Monday, August 24, 2009

fragments of imagination

great time spent on saturday night at YangZhen 21st Bdae chalet :))



lots of fun, seeing people that i didnt see for a long time. yeah. ended up only 2 hrs of sleep before i go work on a sunday morning. overslept and was stoning in the ward for the whole morning.plus there's shortage of staffs that morning, worked like mad. even the docs asked if im really okay. haha.


thats why sometimes i really hate to touch alcohol. the aftermath of drinking though not drunk always makes me think alot, must be the effect of it. will then think and think and think through lots of stuff, but ended up with no conclusion.


this week roster is totally f* up. pm am pm am pm am.
wad kind of schedule is this??!!


not as often, not as near, but to me, you are always dear.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

so close yet so far

work has been tiring for the past week. 4 staffs went on maternity leave tgt, another 4 staffs on MC. very very shortage of staffs to work. plus the workload is getting heavier, have to slog very very hard :((


many staffs coming down with flu, sore throat. including our doctors too. the flu bug is like e.v.e.r.y.w.h.e.r.e . seems like the masks is not useful =x thankfully our dear doctors are good :)) cracking jokes and making us laugh during work to brighten our day :))


sigh. my throat feels sore & pain :((
shall talk less during work today.


no matter how hard i try, its not going to work.
so close yet so far.

Monday, August 10, 2009

where's the motivating factor?

supposed to hangout with another grp, but smth came up.
so hangout with them instead :))


people wearing red everywhere. just nice yesterday got Man-Utd match. but they lost. anyway, everybody's showing the singaporean's spirit > KIASU-NESS!! but still the atmosphere is damn damn high. me likes it :))



we were smart to choose the flyer to view fireworks.
cause we saw lots of ahem, smart looking army guysssssss :))
ms wong & ms wang are both so damn happy lah !! LOL.




once again, fireworks never fails to amaze me :))




the colour party; casing of flags .




the crowd at Marina Square were also damn high.
everybody's singing the songs together :D


and there's this dumb dumb that go shout my no. out loud when looking at them marching in to the flyers. end up yesterday and today got this ah neh kept smsing and disturbing me!! assssss!!!!!


how how how? i dont have the feel to work tomorrow. dont have the motivating factor to work also. why my leave is so short? but then no work no money. aiyahhhhhh, pay day is still so far awayyyyy :((

Sunday, August 09, 2009

Remember the first time

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE :))


yesterday night was a random night, starbuck-ing with the usuals till wee hours. not forgetting entertainment by ms wong. haha :))




going off to Marina Barrage to watch fireworks laterrrrr !!
so happpppiieeeeeeeee :))


you are the root of my headache.
there's nothing else to do or say, for its all said and done.

Saturday, August 08, 2009

despair

its been reallllll longgggg since we met up.
the last time was during grad which was like 2mths agooo!!!


walked around orchard. now that all the shopping centres are linked tgt, so easy to shop around already :))



lots to talk about. work, life, relationships.
talked like there's no tomorrow.
4 years and still going strong :))




my throat's not feeling well.
seems like there's nose blocked too.
my voice is changing.
and there's smth hammering my head; pain.


i dont know why im trying so hard either. really.

Thursday, August 06, 2009

mind block

been long since we 4 hang out & have dinner tgt :))


SHABU SHABU @ iLUMA


nice place. nice environment.
nice food, lots of variety :))
but phototaking not allowed :((


we ordered like 20 sets of the beefs, and finished all :))


TIMBRE next :))



this time round, fruit champagne for all :))


these few nights, my dreams all seems to be a lil weird. he, HE, He, hE all appeared one after another in my dreams. got a shock when i woke up, nevertheless, it was just a dream afterall. no idea why these dreams happen consecutively for so many days.

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

tell me, what should i do?


did i mention im going for Standard Chartered Marathon??!!
signed up for the 42km marathon.
lets just hope that i can finish it :))


yesterday jogged round my neighbourhood. a good 8 rounds with thoughts running through my mind. sometimes i really cant understand what people are thinking, what is going through their mind when they did that? dont they even think of the consequences? im not going to trust people that easily anymore. stabbed in the back, you go try and experience it _!_


and im good :)) just finished jogging round my neighbourhood. this time 10 rounds :)) felt so refreshed :)) i want to go tanninggggggggg!!!!!


no, i dont want it to be purely just like this.
it definitely can go beyond that.

Saturday, August 01, 2009

Fingers crossed

HAPPY NURSES DAY !!!


and HAPPY 20TH EVELYN TAN :))


happy nurses day to all nurses :)) well i guess this day dont mean alot to others but well, it does mean alot to those working in this circle. seriously, being a nurse needs lots of passion and patience and interest to get through it. and many a times, you get shouted at in the face, insults hurled at you, not appreciated of the things that you've done for them and it really gets onto our nerves. for us, we see life begins.. and ends.. the immense responsibility that we hold and the differences that we makes in people's life, is what keeps us going :))



thats what our ward clerk made for us. individual fav cartoon character :))


ward doctors gave us 3 boxes of MERCI CHOCS :)
ward clerks gave us 1 big box of CHOCS :)
our medical social worker gave us a BIG MANGO CAKE :)
ward sisters bought us a BIG CHOC CAKE :)
CEO gave us a BIG BOX OF PUFFS & CAKES :)
& a 2G thumbdrive from them as well :))


ytd was the last day :(((