nb. i kept procrastinating things that i HAD to do. like presentation slides, like project research, like studying for the theory exams. till im so pek chek with myself already !! RAWR!!!!

but its tiring okays. nevermind. they dun understand anyway. if they do, they will initiate things first instead of ALWAYS me being the one to start. & complaining here is useless, as if it will help things become better =/


& yes, i agree that stress to a certain extent can helps you work better. but then stress x10000000 isnt going to make working better,instead x1000000 worse. not that i cant take stress, but if you have to do every little single thing youself, its damn F* tiring okays.


today's sunday. tomorrow is another start of a week. a start of a tiring week. where sleeping hours starts from 3/4am to 6.30am LIKE AGAIN. & the cycle goes on.... why are weekends so so short? it just comes & goes in a blink of eyes. SIGH.


its only the 3rd week. there's 16 more weeks to go.


when you say nothing at all

im very very tired. seriously.
where has all my passion for nursing gone to??


regret? not really. maybe its the process.
maybe i just need time to find back my passion.


i think...

so sad uh. no shorts, slippers for this entire semester. just cos its inappropriate to some lecturers = lots of nagging. WADEVER LAR. STUPID RULE. i dun care (:

school ended real early on wed. i LOVE wed (: haha. but next week on shld be chionging projects in school already. no time to go shopping lar :(((((((


raffles city - marina square - suntec city - bugis - macpherson / Paya Lebar


shopped :D & dined at this nepalese restaurant at macpherson that my friend worked at for dinner. the food is delicious , though abit salty cos thats how they cook their food.


the amount of food that i eat in 1 day is just so =_=
1. two chicken pau
2. one packet of chips
3. four donuts from Donut Factory
4. 1/2 packet of mashed potatoes
5. 3 cheesy sausages
6. one plate of honey grilled chicken rice
7. one glass of banana yougurt
8. 1 plate of fried noodles
9. 4 dumplings
10. 1/2 plate of fried rice

& mostly are junk food. unhealthy lifestyle LOR.


i OFFICIALLY DECLARE that im now broke already :((((((( actually spent 100 + bucks within a few days. must be food & shopping LAR. sigh. MUST CONTROL. not gonna bring atm card out already. AHHH!!!! these days keep spending $$ like as if $$ drops from sky. sigh. CONTROL.


consecutive days of sleeping at 3/4am & waking up at 6.30am is a torture. I NEED BEAUTY SLEEP. time check: 0324hrs.


you left without a proper reason

hahaha, the previous post is so not true =P
managed to fool alot of ppl =P


learnt plastering & crutches in clinical lab.

its so not easy to use crutches to walk luh. must have sense of balancing. & using that to walk is quite tiring also. now i know how my patient feel when they used that =/

we learnt plastering too. how to make a cast for the injured part. quite fun !! its practically like some sort of art & craft lesson luh. haha =P & they did a cast for me (: walked arnd in school with my cast on. & we all attracted attention =/

anyway, when i went back to cut away the cast in the late afternoon...

lecturer: *smiles* you are supposed to keep this thing on for at least a day so you'll know how the patient feel.

me: nah, i already know how it feels like. fractured my right arm when i was like 4/5 years old & had the cast on for like 3 weeks

lecturer: ohhhh........ =/

the very messy & dirty trolley


soaking the plaster to wet it & so that it'll be easier to mould...


& some plaster-ed the middle finger (:


we are happy that we got cast on =/


life is lived forward, but understood backwards

sad to say, i injured my hand :(((

Yesterday

went down to eastview straight after school. & on the way, the train jammed again, wait for like 15 mins before it started moving. encounter this situation like 2 times in a week already =.=

viewed the Speech Day Parade. then went up to the hall. took the ''friends of the school (SJAB)" award. stayed for awhile then home sweet home (:

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first week of school had ended. & it was more or less a waking up call for us? Year 3 is gonna be tough journey for us man. starting this coming week, there'll be 2 tutorial presentations each week. week 3 onwards will be full blast chionging exams & presentations. OMG. in less than 2 weeks time, i got to mug for exams already :((

i wonder, how to be able to complete the projects on time, & i dislike my subgroup members okays. they are just so @$^@*&^$#@

& we got to start thinking what to do for Final Year Project (FYP) already. week 17 is the deadline, not very far though :((


i guess my sleeping hours will change from next week onwards. it'll be back to those 4am /5am sleeping hrs :((((((((((((


let me go through the final semester in school peacefully


when nothing you do can change my mind

todae's clinical lab lesson is damn FUCKED-UP can. an ophthalmoscope (an instrument used to check the eye) & pen torch BOTH went missing during our lesson. after lesson ended, half of the class already went out but we were called back again. cos the lecturer found that 2 items are missing from the tray.

search the entire lab but still cant find it. so now its either someone stole it or the instrument wasnt there in the first place. but our lecturer insisted that it was there when she pushed it in. so meaning to say that some idiot stole it.

& if that idiot dont want to return it back, we got to pay a total of few hundreds bucks for that equipment. our class size is pretty small, so equals to 1 person paying $20 - $30 just cos some idiot wants that thing to him/herself.

you think small money izzit? $20 - $30 is alot of money okays. & paying for something that the idiot so selfish-ly took it is SO DAMN RIDICULOUS LOR !!!

so pissed off now.


& the damn F* headache is making everything worse.
i feel like crying you know :((((

not a very good day :((

was feeling so damn sick last night so i went to bed early. as early as like 9am?


had lectures at LTJ-2. & i din noe that such lecture theatre with cushion seats actually exists in SHS. omg, like only realised it when im in YEAR 3. cos today's the first time i stepped into it =.=


this type of seat only makes sleeping during lectures more comfortabe :D


OKAYS.
cough + sore throat + back pain = damn terrible feeling + pain


& it became really unbearable when im on the train to school. was on the verge of crying already la. damn it lor. only can slowly massage that area to ease the pain :((((

i shall rest early today. SIGH. i have no mood to continue already...


i think thats the end of it. no point going on this way. though seems to be my fault but aint urs too? im no longer holding it already. back to the start, maybe its better that way.


this is not what i intended

back to school (:


was super sleepy due to waking up damn early in the morning. as usual, slept during the long train ride =/


but the feeling of seeing all ur friends is sooo great :D HAHA. start the day with clinical lab. this time round got a strict but fun lecturer (: 1 min late for the class = playing $1 to the class fund :( & we were all stunned. cos week 3 will be our skill assessment & week 4 theory exam. what the.... so duper fast can? AHHH!!! i dun like :(


lectures was OKAY la. gonna study about management, leadership, POWER & stuff like that. paid attention only for awhile cos was very sleepy. so i played PSP to entertain myself (:

but i did take notes OKAY (:


after school went to Bishan J8 Coffee Bean to chill out :D


white chocolate dream ice blended + muffin is LOVED (:


on the way home, had to alight @ Orchard due to some technical faults with the train. & waited for 2 trains before boarding. was so crowded can. city hall was worse. waited for 3 trains before boarding =.= waste MY TIME.


the back pain is getting worse i supposed. its hurting for the entire day la. & the stupid cough is not getting better too :((( i'm so SAD la.


you actually make me think twice.

last day of holidays before sch starts tmr =/


intended to sleep till late afternoon de, but mama dragged me out of bed arnd 2 plus for dunnoe wad reason also. AHH !! i want more sleep can?


im having back pain again. have to sit straight & cant really bend if not it'll be damn painful :( & apparently, there's some stupid virus down at my throat that makes me keep coughing :( ARGHH!


i haven pack for tmr. 8am lesson is such a turn - off.


AHHHHH!!!!!!! its really very very painful :((


was it even obvious?
while i recall all the words you spoke to me...

overslept this morning. only went to sleep at 4am ++ somemore the bus is like late can. made me spent so much time waiting @ the bus stop =.=

ran 2.4km. damn. i really need to go jog more often cos there's like NAPHA for YEAR 3 students & we are REQUIRED to pass. 2 years of not taking PE & my standard drop like shit.


had a quick lunch over @ the coffeeshop & back home to bathe, changed & out to Orchard (:


walked arnd Far East. from basement to 3rd level & all the way back to basement again. din find wad i was looking for & decided to go bugis instead (: before that had dinner @ Food Republic @ Wisma =D ohh, the place there is packed with ppl but the food is delicious =)

shopped @ bugis village. bought quite a few stuffs. the way i keep spending $$, heart pain can :(


damn. im gonna be so so broke this month. & its only like the 2nd week of the month !*#*&#^!* not gonna go shopping anymore till Great Singapore Sales (: save $$ first.


im damn damn tired already. lack of sleep. & for dunnoe wad reason i keep coughing also. my muscles are all aching too. & i dunnoe where the hell the headache came from :(


those lil things makes my day (:

went back to NYP to buy books. SHS & SBM were having orientation for the Year 1. that explains why the atmosphere in the school is so high (:


thinking back, it was like 2 years ago, when we just entered nursing course & now, WOW !! we're like graduating in less than a year's time. how time flies yeah.

these 7 thick stacks of lecture notes will accompany me through SEM 1 =/ how exciting yeah.

bump into 1 of our lecturer in sch, & he told us that actually the 7 modules that we are studying is supposed to be spread over SEM 1 & 2. but then the module coordinators all decided to push all syllabus to SEM 1. so that SEM 2 will solely be on attachments.

even the lecturers themselves said that all the modules are way too much for us to cope. the lecturers all got to rush through all the syllabus in order to finish everything by SEM 1. i guess the coordinators think we are superman/woman yeah.


& i saw the booklist for the YEAR 2. they actually got 10 books to buy *faints* thankfully im over that stage already.

left school & we head over to Wheelock for Sakae Sushi Buffet (:


PSP-ed & chit chat there. we are way too full to walk la =/


actually intended to go clubbing todae. but then friend's bf not free to go, so maybe postponed to next wed. heh heh, its ladies night (:


i tried, din i?
没人能了解我现在的心情

its unpredictable

like oh-so-great. Year 3 sem 1 timetable is out already.


monday : 8am to 5pm
tuesday : 10am to 5pm
wednesday : 8am to 2pm
thursday : 8am to 6pm
friday : 9am to 4pm


damn. 3 days of 8am lesson. Of all days, why must they start class @ freaking 8am on a MONDAY?? & its a lab lesson, meaning must be punctual =.=

out of 5 days, 4 days having clinical lab lessons. wad a turnoff.


blah blah blah. they dunnoe how to plan timetable. such a long long day & they only put 1 hr of break? like wtf can.


i wonder how my body will be able to tune back to waking up so damn early for school.

back to where it is

impromptu meetup, 4pm at Marina Square =D


PIZZAHUT dinner was fantastic. had 5 slices of pizza, 2 spicy drumlets, 1 soup-of-the-day & 7-up drink. not filling for me though.


SHOPPING was nice too. but it burned a hole in my wallet :(


STARBUCKS is loved (: lots of chocolate added in the drinks makes it so sweet =D


did this ''mickey & minnie'' 3D puzzle. not easy to do can. had a headache after finishing the entire thing.


home sweet home @ 10.30pm.


right where it started

left with this week of holidays, & school will start NEXT WEEK.


having been saying this for umpteen times already. but im so so not ready for year 3. have to study syllabus meant for 1 year in 6 months time. oh-so-great right? nvm then, i shall harder for year 3.


Plans for this week: sentosa, clubbing (pending), shopping, movie-ing, kbox-ing =)


oh, i still haven paid my bills yet. RARR!! no income yet expediture is so high =_=


a better ans from you?

Don’t just find someone you can live with.

Find someone you can’t live without

HAPPY 86TH BDAE GRANDMA (:


gahh, i actually slept from ytd night 9pm till today's 2pm (: fabulous. 17 hours of beauty sleep =D cos ytd was seriously damn tiring okay.

woke up, din ate my lunch, prepared & went to grandma's house. slacked & chit-chatted there. my uncles & cousins are so interested in my future. kept asking will i be a nurse after i graduated. damn, i shld ask myself that qns, cos even i myself dunnoe the ans.


& i ate 4 rounds of buffet dinner. once again it's my breakfast-cum-lunch-cum-dinner. & i find 4 rounds still not filling enough for me. but my mama stopped me from eating already :( damn sad la can.


then it's singing & cake-cutting session (: & the pics are with my cousins. home sweet home next.


no idea why im still so tired after sleeping for 17hrs, so i shall go sleep again (:


i was hoping that ur ans
could be a lil better this time round,
guess im still wrong

W-A-D-E-V-E-R

the entire day is like so =.=


i nearly died taking CPR for almost 8 HRS. i cant believe i actually took ppl for CPR for that LONG HOURS. saying & repeating the same-old-stuffs. if you want, i can even say the CPR procedure BACKWARDS for you.


on a happier note, i saw kristin darling & meizhu @ HQ too =D ohh, SO SO HAPPIE to see them (:


cant imagine i din eat anything, with only sips of water in btw, from 7am till 6pm, where i had my breakfast-cum-lunch-cum-dinner @ opp EV coffeeshop. gosh, the journey back from HQ to coffeeshop is seriously damn tiring.


& i got a stupid backache now. thanks to the damn LONG HOURS of sitting on the floor. RARR!!


headache + backache = DAMN MOODY


anyway, damn sleepy also. i shall go sleep till tmr's afternoon.


i actually want things to be a lil better,
blah, wad am i thinking?

i dunnoe how to say it out to you.

damn. its so unfair. sis got a brand new MACBOOK PRO from dad. tsk~

oh wadever. im used to it.

HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY (:


alright. quite a few called me in the middle of the night, say arnd 3 plus 4am? HAHA. obviously im not that dumb to wake up and ans (:

& i managed to prank call ppl also. the best part was the using the IMH number. work there before so i know the number. wahhahaa *evil smile*


went out with zhu todae to sing sang sung =D all the way from 2pm to 7pm (: great isnt it? 5 hrs of singing. & the place is freaking cold can.


sheesh. i still wanna watch movie lar...

someday wound will turn into memory