :(((


they are going clubbing tonight.
but im working. why like that? :(((

7 more days.

things will be better :))

thanks for clearing my doubts :))

can time pass faster?

im getting poorer and poorer.
hospital still owes me attachment pay
st john still owes me $$
i seriously need more $$ :((


gonna stop buying clothes online.
gonna stop going shopping so often.
gonna stop drinking so often.
got to save save & save more $$.


working is the best way to save $$.
worked from 11am to 11pm.
at least there's income for my bank.
work lets time pass faster, days goes by quicker.


shall be a workaholic for the time being.

9 more days.

let days goes by faster pls.

second thoughts

valentine's day was spent with a big grp of friends.
party world for singing session,
& out for supper till 5am in the morning.
slacked at coffee shop, nice way to spent it also.
HAHA :))

damn. i think i sort of sprained my ankle,
when i lose my footing ytd night :((
abit swollen and pain :((


yay, i think its taiwan that we are going to!!
APRIL :))
just so happen many ppl are going there too :))


most prob next wed clubbing session.
been long since i go partying :))

second thoughts.

actions just made me feels that way.

because of you

have been going out everyday.
movies, shopping, eating, drinking.
i see only decrease in my bank's balance,
no increase :((
going to look for more jobs already :((


why ppl keep saying am getting thinner?
i dont find myself losing weight.
i still eat alot alot, supper almost everyday.
i dont understand why :((


clubbing very very sooon :))


overseas trip soooon :))
cant wait to go with my friends.
but to where still not confirmed :((

dear left for brunei ytd night for 2 wks overseas trg.

:((((((((( take care pls.

settled

according to the zodiac reading,
those that born in year of snake,
are more prone to accidents this year.
like damn f*cking accurate, nearly met with accident on sunday,
then today driving lesson, nearly smth happened.
f*ck, i really shld be careful on the road.


everthing's alright my dear.
cleared all doubts :))
please take care of urself,
dont neglect health cos of work :))

Hurt

i nearly got knocked down by this f*cking SBS bus ytd night.
was crossing the road, its green man & not blinking
suddenly halfway thru, this bus just turned and just drove past me
like what the fuck?!
mind you, i haven finished crossing the road
the bus is supposed to wait for me to cross over first
then the bus driver tried to be funny,
he rolled down his window and yelled "SORRY''
like got use meh? if i really got knocked down
the bus is just 10cm away from me... F*CK

touched :))

head down to CGH to sign contract yesterday.
need to fill up so many forms.
but the benefits are like WOW !! haha :))
im officially EMPLOYED :))

so i need to go for medical checkup arranged by the hospital,
get the rest of the forms filled up,
figure out how to fill up the SNB Registration form,
fixed a date to go down CGH for uniform measurement.

they let us choose when we can start work :))
most prob shld be arnd mid-april tgt with the rest


i need more jobs.
the current 3 jobs that im holding doesnt seems to support me alot
my expenses are all so high, time to cut down alr!

its not about the time when its the feelings that matters.

030209 :))

it went a lil faster

went driving on the road.

i really dont like the construction going on.

makes the road so narrow to drive.

friends came over to my hse to bai nian :))

went over to my mentor's hse (ms trina) to bai nian too :))

her lil baby boy that is only 1mth + is sooo cute.

carried him & he's like so small in my arms.

ANGMOH BABY LEH!!!!

head over to jovin's hse to bai nian.

had steamboat over there.

nice food, gambled over there too.

later going down to cgh to sign contract with them.

someone just made my day :))

030209 :))

thinking real hard

went kaiting's hse for visitng on saturday :))

ate & drank.

head over to dbl O.

& im really dumb lah :((

i fell, i hit my head & worst, next day hangover really sucks.

hangover sucks to the max lah.

worst hangover ever.

ended up didnt go relative's hse for visitng.

head over to TM to watch movie instead :))

Bride Wars.

haha. the show is quite funny luh :))

went for dinner, walks, & some chitchat.

back home after that :))

sorry. but i still dont like ur fake-ness.

Indecisive

Yesterday was the last offical day in NYP

the last day of being student nurse

Graduation for School of Health Science (Nursing)

is on 26th May 2009, tuesday

Attire: Formal Wear

Aww, i really gonna miss school :((

2&1/2 months of holidays before i start work

either going Taiwan/Thailand/Langkawi/Genting with friends :))

meanwhile i shall continue to work to feed myself :((

caught THE WEDDING GAME ytd night :))

nice comedy show :))

dinner at The Astons,

once again, long queue but really nice food :))

drink drank but not drunk :))

Progressive

TOTAL YAYNESS :)


today is the last day, well, to be exact, 2nd last day of PRCP
cos tmr is the last day whereby we have to go back NYP for Grad Briefing
and everybody is like so overly excited
the joy & satisfaction that we felt when the Nurse Manager goes,
"Congratulations, you all have passed through PRCP"

3months, its neither long nor short
its just right for us to learn everything that we supposed to
seems like so ytd where we dread PRCP sooo much,
and now in a blink of eye, its OVER :)

LOVE my ward ppl.
they really gave lots of guidance & learning opportunities
& we treated them to PIZZA today :)
in turn, they treated us BLACKFOREST CAKE :)


HR department called today
& im unofficially employed by CGH
got to go down next week to sign contract with them.


tomorrow's GRAD briefing,
and then its time to PARTY !!! :D

Time to put a smile on the face

HAPPY LUNAR MOO YEAR !!! :)


have a great time collecting angbaos & gambling
HAHA :)


HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SISTER :D

Disappointment

doing last minute spring cleaning for my room
have yet to pack my study table & wardrobe
everything is super messy
my mum threatened to throw everything out :(


went grandma hse for reunion lunch this year
& i already recieved many many angbaos ! :)
cant wait for tmr when i can collect more!!


mahjong mahjong and more mahjong :)


whatever you want to say, how you want to think,
its all up to you. i cant control your mind.

4 more days.

when everything seems wrong

i think work is getting better. i think.
i took 14 cases today. all patients under my charge.
and im glad that i can managed all the workload.
just few more days till PRCP ends.
just few more days till i become a SN.
cant imagine the amount of stress that i'll be facing.


fuck. if you think im the one who said it,
then i got nothing else to say.cos i didnt even
mention anything regarding that issue to others.
for what will i want to say to make things worse for them?


i dont want to know anymore things.

i told myself not to cry,

but still i did. WHY?

when things dont go right

i've got a headache
i've got a damn f*ing painful swollen eye
i've got ppl rushing me to do things
i've got things due but not done yet
i feel like ignoring that person
i have ppl telling me stuffs that are twisted around
im stressed up with work
i havent find time to plan tution for the 2 kids
i havent get my things done
i havent get my schedule done for feb


so many things going on at the same time
people giving attitudes


i just... feel like .... crying.....
& maybe it'll be better....

8 more days.

nonsense

think these few days like damn suay
my left eye got eye infection again, swollen & red
today got boxed in the arm by an unsound mind patient
f*ing pain okay
end up she go boxed another 2 more ppl


work is becoming more & more challenging
have to deal with more & more unsound mind pt
= making us go haywire


why isit so faked?
dont make things worse anymore

10 more days.

mind games

Wednesday

my off day from attachment
driving lesson, comments given: steady on road (:
supposedly working at clinic, but i cancel it
went down to eastview for orientation prep instead

Thursday

worked morning shift
mind totally switched off
again went down to eastview for orientation prep

Friday

work is crazy that day, everything is like chaotic
rushed down for orientation
& everything turns out well (:
appreciates all for the hard work & help :D

Today

mind was blank, way too tired
dragged myself to work, just going through the motion
and some ppl spoil my mood


was f*ing angry on some issues. but well, since its already over, i shant say much either.

dont distort what others say. dont try to force people also. end up you'll gain nothing from it.


am begining to turn into a workaholic.

12 more days.

irreversible

sis got back her results ytd.
am happy for her too. L1R5 = 12 L1R4 = 9 :)
well, she chose to go poly and not JC.
its her choice, hope she can get into the course that she wants (:


year 2 's are in for attachment already.
the ward staffs are damn happy to see more pairs of hands to help them luh.
and yeap, meihua is in my ward for attachment too.
so coincidence (:
even the staffs and lecturer are commenting that their uniform is not nice.


one day 24hrs is definitely not enough.
holding on to 3 jobs. damn damn tiring.

17 more days.

whats on your mind

been long since an update.

have been working and working very hard these days. am done with my 3 night shifts already. thankfully camps had trained me to tahan through the nights without sleeping. my 3 nights were peaceful. except for the 2nd night where there's restless patients and we have to 'fight' with her, nails damn long = many injuries on our arms.

the wards are not really creepy at night. just very very dark, and occassionally some sounds here and there, which you will tend to brush it aside cos you dont wanna scare yourself and just pretend that nothing happened.

actually night shifts are quite fun, but it totally drains all your energy out. so by the next morning, our brains are not working already, and you just want to lie on the bed and sleep till its time for you to report for work again.


juggling between tuitions, hospital attachments, clinic work and sjab.


the 9th week coming to an end already. 10th week next. left with 2 more weeks till the end of PRCP. the transition stage is like damn fast. now waiting for call from HR dept for interview, ward sister already recieved email regaring our application (:


i need a break.

21 more days.

a new year, a new start

HAPPY 2009 :D

last night countdown was awesome.

the fireworks are damn damn nice (:

crowd was great at Marina Square.

everybody got high when the the clock hit 12 MN.

drank like 6-7 bottles of Breezer. machiam like soft drinks.

then it was even more high after that.

went to look for the other grp of friends.

and kennethchia got drunk. AGAIN.

woohoo. and it got videoed down.

lets hope 2009 will be a GREAT YEAR :)

我吻过你的脸　

你双手曾在我的双肩

感觉有那么甜我那么依恋

每当我闭上眼我总是可以看見

失信的诺言全部都会实现

29 more days.

sweetdreams

31st dec 2008, the last day of year 2008. this year hasnt been a great year i supposed. too many things happened, but well, not forgetting those happy memories (:


SCHOOL
school has been pretty good for this year. passed my semestral exams pretty okay, and now going through the last lap before graduation.

FAMILY
always home late due to many reasons, but well, its still alright luh, i shld be a good girl and stay at home more often. hahaha.

WORK
3 mths of PRCP. now left with 1 more month to the completion of it. like so damn fast we gonna graduate and become a Registered Nurse. i totally cant imagine how it would be like.

R/S
this year simply sucks. not gonna comment on it.


anyway, to sum up Year 2008,

#1 : i got fooled
#2: i cried
#3: i went drinking many times
#4: i did stupid things cos of that
#5: friends rocks (:
#6: work sometimes really sucks
#7: i turned 19. last teen before the big 2.


countdown later. MarinaSquare. i wanna see fireworks :D

sweet dream last night.

30 more days.

HAPPY 19TH BDAE :D

thanks all for the presents. loveyou all (:

loved (:

happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,


HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ME :D

[edited]

thanks all for the birthday wishes. thanks for the presents. am so touched lah. haha. like meizhu who msged me though she's at China. thanks all for remembering :)

spent this year birthday at st john day camp. super tiring, but still alright lah. dinner at coffee shop and back home to sleep. theday was spent just like that =.-


some wishes didnt came though, i was really expecting it, but oh well...


pictures will be uploaded soon (:

at least you wished.

i thought you forgot.

34 more days.

will you be here

XMAS was super nice (: went k-singing again (: and my lovely friends surprised me with a cheesecake from bakerzin. awww, so sweet of them luh, its like we are singing and suddenly they walked in from the door carrying the cake with candles lighted up and singing b'day song :D i was damn damn shocked luh. appreciated for the advance b'day celebration :D


hoegarden mixed with vodka and martell. horrible terrible taste.


last day of being 18.

tomorrow's a special day (:

1 more day (:

35 more days.

you werent here

MERRY MERRY XMAS :D


xmas eve was awesome (: went for bbq at SengKang. we damn zai, didnt book pit but used aluminium tray, to set fire for bbq at void deck. and its a sucess, all the food turned out to be nicely cooked :D total shiokness :)


beer + red wine + hard liqour dont go well together.
the taste totally sucks when mixed and drink.


damnit. im having a bad bad headache now.


tonight will be a FUN NIGHT :D

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲

变成两部悲伤的电影

为什么你 带我走过最难忘的旅行

然后留下最痛的纪念品

36 more days.

it left a deep mark

my 6th sense is like damn accurate
those little actions, can made me guess whats going on
and true enough, it always turn out to be what i expected
so this time round, im not surprised at all
cos i guessed it already, and knew that it will turn out this way


like what they always say, woman's 6th sense is the most accurate

are you holding back like the way i do?

39 more days.

you dont seem to understand

19th dec 08, Friday

was on morning shift that day. went back home to prepare some stuffs and went to jas's house to slack awhile. met up with my pri sch mates at Bedok 85 for supper (: don brought along 2 of his air force friends too (: didnt managed to finish up all the food cos apparently everybody's full =.- and my dearest vicky didnt turn up lah :(

decided to head over to E-Hub for movie. don drove all of us over. and we caught the 2am movie, YES MAN! damn funny lah the movie. very very nice (: YES YES YES !

movie ended arnd 4am and he drove all of us back home. slept for 30mins before i wake up and go work. damn shag i tell you.


20th dec 08, Saturday

was DAMN SLEEPY during work. and im super impatient on that day cos of sleepyness. damnit lah. but its okay, survived through work and went home to prepare before i head out again.

met kristin darling first to pass her her belated birthday present and xmas present (: glad you liked it (: and she passed me my early birthday present too! thankyou girl :D

missed the cohesion cos of work :(

head over to Coffee Bean to meetup with the rest. and went over to E-Hub for K-Singing :D sang from like 8pm to 3am. super shag again. but enjoyed the fun over there (: jianwen came and fetch us all on the lorry, WOOO, damn exciting ride lah. HAHA :) home at 4am and concuss on the bed immediately.

thanks to mdm xu for the xmas gift, teachers for the vouchers :D


slept till today 4pm, thankfully im not working today can. well , there's still many things undone, work and sjab stuffs, gonna go try and finished it up.

will update again, many exciting programs next week :D

你不是真正的快樂

你的笑只是你穿的保護色

40 more days.

i wish and i wish

6th week of PRCP. gonna end the week soon. working and working. used to going work everyday, alternate shifts every other day. doing things like we are already SN. another 6 more weeks till the end of PRCP. another 2 more weeks till the 2nd Appraisal for us. i have yet to submit my application, will do it when i have the free time. and YAY, nurses' bonus is like WOW and the pay is increasing. GOOD GOOD :D


there's this doc, who looked almost like him, smiled like him, talked like him and even the way he walked is the similar to him. well, its nice to have someone like him working tgt.


had a short and sweet meetup with the girls at PS ytd (:
simple dinner at Ajisen.
short catching up session at starbucks.
& gift exchange for xmas :D


my schedule is like fully fully booked. cant wait for countdown, gonna be damn fun la :D and tmr's meetup with the pri sch mates for supper :)

你說我給你太多 卻不能給我什麼

分不清激情 承諾 永恆或迷惑

愛情是一道傷口 我們各自苦痛

沉默是我最後溫柔 是因為我太愛你

43 more days.

am lost

5th week of PRCP. more and more responsibilities. more stuffs that we have to know. doctors handwriting are the worst. sometimes it seems to me that they are drawing rather than writing. i have no idea why on earth they must rush through their writing. but some have very nice handwriting though (:

NUS Nursing Students started their attachment today. 2 of them are attached to my ward. and 1 of them is yanqi (: haha, was a surprise when i saw her :D but their uniform looks abit weird though.


i hate to push away meetups dates just cause of work. its like so irritating lah!


my driving is getting better :D


ZOUKOUT is on 13th DEC. this saturday. still thinking if i should go anot.


i really hate to do all these stuffs. but i've got no choice. and your ''words'' doesnt help. thanks alot.

52 more days.

you made me realised

YAY. finally DECEMBER is here (:
I LOVE DECEMBER :D


been very very busy with work. ward is forever so busy, forever full house. the earliest that we can leave ward for afternoon shift is at 10pm. the latest is well, depends on that day. damn damn tiring after a day of work.

4th week working in the ward. getting used to it already. though its hard to deal with fussy patients and relatives, still we have to learn how to manage them although some are being really irresponsible.

and for goodness sake, nurses are not maids. just cause we have to provide holistic care for the patients doesnt means that you all can treat us like maids okay. damn angry lah !!


oooh. and there's this cute doctor in the ward. HAHA (:


practically for the whole of december, im booked. for work, camps, sj activities and my off days are like so little, makes it difficult to meet up with friends. RARR!!


sigh. WHY?

58 more days.

SHUT UP

humans. they are innocent when they just came to this world. its reality that shaped human's character to be ugly.

there are too many things going on. lots of words left unsaid. many problems left unsolved. feelings kept hidden for very long.

People become two-faced. they hide things from you, they make up stories. they start to act in a way different from their own self.

no longer know who to trust, who is good and who is bad. the one that you think is the most trustworthy turns out to be the one that stabs you in the back. how nice isnt it? no longer wants to find out the truth from anyone cause they tends to say one thing but do another.


humans, simple yet complicated.


im tired, seriously very tired of all these. FULLSTOP.

63 more days.

i'm part of you indefinitely

this entire week of working is terrible for me. came down with fever on sunday, but i still went to work on monday despite temp is 38 degree celsius simply cause i dont want to pay back on my off day. the feeling is terrible. coughing, shivering, giddiness and headache. and this carrys on for tuesday as well :((

thankfully am not having fever on thurs. but i lost my voice. it became way too low and well, you cant hear my voice in the ward. its like damn irritating cause i cant communicate properly to patients and staffs. and my nose decides to become a running tap. very terrible during bathing of patients and changing diapers cause you have to "sniff" and "sniff" and "sniff"


yucks yucks and double yucks.
can i please have my voice back.


weekdays is terribly busy. but on sat is slightly better. and yes we have to work on sat. oh well, might as well get used to working on weekends now.


i need my sleep.
i need to get well soon.

67 more days to go.

and we linger on

supper at simpang bedok with pri sch friends.
expo 80% discount crocs sale is damn crowded and food fair is shiok.


first week of PRCP is over. doing junior work for that whole week. very very hectic and busy. still trying to get used to the ward's routine. maybe next week onwards no more junior work to do cos there's more and alot more students coming to the ward for attachment. YAY.


so im like going to fall sick or i already am sick. i dunnoe. feeling hot cold hot. throat damn pain. head damn pain. difficulty in swallowing. body aching. this feeling is terrible and it sucks.


am looking forward to my next off day. i want more sleep please.

73 more days to go.

you will always be a part of me

half day orientation only. lousy. HR dept is recruiting people into the hospital. maybe considering to hand in application form in december to secure a place. but out of the 3 choices to put, i only have answer to the 2 of them. nvm. think 2 will be enough.

12 weeks later, we'll be staff nurses already. sponsered students are already going to take measurements of their staff nurse uniform next friday. how fast right. this transition stage is crucial, from student nurse to staff nurse. lots of stuffs to learn, lots of stuffs to pick up.

this journey going's to be tough and tiring. but i chose this path. i will go through it, cos its my passion for it.

81 more days to go.

bye bye freedom

after 1 week of fun, tomorrow will be the official start of the 3mths PRCP.


well well, the *long awaited* day is nearing. orientation tomorrow. most prob is about hospital protocols and stuffs like that.


3 wks of attachments and we are already complaining. now is 3mths. working on saturday too. well, we'll see how things goes then.


nervous. anticipating. gittery.


BYE FREEDOM.

be-a-u-tiful memories (:

NR0604 BBQ at East Coast Park, 071108

damn fun luh the BBQ. our clinical lecturer jessica came too, tgt with her husband and her cute son (: and she brought red wine for us too :D

this is like the last gathering for our class before the monsterous PRCP starts on monday.

the next time we gather tgt again will be 3mths later, our graduation day :D

*all pics are uploaded on facebook, lazy to upload all here.

you keep appearing

and so i woke up today feeling damn groggy. only few hours of sleep and plus the hangover effect. went for driving lesson at 1pm. driving when you are damn sleepy is no good. drove all the way from ubi to eastview area and back to ubi.

then back to the driving centre to wait for my FTT E-Trail test. and so coincidentally i saw joanna there (: chit-chatted with her till its time for my trial test and then back to look for her after that. accompanied her all the way till 5.30pm when its time for her FTT.


now am feeling damn damn damn sleepy. time for bed and its class bbq tmr (:

the feeling is not right

woke up at 11am in the morning. very early to me caused i only slept at 5am in the morning. met up with them at city hall. supposed to go for Korean Bbq Lunch Steamboat, but the place was not opened when we went there. sad-ed :((

changed venue and went for lunch at Chong Qing Ma La Steamboat at Suntec City. worth it worth it. the food there is nice and there's promotion too. 4pax for the price of 3 (:

caught the movie Tropic Thunder.

no wonder its rated M18. throughout the entire movie there's blood and more blood and the word fcuk is like in every dialogue. not really worth watching it.

then came night time. its wednesday night and is the week before our 3mths attachment starts, so to ZOUK we went to party the night away (: dancing and drinking all night. not totally gone this time even though i drank alcohol like water. maybe its the mood (:

back to bed by 7am.

if only...

went Sentosa with the clique (:


weather was bad. rained in the afternoon and there's not much of sun. but still i managed to get tanned, so happy (:

totally drained out alr but we were still thinking of places to go. decided on singing and off we went to sing. from 7pm to 1am. damn shag can, almost fell asleep there.

home arnd 2am. happy happy day (:

*more pictures up on facebook, am lazy to upload here.