slept till 1 plus in the afternoon then i wake up. haha. so shiok lar. =P

elective started ytd & it well pretty well ya. health informatics is really the slackest elective. no lecture notes. no exams. just 1 presentation & do up a web design & thats it lar. =D * grins * elective was supposed to be 3 hrs long but the lecturer end it after 45 mins. * YAY * so went down to vivo [again] to shop.

haha. as usual. went into every shop to look, try out the clothes & accessories. din buy much things cos i was going broke liao so just see see only lor. LOL. haha. then went to this ulu ulu place somewhere around harbour front for our dinner. its a seafood restaurant lor. went there once last year & we almost got lost lar. but this time round we are cleverer. *heh heh*

food was delicious. yummy yummy =))

before eating.

after eating. haha. its a total mess !!

& after that, its cam - whoring sessions. =DD

& lastly, our group photo. =)

random pic.

the hand on top is mine & the below one is my younger sis. her hand is bigger than mine can. & she's like 12 yrs only. LOL. my hand is so small. haha. =P

see. those needles & syringes for injection. *pokes*

will be able to give injection on my next attachment le. *scared scared *

week 3 is coming le. left with 1 more week to complete 2 projects. im gonna be so dead lar.

i thought so, but i was wrong. thanks for telling me that.

im so reluctant to continue to do my powerpoint slides. i cant think of any nice background for the topic & im so tired of searching already. oh, maybe its LAZYNESS .

yawns Zzzz...

anyway, i was pretty clumsy ytd & i slip & fell & sort of twisted my ankle in the toilet. LOL. [ laugh at me ] LOL. guess im still not awake & the floor seems slipperly ytd & i just fell. it hurts alot can. but i tried to walk normally so ppl cant tell that im injured. LOL.

was suan by my friends when i told them i couldnt play badminton with them after school & can only sit at the side to watch them lar. haha. anyway, went to yew tee CC to play badminton. =)) was bored sitting at the side so i joined them after 1 hr. haha.

its so fun playing badminton after so many years lar. haha. played for 2 hrs then went to kt house for steamboat. yummy yummy. trained home & reached home at 11 plus.


AGAIN. WAS NEARLY LATE FOR SCHOOL TODAE .

oh man, i just cant wake up on time lar. i need HUMAN ALARM CLOCK lar. =P


had national education tutorial todae. i seriously have no idea why in the world do we need to have national education tutorial in poly, each lasting for 2 hrs & for 4 weeks. its all about history of singapore, the core values & blah blah blah. its BORING lar. & how is this topic related to nursing?


yayness =D its friday tmr. & it'll be the weekends. =DD lalala. & there's no school next tuesday cos of labour day. =P public holidays are the best.


heh heh. maybe majoing-ing or cycling at pulau ubin or going sentosa or playing badminton or shopping on this weekend. haha. =D


im so tired. i dont want to think anymore. i'll leave things just like that. i dun care anymore. if its like that, so be it then.

shall not talk about school stuffs, if not i'll start grumbling again. LOL.

anyway its great crapping & joking around with my clique. made school so much better haha. =))


came upon this website, http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/ while i was blog hopping ya & i did the online personality test. here's the results & i think its quite true.

You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'.

You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it. A great deal of strain is involved and you would really like everyone and everything to leave you alone for a while, just so that you can put everything into perspective.

Everything seems to have gone wrong and the situation at this time is such that you are not quite sure which way to turn. So it would appear that you are 'holding back', re-consolidating your position and relinquishing all fun and games for the time being.

Stresses resulting from a recent disappointment have led to considerable trepidation. It would seem that there seems to be so much left undone. Everything surrounds you with that air of uncertainty. You badly need to feel a sense of security and whatever it takes to protect you against further disappointment. At this particular time you doubt that things could be any better in the future but you are sticking to your guns and refusing to take advice from any source.

Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.


oh, i think i should go back to my PROJECT now. SIGH !!!

im now blogging with a swollen eyes. damnit.


sch sucks for the past few days cos of some dumb dumb lecturer. clinical lecturerS are the worse. i mean, whats with going to the toilet in the middle of the class & when you are really really urgent?? no toilet breaks for a 2 hrs class is totally ridiculous. we have such hectic timetable that we got to rush to clinical lab straight after lectures & we cant be late for it. & no toilet breaks even in emergency ?? hurr !!

another clinical lecturer claims that he's from nyp and now a staff nurse in a i-dunnoe-wad hospital & he's teaching us lab lessons. he mumbles all the way despite us telling him to make himself clear to the class. & he shows all the requisties with us sitting on the floor & when the trolley is like 2 heads taller than us. wth can.


& there is this bio lecturer that teaches real s.........l........o...........w.... as though he have all the time in the world for himself. an hour for a page of the lecture notes. & there's like so many to study for bio. a real torture to sit in the lecture hall listening to him talk. *pissed*


sem 1 of year 2 and im stuck with these lecturerS. BOO !!!!


10 WEEKS of ATTACHMENT !!! omg..
3 weeks in the month of july &
7 freaking weeks in the month of august.

how nice can that be. hurr !!


alright, i've been like grumbling / complaining / swearing & cursing for the past minutes. enough of that & lets move on to a happier topic =DD


school ended early ytd. its 10 to 12pm. if not for tutorial lessons, i would have pon sch already can. LOL. & after arnd 40 mins of project work meeting, which pissed me off ( i'll talk bout that later ) , off we go eat western food at ang mo kio blk 608.


botak jones. authentic american food.



wad i ate for lunch.


tadah. here it is. & its a huge serving of chicken & fries =))


the food was sinfully deliciously lar. YUMMY =D then took bus to amk hub to SHOP. on the way, i was craving for ben & jerry ice cream can. haha. spent few hours there & decided to go to vivo city. so train there though only left with 4 person. this time round, we really shop the entire vivo city & harbour front center. went into almost every shop to look around.

our feets are like aching so terribly after shopping for like 6 hours lar. with no sitting down or breaks in between. LOL. in the end got a pants, pair of slippers & accessories. =))

initally wanted to eat at tampines, so train there. & went to zy house first cos he's going to take his car. was waiting at the bus stop with jovin & he took damn long can. by the time he came down was like 11.45pm already lar. so got him to send me back first as today is my grandfather 100 days, so cant be home late. & they went somewhere else to eat & i went home with a hungry stomach. LOL.

by the time i bathe, was already so tired from a day of shopping arnd & i just went to bed with an empty stomach. & seriously, that was a bad idea. cos i woke up this morning feeling so extremely hungry & weak. HAH !! i din noe missing dinner have this impact on me. haha. so it seems i cant survive without food. LOL. =P


just back not long ago from my grandma house. & im having diificulty trying to start on my project can. =(

& speaking of project, im totally pissed off with that person. & this sem, i really dun want only the few of us putting effort into doing the project only. it really hard to do that. can still recall last year, i had to rush the project till 4 plus 5am in the morning when i have sch like at 8am & going for a camp on that day.

back to the project work meeting ytd. we were all dicussing about the projectS & stuff & that person just keep quiet at the side.

so, i asked that person.

me: wad do you think of our ideas for this project??
that person: erm....... ( for few mins )
me: like any suggestions for it??
that person: erm......( for another few mins )
me: *controlling* so do you know wad we are talking about & our individual roles in doing it?? [ i said that in chinese ]
that person: erm... erm... ( for another freaking few mins )

& i get so freaking pissed off with that person. & the rest of them too. im not going to include that person name into the project if that person is not going to contribute anything to it.

i've got 4 PROJECTS on hand now. -.-'''


well, im still craving for this. =D

was almost late this morning again. ARGH!!!

nvm. '' great '' news for my sub group, having 2 presentations on week 5, another one on week 8. hurr. well done liao lor. meaning my precious sleep is gone.... SIAN ~~

presentations are like in 4 weeks time lar. how to have enough time to prepare sia. haiz. working with the same group again, haiz, i really dunnoe wad to say....

oh, and i got a mini presentation next fri, i forgot wads it about le. & got to hand up our pre presentation materials on psychology to the lecturer on mon. & there's this pop test on the clinical that the lecturer say she might want to give this week. bleahx.

i want majong - ing sessions.


so many things to do, so little time only. =((

learned how to give injections todae. haha. it was fun lar. but it'll be different if i were to give on a real person. the feeling is totally not the same can. LOL.

boring boring bio lessons. the lecturer is so naggy lar. spent 2 hrs talking on 1 and 1/2 page of notes. so slow and bored lar. can see so many ppl sleeping already. zZz ....

hehe. sweet with a cute cow on it. =D hah. its abit blur though.

smth happen during lunch time lor. as we are leaving the tables, sean called out : eh, shu, wad do you think you just sat on?? we were like '' huh '' ?? guess wad we saw, a dead bird on the chair. we were like OMG lar !!!! shu screamed of course. she cant imagine that she just sat on a dead bird & din even feel it.

i myself cant imagine the dead bird under her......

bleahx. im hungry now. craving for ice cream. =D

was nearly late in meeting them at yck control station lor. couldnt wake up on time. haha. guess i need a human alarm clock. LOL. =D

queue for the books was damn long lar. skipped the first 15 mins of lecture to buy books. & they were damn heavy can. make my shoulder muscles ache. =((

see, so many lectures notes & its so thick

was slacking in the library during break time. & we play with this bubble thingy. LOL. =P

oh, & shuyue got this handsoap thingy from china for us. its actually little pieces of paper & u have to put together with water to wash hands. cute rite =D

& i was so hungry in school todae. okays, im hungry most of the time but i hate to be hungry when im having lectures. cos i'll lose concentration in class. LOL.

having lessons till 8pm is a torture. cos by then u will be damn sleepy & wun listen in class. best thing is, the 6 to 8 pm class is clinical lab. meaning u cant skip the class & u have to pay attention in that class cos it's like so important lar.

now waiting for 12am to register for my elective. gonna take health informatics. supposedly shld be quite easy & slack de ba. hahah. =P

everyone has this ''tired face'' todae. including me.

heLLO =D

todae is the last day of holiday for most poly student ba. except tp lor. LOL. anyway, its good that sch is starting cos i dun have to rot at home or keep shopping and spending money so fast. but its kinda sian to open the book and study.

LOL. im contradicting again.

anyway, i wanna watch this movie. it shld be as exciting as deathnote ba. =)) meizhu & fish wanna watch??

gonna go school early tmr to buy books. confirm long long queue can. haha.

no more sleeping till 12 / 1 in the afternoon le. =(( from tmr onwards have to wake up like early in the morning lar.

okay lar. write till here. i shall go into my dreamland le =DD

nightz nightz (^oo^)

before chalet =DD



the room. before & after.



last day. & it became supper messy lar. LOL



see the amount of food that we bought. & there is more...



messy messy kitchen



starting the fire



taken during bbq on day 1. so blur lor. =((



rented bikes on the second day =D



majong - ing all night. & the tiles are super duper small. LOL



so sleepy in the night. LOL.



cam whoring . =P

me & jovin. before swimming =D

i finish 2 of this chocolate in the chalet. lalala. im a choc lover =DD

mickey mouse hp chain. =DDD



after chalet. at foodcourt waiting to buy food.



yummy delicious =DD



back home. in the lift. LOL.

chalet was super fun lar =)) more pics to be uploaded cos some of them are not with me =DD

stayed at aloha loyang, garden terrance D. LOL. bbqing on day 1. ate & ate. hahah. then majong - ing , play poker cards , talked crap & watched dvds =))

went bike riding at pasir ris park. =P then microwave all the food, 50 chicken wings, 50 hotdogs, 20 plus crabmeat, 30 chicken nuggets, 100 satays. & elvin made satay beehoon thats super delicious can. dinner was at 10 plus. LOL. & the 7 of us finish all the food. left only abit lor.

& they say im a pig cos i ate so much & still complain hungry. LOL. hahha. =DD

after eating, went swimming at the pool at 12 plus. whee !!! it was so much fun can. haha. played in the pool. alot of ppl at the pool too, made the place so noisy. LOL.

sleeping in the room at night, or shld i say morning is damn cold lar. aircon at the lowest temp. but we are lazy to get up and increase the temp. -.-''

check out on thursday morning. went to foodcourt to eat & took bus home le. was so tired went i reached hme but i din sleep. instead i went online to watch the show, 转角遇到爱. the show is super duper nice can =DD

st john training tmr. my parents going for wedding dinner at night. sis went for school camp. so only my 2 sisters will be at home lor.

school gonna start on monday. thinking of it make me sian 1/2 liao.

something just feel missing in the chalet.

Grr !!!!!!!! i so feel like screaming can !!!! AHHHHH !!!!!!!

year 2 timetable is worse than year 1 timetable can.

timetable for semester 1 >>

monday - 9am to 8pm
tuesday - 9am to 5pm
wednesday - 9am to 5pm
thursday - 9am to 6pm
friday - 9am to 3pm

the only good thing about this timetable is that there is no 8am class.

the rest, its horrible can. ending lesson at 8 PM ??? thats like so super late can. i'll be stuck in school for like 11 hrs. in between only having 2 hrs of break time.

im so going to HATE MONDAY CLASSES. it really gives me MONDAY BLUES.


alright. enough of my complains.

YAYNESS. going for chalet tmr. =)))

shall post about it when im back on thursday.

meanwhile, ppl, continue to tag =DD


im okay le. really.
live life positively and put the past behind you.

ytd news reported that the bodies of the 2 east view boys are found. haiz. may they rest in peace.

life is really unpredictable. so live life to the fullest.


back pain is back
headache is still there


back pain + headache + flu + cough >> =((((


im not whining
okays, i am.


i dunnoe how, but i will try.

omg, ytd watch the news then i noe that 2 east view students are MISSING !!! they went pasir ris beach to celebrate their friend's bdae, went swimming & then went MISSING in the sea !!! they are already missing for over 30 hrs le. dunnoe wad will happen to them.

Way Back into Love - Music & lyrics

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end



dunnoe why im thinking about it
dunnoe why i even bother to think
this & that
that & this & that
it seems to make sense at first
but now it dont
it all seems so complicated now
or maybe im the one who make it complicated

nevermind
im not talking sense now.


got a terrible terrible headache.
when can i get rid of headaches??
its making me MOODLESS !!!!!

whee =))

ytd caught the movie, number 23 at cine with fish :)

the movie is a thriller. hmm. storyline is still not bad, makes you think ya.

i want watch this movie too. =DD humph. that fish dunnoe how to appreciate this movie. say im childish. HAH !!!! =P

who wants to watch ??

i seriously really truely hate headache =((((

i think im a bad person for having such thoughts.

BOOO!!!!

yada yada. lots to post todae. flag day, counting day, APRIL FOOL day. LOL. =p

flag day - 31st march

supposed to wake up at 5am, but i woke up at 5.35am. LOL. rushed rushed & rushed. cos it was quite early, & the bus took quite long to come in the morning, so i cabbed down to ev instead. haha. i was lazy & sleepy also. LOL. reached there at 6.10am. supposedly meeting someone at 6.15am to have breakfast de, ended up she turned up at 6.35am. -.-''' haha. nvm. then eat le went in for briefing & we set off to each location to do flag day.

i was located at 800 plus with some of the cadets. crowd was rather good in the morning. & blah blah blah. have lunch & i changed location & then went back to school.

everything ended arnd 3 plus & we started our meeting. meeting ended arnd 6pm & we went to have dinner. & of cos, CHIT CHATTING =)) reached home arnd 9 plus & im already so tired. Zzzz.

Counting Day - 1st April

met up with mdm zu, bh & yz on the train at 7.45am & off we go to NHQ. the hall was already quite crowded when we reached there. so went down to the room to collect the boxes for Zone 8. & we started to count the money. woots. lots of $$$$$ lar. hahhaa.

met kristin darling at HQ too =)) but din talk much as we are busy counting $$$$.

& someone made us so mad. thinking of it makes the blood boil. booo.

saw meizhu & hweechin & many more at HQ too. there's otc going on ya.

left HQ at arnd 4 plus ba.

went COURTS at tampines for our dinner with mdm xu, yz & hm. & CHIT CHATTED too. LOL. went to GIANT next. its huge & there so many ppl there.

saw this cute table made of pencil. LOL. so cute =p




APRIL FOOL - 1st April

alamak, got fool by my friend in the night lar, at arnd 11 plus. BOOO !!!! lalala. =D

anyway, i got sunburn on saturday. din even realise i got it until i bathe lor. the area arnd my neck is still so red & painful can. =((

was wearing orange corp tee on flag day. & when i laugh in the st john room, they say i really look like a cooked prawn. -.-''' LOL. hahaha.


tagged by meizhu.

RULES:

Each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of their own 6 idiosyncrasies as well as clearly state this rule.after stating your 6 weirdness you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names at the bottom of the entry.dont forget to leave a comment on their tagboards that says “you’re tagged!” and tell them to read your blog for information as to what it means. btw, idiosyncracy means:-a characteristic, habit, mannerism, or the like, that is peculiar to an individual.

## 1 ) i can be in a super duper emo mood for very very long time. even though there's nothing for me to be emo about.

## 2 ) i tend to let my thoughts run wild , & sometimes, okay, most of the times believe in them even though it will never happen. & i will start to ponder over it.

## 3 ) i can eat ALOT. really. but i dun feel full & will still continue to eat & eat & eat but i wun gain weight. try bringing me out for buffet, its worth the money. =))

## 4 ) i like to be in the dark, but im scared of the dark. LOL

## 5 ) i always contradict myself. i can tell others that i feel like slapping that person or hating someone, but i always wun want to do it. this dun apply to those whom i really dislike.

## 6 ) i like to watch movies. i dunnoe why. i just like to go cinemas & watch movies. LOL. weird rite. hahaha.

next 6 ppl?? nah, im good , i wun tag other ppl =))


woah .. seems like its already a long post liao. LOL. haha


shall stop here & continue to watch my show =DD