mind block

been long since we 4 hang out & have dinner tgt :))


SHABU SHABU @ iLUMA


nice place. nice environment.
nice food, lots of variety :))
but phototaking not allowed :((


we ordered like 20 sets of the beefs, and finished all :))


TIMBRE next :))



this time round, fruit champagne for all :))


these few nights, my dreams all seems to be a lil weird. he, HE, He, hE all appeared one after another in my dreams. got a shock when i woke up, nevertheless, it was just a dream afterall. no idea why these dreams happen consecutively for so many days.

tell me, what should i do?

did i mention im going for Standard Chartered Marathon??!!
signed up for the 42km marathon.
lets just hope that i can finish it :))


yesterday jogged round my neighbourhood. a good 8 rounds with thoughts running through my mind. sometimes i really cant understand what people are thinking, what is going through their mind when they did that? dont they even think of the consequences? im not going to trust people that easily anymore. stabbed in the back, you go try and experience it _!_


and im good :)) just finished jogging round my neighbourhood. this time 10 rounds :)) felt so refreshed :)) i want to go tanninggggggggg!!!!!


no, i dont want it to be purely just like this.
it definitely can go beyond that.

Fingers crossed

HAPPY NURSES DAY !!!


and HAPPY 20TH EVELYN TAN :))


happy nurses day to all nurses :)) well i guess this day dont mean alot to others but well, it does mean alot to those working in this circle. seriously, being a nurse needs lots of passion and patience and interest to get through it. and many a times, you get shouted at in the face, insults hurled at you, not appreciated of the things that you've done for them and it really gets onto our nerves. for us, we see life begins.. and ends.. the immense responsibility that we hold and the differences that we makes in people's life, is what keeps us going :))



thats what our ward clerk made for us. individual fav cartoon character :))


ward doctors gave us 3 boxes of MERCI CHOCS :)
ward clerks gave us 1 big box of CHOCS :)
our medical social worker gave us a BIG MANGO CAKE :)
ward sisters bought us a BIG CHOC CAKE :)
CEO gave us a BIG BOX OF PUFFS & CAKES :)
& a 2G thumbdrive from them as well :))


ytd was the last day :(((

DE DE-LIGHTED :D

Kuishin-Bo & DXO with the girls :))










its the lighting problem. im not that red!!!
WOO. fun fun. & im not drunk not drunk at all :))


i nearly died from stomach cramps during the mid week.
very horrible terrible miserable cramps.
my brain couldnt function properly.
i cant work and think properly at all. the worst ever.


yesterday was highly motivated to work during afternoon shift. wahaha. for the entire shift i dont seems to feel tired at all. haha. all because of :)) LOL! today morning turnover shift im still feeling quite high eh :)) cause i still get to ... :)) if only everyday i have this type of motivation to work eh :))

& it all happen, for a reason.

nothing is permanent in life

it all seems too real.

with all my might

caught ice age 3 sometime last week.

was a hilarious show :)) super funny.

who says only kids watch cartoon? :))

and caught Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince ytd :))

animation and effects were damn good.

a good 2&1/2 hrs show.

almost all time slots were fully booked.

lucky we booked tickets in advanced :))

i is very lazy to go work now.

the weather looks like its gonna rain anytime soon.

i want to sleep at home.

am only left with 50% strength.

im very very tired. been working for consecutive so many days.

wadever, i better drag myself out of the house before it rains.

who knows?

oohh la la :))

okay, i just signed up for this run. 10km !! =))

6th September, gonna request off day for it.

went on course for 2 days.

Service From the Heart.

very very interesting course. with a good facilitator of course :)) haha. did D.I.S.C profiling. remembered that i did that once in sec sch, but i cant remb the results. anyway, im a HIGH I :)) go figure out wad whats that.

okay. my roster for next 2 wks is still not out yet.

slow slow slow. cant wait to see how my ''schedule'' is like.

morning shift on sunday. *irritated*

anyway, my eyecandy is back in the hospital.

oh lalala so happieeeee :)))

如果我变成回忆

hello world !! finally got some time to blog :))


work has been crazy as usual.
with the number of patients increasing each day.
the cases that im seeing each day is getting more & more ridiculous.
wonder what these people are thinking of these days.

eg: took 20 + panadol cos she havent finish her hw & dont want to go school.
PS: age of 13.

eg: took 30 + panadol cos she feels lonely in school.
PS: age of 18.

like HELLOO!!! overdosing of panadol wont kill you. you'll just end up having liver failure. *shakes head*


finally i got the time to go jogging last night after work :))
the feeling is like oh so shiok can :))
but i went to bed like immediately after the jog,
cant blame me, im very deprived of sleep can :((


finally im meeting up with my lovely friends this coming week :))

like a coin,

we can never see 2 sides at the same time.

follow your heart

been & back from training camp :))

due to some unforseen incident, overnight camp has been changed to day camp from day 2 onwards. well, nevertheless, its still a sucess camp, with them gaining more knowledge and experience from it :))

got to know some things.

well, sometimes its better to be kept in the dark,

isn it?

am so tired after work everyday.

physically & mentally drained.

everyone's trying to stay healthy.

A BIG NO NO TO FLU !!!

the H1N1 flu is terrible. hospital overflowed.

too many visitors everyday.

A&E overflowed with too many patients in a day.

Flu Screening & Qurrantine Tentage is up.

messy messy messy.

we are fighting flu war in the hospital !!

ooh la la :))

skip a beat

caught this show :))

super funny and nice. i like :))

went on course on friday.

Managing Agressive and Violent Patients.

bruises and scratches after the course.

quite useful to us in dealing with such patients.

arm locks, ultimate locks, goose neck lock!!

wad a depressing week. rahh. im so upset about it :(( but nevermind, next time i'll definitely do better :))

e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g is on SALE :))

out of sudden, i just feel like having an iphone :))

a short getaway from spore sounds good, but i dont have the time :((

oh MR .. =)

Just A Moment

e.v.e.r.y.d.a.y is the same old routine. my patience is wearing thin. i dont why when im doing the same things over and over again, i'll get lil bit irritated. though i know its part of my job, i just dont have the patience that i have in the past, its like everything must be done now, immediately.


i know i didnt make the wrong choice. perhaps i just need some more time.


caught the show Angels & Demons. i know its out for very long alr but i didnt have the time to watch it! anyway, its was a nice show, about catholics and scheming and all.


work is really really draining me out.
the motivation to go work is well.. =))
i just wanna sleep everytime im back from work.
maybe i shld just learn to love my work.


next week is a fully packed week again.


on a happy note,
GSS IS HERE =))
TIME TO GO SHOPPING =))


words of advice can be clearly given to friends but never once applied to self.

Fulfiling 3 years :)

Graduation on 26th May 09 :)) CLASS OF 2009 :))

Nurse's Pledge :))

DIPLOMA IN NURSING :))

DIRECTOR'S LIST :))

Yeah, after 3 years of hardwork, finally graduated from NYP with a Diploma in Nursing :))

will definitely miss my class NR0604. too bad to those lecturers that cant stand our nonsense and craziness :)) haha. will miss those times that we spent chionging our projects in the library till late night, those crazy moments in the lecture halls, those nervousness that we had to go thru each time during our clinical competency exams. HAHA.

it has indeed been a fulfilling 3 years for me.

with all the ups and downs.

& not forgetting friends made :))

and now, its for us to move on to the next stage of life. some already started their degree course, some furthering studies overseas, some working. well, for me, i'll work first before starting my degree course next year.

the reason that people hold on tight to their memories is cos they are the only things that dont change, when everybody else does.

Mr EyeCandy :))

in a blink of eyes

this week has been rather busy.
busy with work.
busy with farewell dinner.
busy with graduation.

had a Farewell Dinner for Sarmila on monday. she has gone back to nepal on wednesday already :(( gonna miss her lots lah :((


went for a drink at Balcony @ Heeren.


am still sober after that. mood does affect whether you'll get drunk easily anot :))

am tired after a week of work.

will update on graduation tomorrow :))

adrenaline rush

time to update again :)) just a quick one.

walked from Paya Lebar to Geylang on a friday night.

for the very very delicious durians :))

actualy wanted tim sums also, but morning shift next day,

& its late already, so gave up the thought of eating :((

Passion Run 10km at East Coast Park today :))

total of 11000 ppl went for the run today. super crowded. 10km, finished it with the timing of 1hr 10 mins. not that bad, considering that i didnt really train much for it. its just determination all the way, especially when you keep seeing the endless tracks, with no ending point in sight.

saw ppl like Stanley, Mr Peh, My Yeong and Alvin over at the run :))

the medal for 10km :))

next up will be Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2009 :))

i thought my sprained ankle had recovered, but when i was at the 9km point today, my ankle hurts alot. not cramps but its damn painful :(( but still i ran without stopping :)) and i slept from 1pm till now, cause i had to come online to submit forms for sjab, and now that its done, i can go back to my dreamland again :))

work tomorrow. sigh. im tired.

missing pieces

Fresh Grads (NYP&NP) of April 2009 Cohort :))

1 mth of orientation at training centre has officially ended. its back to ward, for another 2 mths of orientation. getting pretty bored over at the ward, there's limited stuffs that we can do since we are still considered "new".

after working for 6 consecutive days,

finally today is my off day :))

tired. mentally and physically.

collected my race pack for Passion Run next sun.

rahhhh !! haven been training much.

only jogging arnd my estate after work.

been playing mahjong very often now. happy :)) just played on monday and yesterday :)) haha, more and more mahjong sessions please. can help to relax my mind for awhile :))

grad's approaching. next week!

off day request granted :))

this may be the last time we'll be seeing each other.

sighed :((

sometimes, in the middle of the night,

that question just came to my mind,

and i know, i wont get an answer for it.

changes are inevitable

1 week online 1 time. seems like thats the routine already.

my new love :))

Ubin Getaway on 9th May =)) *more pics on facebook.

was super crowded due to Vesak Day. nevertheless, we still had lots of FUN :)) roads were very muddy due to the heavy rain in the morning. after 5 hours of cycling under the hot sun, our legs muscles are all aching already :(( plus all the irritating mosquitoes that sucked my blood :((

collected the graduation gown from nyp yesterday morning. its really been long since i went back, so we were rather surprised that Gloria Jeans had opened in NYP. LOL. yeah, so Grad is going to be on 26th May :))

finally IV skills assessment are OVER.

ALL PASSED :))

soon 1mth of orientation is going to come to an end.

no more comfort zone for us already.

going back to the wards on tuesday.

i. d.o.n.t. w.a.n.t. t.o. w.o.r.k.

down alert to Yellow. yet we still have to go through temp checking in the hospitals. wearing of masks still applies to all staffs. all to practice handwashing and more handwashing. think the students are coming back for attachments soooon.

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time for shoppingggggg =))

adapting to changes.

Code Alert

this week has been pretty hectic. with all the assessments and presentation going on. totally no comment for the presentation part. totally fucked up project. Passed IVAM exam :)) next week gonna have 4 skills competency exam. another stressful week.


some dumb things happened last night. slipped on the stairs, resulted in sprained ankle. & its still pain and swelling a lil now. despite the pain, i can still laugh all the way home, my friend thinks that im crazy :)) but seriously, im having some difficulty walking now :((


alert for Swine Flu has been raised from Yellow to Orange.

going through the scanner every morning. hospital entrances have all been locked, leaving ONLY the A&E entrance open. temp checking twice a day. Restricting no. of visitors going up to wards. those having fever will be sent to A&E immediately. Full PPE and N95 masks to be worn for all staffs.


Orange Alert Means:
- Wearning GOWNS/GLOVES/MASKS when attending to patients
- no transferring of patients from wards to wards
- no transferring of patients from hosp to hosp
- all staffs to be in scrubs suits
- no elective operations unless emergency cases
- students nurses are to stop their attachments for time being
- PRCP students are not to go back to ward


annuals leave for staffs may be cancelled due to shortage of manpower. pray hard and hopes that it wont go up to Red Alert.


now its all about infection control and MORE INFECTION CONTROL !!


people, please take care of your health. drink more water ya :)

sometimes i cant understand myself.