time past so fast, in a blink of eyes, its 31st DECEMBER 2007 already.


this year had been rather bad & tiring for me. lots of things happened this year, not forgetting some happy ones too (:


grandfather left us on jan this year. can still rmb the date very clearly, 12th Jan. i LOVE him. i always do (:


we broke up during that period of the time too. & thats the toughest period for me to go through. death, breakup, attachments, exams. i couldnt handle everything & i broke down. i nv really studied for the exams, thankfully i passed SEM exams. & thanks to my DEAR FRIENDS who were there for me. *LOVES* (:


got into YEAR 2. & the damn workload got so much heavier. MORE presentations you know. & group mates were changed during SEM 2 , which got me damn freaking angry.

stayed up till like 5am to complete ppt, minimum sleep, then off to school for presentation at 9am was a routine.


had attachment at KKH which was a new experience for me. & i LOVE kids so much that i had not much problems during the paediatrics attachment =D


&& i TURNED 18 this year. LEGAL AGE. yahh, i noe, its only a few days ago, to be exact, 4 days ago. LOL. =P wonderful BDAE & i LOVE it =D


year 2007 have come to an end,
people came & left.
buried all the miserable & unhappy stuffs,
rmb only those happy memories (:
& start a new year afresh =D
hope that year 2008 will be a better year for me =D


**out to MARINA to COUNTDOWN to 2008 with friends =D**
** YAY, there's FIREWORKS tonight *grins* **

*munching on the 3rd candy canes*

din even touched on my projects ytd. spent all the time doing sjab stuffs. that means chionging all the projects by today, cos will be out tmr & on new year day. SIAN - ED.


i really wonder why must i be the only one doing all these work & the rest can just hack care it. *i dun give a damn to it anymore*


i want mahjong. i want mahjong. i want mahjong. i want mahjong. i want mahjong. =)


YAY. 2008 is coming in like 2 days =D

why. how. what.

YAWNS. still damn tired lar. slept at like 4am this morning cos was watching tv. LOL.


went out early to buy wrapping paper cos i ran out of them. din noe i wrapped so many presents this year can. haha (: then met up with huimei at 201, went MAC to eat & chat & wrap present. then off to look for food to bring for the potluck dinner. haha (:

bought the food then we are off to EV. went there saw them doing orientation stuffs. then helped abit. LOL =P


& the gathering changed to mdm nisha house. LOL. food was nice =D haha. then talked about sj stuffs. then left her hse at 10.30pm like that. bused then trained home.


oh ya, mdm xu bought a BDAE cake for me, quite big cake leh. LOL. then i bring home the whole cake myself =.= wahah. thanks =D

& i recieved BDAE present from jas, huimei & mdm xu too (: thanks girls =D


gave yq his xmas present.
LIM YONG QING, you still owe me XMAS & BDAE present hor =)


reached home arnd 11 plus. bathed then watched tv.


intend to finish up the powerpoint slides by TODAE. cos sch starting soon, next week leh. 2 weeks of hols just flew away like that =.= & year 2008 is coming, like so fast.


i better go get started on the ppt.

when you dont have much to say, just a smile will do

YAY - NESS to my 18th BDAE =D

finally, like finally im 18. LEGAL AGE!! thats wad everybody is saying to me. LOL =P


thanks to those who wished me through sms, msn, tagboard, friendster & phone calls (:

daniel, jamie, yuanzheng, huiying, vicky, meizhu, shuyue, tecksoon, kristin DARLING, kentan, kaiting, kenneth, sarmila, christina, evelyn, qingan, gerald, daryl, elvin, siauling, cassandra, william, rebecca, shangyu, shearnchong, alexia, marcel, rochell, michelle, yanteen, kexian, qinning, renee, ganesh, sean, piatat, huimei, yongqing, jasmine, huiting, nurul, nikki, carisa, farhana, siti, trina, steve, jovin, mon, dongfang, jinghui, dingding, shima, cien, joanne, alvin, shijie.


thanks ppl =D *LOVES*


met up with my classmates at lavader control station at 12 plus, was a lil late but it was okay =) and the whole lot of them actually wanted to sing me bdae song rite in the middle of the station =.= then walked to the old folks centre & chit chat with them to get to know them better.

bused to Pasir Ris Park, the horse riding place. LOL. played some games first then all of us took turns to ride the horse. OMG. first time on the horse, abit scared but it was FUN (:

then ate some snacks. suddenly all of them sang me a BDAE song, rite in the middle of the horse riding centre, tgt with the old folks too. even the tourists & ppl arnd us also joined in. *blushing* wahaha =P so sweet of them lar, & they sang in 3 languages, ''english'', ''chinese'', ''malay''. ohh, *LOVES* (:


then bused back to the centre & we trained to bugis. think there's some accident at bugis station. cos we were stuck on the train for 25 mins when its supposed to be only 2/3 mins ride to bugis. LOL. created havoc in the train as usual, & they decided to sing BDAE song again. like so LOL lar. but obviously i stopped them lar. haha =P


then shopped arnd bugis. went Seoul Garden to eat, their treat =D ate till very full & i suggested to leave the place. then out of sudden, the whole crew from Seoul Garden carried a BDAE cake & singing BDAE song walked towards me lar. damn. i was super shocked & lost for words, & the everybody in the Seoul Garden joined in the singing also. *blushing again* haha =P

nice surprise from them. LOL (: ate the cake & left the place. walked arnd then to bugis village cos they wanted to do manicure. like so LOL again. who do manicure like at 10.30pm in the night. LOL =P then waited for them to finish the manicure, slacked arnd the bugis area & back home at 12 midnight. =D


photos of all will be uploaded later, cos its in my friend's camera =)


what a NICE BDAE i had this year (:

我是开心的 =D

HAPPT BIRTHDAY TO ME =D

had an enjoyable xmas ytd =D


met up with zhu & eve & we went singing =D sing sang sung for 5hrs from 2pm to 7pm. tired but it was HIGH (: abit EMO when singing some songs. LOL. haha. lots of chatting too. haha. xmas & bdae present received too =D


then rushed down to Plaza Sing for xmas dinner with sj peeps. im like that last one to reach there =.= LOL. ate at Swensens, had chicken baked rice. remembered last xmas i also had the same thing =.=

after all the walking, ended back at tamp starbucks. chitted chatted till nearly midnight, then went home on bus 38. only one left on the bus when i alighted at my stop. & the street is damn quiet, no cars, no ppl walking. all must be still at town. hahah =P


bathed & chatted on the phone till 4 plus in the morning. then went to LALA LAND (:


going out later. like AGAIN. =P haha.


sweet sweet (:

我怀念的

MERRY XMAS TO ALL =D

just reached back home this morning at 5 plus 6am. =.= tired. LOL =P


ytd countdown at orchard was great, except for

1) those idiots bangala
2) those spraying foams
3) those idiots fighting

anyway, atmosphere was VERY HIGH (:


photos later, going out already =D

fly me to the moon

YAY !! XMAS IS TMR (:

alright, actually nothing to blog about. LOL. =P just that i'll be out everyday for the whole of this week. there goes my $$. haha.

there's still 1 or 2 more presents that i haven bought yet. thinking of what to buy. HAH.


totally surprised just now when i saw the msn window blinking. thanks for the wishes (: im just so happy right now (:


lalalala. ohh, going out soon already. & there's countdown tonight. wondering where it will be, cos orchard gonna be damn crowded =.=

TURNING 18 in 3 days =D

all memories came flowing back

rainy rainy season.

hope it wun rain for the next few days. cos i'll be out everyday (:


howhow? i just cant find back the momentum to continue on projects. such a chore can. so irritating & tired to do =.=

i cant believe someone can be so damn childish lar. thinks in that silly childish manner. such an asshole. i cant find any more words to describe that idiot. when one day that idiot falls, its gonna be damn hard. & i cant wait for that day to come. like what the hell can.

this fellow spoils the mood.


out to dinner. bye.

great day out with ZHU ytd (: haha. went shopping at Orchard & Marina Square. spent like over $90 =.= & our hands are like so red & painful from carrying all the shopping bags. bought like quite a few stuffs, dress, 3 tops, xmas gifts && i've finally got my ears pierced, thanks ZHU for the early bdae gift =D

the crowd was really terrible. so many ppl everywhere we walked =.=


went back school for project meeting todae. wasnt really that efficient cos some were late & 1 only sms me & told me like 10 mins before the meeting time that she's not coming. like what the...


anyway, project will be settled before school starts. SIAN-ED.


alright, going to eat dinner. like so early, but im super hungry =P

想听的话

WONDERFUL (:


i've got a B for my biology practical exam. my virgin B for biology can. wahaha. so happie lar. shows that my mugging throughout the night is not wasted =D

this simply make my day (:


alright, had project meeting at 12pm in sch library todae. & expected, some WERE LATE. like what the.. even 12pm also can late. nvm, at least we completed abnormal psychology & now left with research methods which we were stuck with. cos simply no idea how to start it.


ytd met up with huimei to discuss about competiton. spent like 3 hrs in MAC & listening to the repeated xmas songs. haha. then went shopping. YEAH !! my xmas shopping is done (: left with the wrapping of it =P


yeahh yeahh. im going for a shopping spree soon =D

bring me back to the past

9 more days to XMAS =D

11 more days to my BDAE =D

went out shopping with mum & sis ytd. brought back so many stuffs & my hands are numb from carrying them. haha. & all mummy paid for it (: haha. thanks.

i've got like a long list of stuffs to buy & i haven start shopping for it. i still dunnoe wad to buy for those XMAS presents. LOL =P


im thinking of cancelling tmr project meeting, cos i doubt many will turn up. shall put in on tuesday i guess.


not in the mood to start on ppt slides can. RARR.

the past makes up one's experience

FINALLY,

HELLO TO THE HOLIDAYS =D

have been sleeping at 5am in the morning for 3 consecutive days & waking up at 7am for school =( totally tired out.

had presentation in the early morning. was rather okay. though abit monotonous, cos i think no mood to present ba. but overall was commented by the lecturer as pretty well done (: effort & hardwork paid off. being the leader for this sub group is really tiring me out.


spent 2 hours in the library to revise through the BIO. the practical exam was rather okay, though few careless mistakes were made cos din really revise enough. results will be out next tuesday (: our FINAL practical exam cos there's NO MORE BIO in year 3 *grins*


now im starting to feel the holiday mood. wahahah =P but there'll still be project meeting next monday & tuesday, got to start already cos it'll be due when sch reopens.

left with 2 more ICA to go.


haha. my holidays are rather packed too =D


but first, i shall get back my precious sleep (:

can you get it started

SUPER ANGRY NOW !!

dun wanna talk about it.


& im just only going to start my revision for tmr BIO practical exam. finally the ppt are all done.

guess its mugging throughout the night again. with the flu & the damn cough.

all i want to know is...

just collected my new specs. think i still look weird wearing it. & i hate the start of wearing new specs, cos i will have headaches, like now :(


had research methods e-assessment this morning. got a D for my section (A) and A for my section (B), but end results is D =.= shld have at least got a C can. but nvm, since not much info went into my head. haha.

now im super super worried for my presentations & bio practical exam on friday. i've got like no time to study for bio cos all the time is spent on the editing of ppt slides. thanks to my members. its still nowhere near the finishing part, got to stay up tonight to finish it so i can at least study tmr. RARR.

understood the digestive parts but not the BRAIN & the SPINAL CORD can. it doesnt ring a bell to me, maybe for a few sections only. so it means mugging throughout the night for tmr too. sighs.


guess i was thinking too much just now that i accidentally scalded my hands with hot water =.= damn pain can. so now there's like a big red patch on my right hand :(


have been coughing for these 2 days, & i still went to eat KFC todae. LOL. & the voice sounds so =.=


shall get back to my ppt, im seriously tired over all this.

just what can i do

school's a mess todae. everything messed up. projects & group stuffs. & i totally ignored -- during meeting. -- can do wad she/he liked, i dont care. still can ask me go home & edit the slides when there's like an exam tmr? so only -- needs to study for the exam & i dont? RARR !!


research methods exam tmr morning, 9.45am. & like i say, till NOW im only halfway through it. guess it will be no sleep tonight. im determined to read it through & understand everything !!


got to go offline now so that i can concentrate better (:


out of a sudden, i just feel like crying.

sometimes life is too complicated for me to understand

rainy rainy day.

i actually went for the 11am lecture todae. cos i skipped it for like 3 weeks already. haha. not many ppl turned up for it too, maybe cos rainy day, wanna sleep longer ba. LOL. =P

& i did projects for like 3 hrs straight =.= OMG. was so sian already lar. & they added the numbers of slides to 52 can? like what the... & im super lazy to go & edit. wait till tmr then let them edit since they are the ones who insisted on putting in so many extras slides.

super pissed off with -- . if you are so great why not you do the whole project all by urself, please lar, where is the teamwork?


im starting christmas shopping for presents already. haha. so gonna be broke after all the shopping. LOL.


just 5 more days. & it'll be my long awaited holidays =D

is this what i really want?

cooling day to sleep =P


im very very very sure that i can finish up the powerpoint slides by today, though i know confirm there will be lots of editing to do tmr =.=

only halfway through studying the research methods and 1/4 through for the biology practical exam. damn scared for the bio pract can. cos this time round its 90 questions for 80mins. in the past its only 60 questions but they increased it to 90 =.= why make life so difficult for us?


& i hate the stupid cramps :(

im not hoping much for now

home alone.


just back from the public duty. this year quite alot of people. served food to the elderly. stood for the whole duty & my back pain came back again =.=

someone overslept & was late this morning !!


duty was quite okay just that im very very tired now. feeling so sleepy now. maybe i shld go take a nap & wake up later to continue on the ppt.

the feeling was great =D

alright, just came back.


& its like a year has passed since that faithful day. well, i dunnoe why, i just got this strange and funny feeling inside me. i dun bother much already. let it be this way then.


school's pretty okay i guess, except for the projects part. i know i have been complaining alot but i just got to say it all out. whats with me doing all those work & they only presenting it without helping? just only know how to ask me to work on the ppt faster so that they can view it, with no information from them, how am i supposed to do it? when i let them view the ppt, they picked here and there. ohh. if you all are so clever, why not you all go do it, why me? dun wanna pitched in, fine with me, dun complain when results are out.


arghh. been having stomachache the whole day. spoils my mood man =( & im still sneezing away can. =(


& the attachment schedule for next year is out. & i've got freaking afternoon shift on the reunion night. & it ends at 9pm, how to have reunion dinner? damn. i'll find someone to change shift with me, hopefully they'll change.


well, shall go back to working on my ppt, i want to get over it FAST.

its playing on repeat mode

paiseh lehh.

was on the train towards YCK in the morning. as usual i was sleeping on the train. i woke up, very blur & actually alighted the train cos i thought it was YCK already. when i walked out of the train, i realised it was AMK station instead. OMG. super paiseh can. so i just waited for the next train. LOL. dunnoe wad happened to me todae. hahah =P


voice still sound so jia lat =.= how to give presentation like that?


& its like still raining from morning till now can. how to complete project in this nice weather for sleeping? LOL. im not making sense. like wadever.


im so sick of these 2 weeks of rushing already. can the 2 weeks of holidays come quickly please?

time does NOT heal wounds

BIO mock exam tmr. not going to study for it. LOL. just base on my memory ba =P hope he will give tips for the practical exam. ahhaaha =P


ohhh. im procrastinating lar. deadlines are nearing like nobody business & i can still be so relax.


my voice damn jia lat todae & i keep sneezing. think im going to come down with sore throat soon =.= damn.

memories are coming back again

went down for Wang Lee Hom concert duty ytd. the crowd & everything was okay. song was pretty nice (: duty ended at 10 plus & we went geylang to have our supper. cabbed home at 12 plus.


ended up i did my powerpoint slides after i came home cos cant sleep after supper. LOL. slept at 4 plus in the morning & i just skipped this morning lectures & only went to sch for the 3pm lecture =D


i think BIO is just getting more & more complicated for me to understand them. the nerves & reflexes & blah blah blah. & practical exam is just next friday =.=


begining to dislike my sub group. duh. i hate it when they keep asking ''how, how, how'' & no actions from them. like duh.

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dun give me atittude, you know how i hate it

went to celebrate kaiting's bdae ytd. played acrade for 2 hrs plus then decided to go for dinner. went to eat 重庆麻辣火锅 at bugis. & this is the longest time i waited for my food. from 6 to 8 plus. OMG can. by that time everybody was very pek chek already. & we thought the food was going to be very nice but it was so-so only lor. rated 4/10. confirmed im not going there to eat again. RARR.


finished eating at 10pm. then went to National Library Open Space to cut cake (: im the only one there who haven turned 18. slacked there till 11.35pm like that. then trained back home. reached home around 12 plus.


gonna start on my ppt slides already. left with 1 week plus to do it. im so pissed off with somebody. RARR.

tell me, why am i feeling this way