gonna be a short one.
simply too tired from attachment le. yawns.
injured myself twice in 2 days of attachment. see how careless i am during attachment??
hurr.
shall see how many more injuries im going to get.
& it just sucks. i got fever. =(
Saturday, February 24, 2007
slept at 3am this morning and woke up at 6 plus. feeling so sleepy. then went down for st john training. GAMES DAY was fun fun !! =) played captain ball and tug of war. well, not really play lar, cos im the refree. haha. but its fun !! the mood is there. =)
haha. my mind is still awake during the training. still know wad im talking and doing. if im too tired, nonsense will come of my mouth lar. LOL.
hmm. you people got to buck up le. not enough time left le. i dun wanna see the same results that i see in training todae. you all can do it. just whether you all want to put in the 101% effort anot. if you all are really determine about this, go all out and put in your 200% effort in this. & you will see the results that you all aim for.
went to coffee shop to eat. if i dun eat at that time, think i will have gastrics liao. so hungry can. haha. eat & chat. then walk to the bus stop. decided to walk to 201 with jas. on the way jas say to walk to simei then she go cgh there take bus home. LOL. then at 201 there, got accident. the car is stuck in the middle of road & there's a pool of blood on the floor. but no casualty. think sent to hospital le. & the traffic jam was like '' OMG '' , its damn long lar. stretch all the way behind. there are like 8 or 9 SBS buses stuck in the jam can. & ppl who's in taxi at that time, confirm taxi fare very high .
3rd accident that i saw in 2 weeks liao. the 1st two accident happen at my house the road there. heard the '' screeching '' sounds of the tyres & a loud ''bang'' & it happened le. haiz. must be careful when crossing road.
is A naive or innocent or wad?? cant A see that wadever B does or say is fake and playing with A feeling?? maybe like wad ppl say, love is blind. thats why wadever others say , A totally ignored it and A jollywell knows that B really did those things. wonder how in the world A will like B.
im now in the '' i feel im idiotic, dumb, stupid, pathetic, crazy, useless '' mood. dun ask me why cos i dunnoe. just feel that im really stupid & dumb to want to do those things. feeling pathetic?? hurr. no idea how to say it out. crazy?? yupps. feeling super crazy now. thinking of stuffs that i shldnt be thinking & that it will happen. hurr. & obviuosly im useless lar. dun even noe how to deal with my own emotions. perhaps being drunk seems to be a good idea.
blabbering those nonsensical things again.
chingay 07 is on tv now. but i dun feel like watching. nthing much also. every year seems the same to me. LOL.
maybe i will go sleep now. & it will be better.
wad happened is a past now. if i can walk out of the past, then xingjuan will be a happy girl.
see, im being dumb again.
haha. my mind is still awake during the training. still know wad im talking and doing. if im too tired, nonsense will come of my mouth lar. LOL.
hmm. you people got to buck up le. not enough time left le. i dun wanna see the same results that i see in training todae. you all can do it. just whether you all want to put in the 101% effort anot. if you all are really determine about this, go all out and put in your 200% effort in this. & you will see the results that you all aim for.
went to coffee shop to eat. if i dun eat at that time, think i will have gastrics liao. so hungry can. haha. eat & chat. then walk to the bus stop. decided to walk to 201 with jas. on the way jas say to walk to simei then she go cgh there take bus home. LOL. then at 201 there, got accident. the car is stuck in the middle of road & there's a pool of blood on the floor. but no casualty. think sent to hospital le. & the traffic jam was like '' OMG '' , its damn long lar. stretch all the way behind. there are like 8 or 9 SBS buses stuck in the jam can. & ppl who's in taxi at that time, confirm taxi fare very high .
3rd accident that i saw in 2 weeks liao. the 1st two accident happen at my house the road there. heard the '' screeching '' sounds of the tyres & a loud ''bang'' & it happened le. haiz. must be careful when crossing road.
is A naive or innocent or wad?? cant A see that wadever B does or say is fake and playing with A feeling?? maybe like wad ppl say, love is blind. thats why wadever others say , A totally ignored it and A jollywell knows that B really did those things. wonder how in the world A will like B.
im now in the '' i feel im idiotic, dumb, stupid, pathetic, crazy, useless '' mood. dun ask me why cos i dunnoe. just feel that im really stupid & dumb to want to do those things. feeling pathetic?? hurr. no idea how to say it out. crazy?? yupps. feeling super crazy now. thinking of stuffs that i shldnt be thinking & that it will happen. hurr. & obviuosly im useless lar. dun even noe how to deal with my own emotions. perhaps being drunk seems to be a good idea.
blabbering those nonsensical things again.
chingay 07 is on tv now. but i dun feel like watching. nthing much also. every year seems the same to me. LOL.
maybe i will go sleep now. & it will be better.
wad happened is a past now. if i can walk out of the past, then xingjuan will be a happy girl.
see, im being dumb again.
Friday, February 23, 2007
ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!! #*&%$*&#^&$
I'M DAMN PISSED OFF NOW !!!!!!!!!
just now my sister came back from school crying. she lost her wallet. cos she went for CCA, then all their belongings were kept in the classroom. & the teacher din even LOCK the classroom. wth lar. ended up my sis & another person wallet lost. inside the wallet got ez link card, money & a 保平安 thingy which cost like few hundred bucks can. mummy was so UPSET when she heard it. few hundred bucks like that fly away. heartpain can. i see her so sad i also xin tong lar. was so PISSED OFF when i heard it. dun the teacher have the common sense to even lock up the classroom when there's like so many valuables inside?? & the school have so many incidences of ppl stealing. doesnt this increase the awareness of the teachers??? #(*#&(#^%#^%
& THAT PERSON is getting on my nerves. told THAT PERSON umpteen times & THAT PERSON still doesnt get it. blocking THAT PERSON on msn din seems to work. there's still something call SMS. #&^#*^%#^. ROAR !!! is the word N-O so hard to understand??
make me so angry. =(
I'M DAMN PISSED OFF NOW !!!!!!!!!
just now my sister came back from school crying. she lost her wallet. cos she went for CCA, then all their belongings were kept in the classroom. & the teacher din even LOCK the classroom. wth lar. ended up my sis & another person wallet lost. inside the wallet got ez link card, money & a 保平安 thingy which cost like few hundred bucks can. mummy was so UPSET when she heard it. few hundred bucks like that fly away. heartpain can. i see her so sad i also xin tong lar. was so PISSED OFF when i heard it. dun the teacher have the common sense to even lock up the classroom when there's like so many valuables inside?? & the school have so many incidences of ppl stealing. doesnt this increase the awareness of the teachers??? #(*#&(#^%#^%
& THAT PERSON is getting on my nerves. told THAT PERSON umpteen times & THAT PERSON still doesnt get it. blocking THAT PERSON on msn din seems to work. there's still something call SMS. #&^#*^%#^. ROAR !!! is the word N-O so hard to understand??
make me so angry. =(
YAYNESS !!!
finally exams are over. =)
but it also means the start of attachment le. =(
paper todae was rather okay. wrote crap for the SAQ section. LOL. nvm. im just happie that its finally over. can rest le.
humph. next mondae start of attachment. SIAN SIAN SIAN. just went for 3 weeks of attachment in Jan and now another 3 weeks in March. **faint** hopefully the days will pass quickly then i can enjoy my 1 month of holidays. =D
having st john trg tmr. there will be games day too. (=
alright, u can stop reading here le. its going to be boring if you read down.
haha. im really bored thats why i did this. to entertain myself. LOL. dun read if u dun want.
1. One of your scars, how did you get it?
erm. mummy cane de lor. i was naughty when im young lar.
2. What is on the walls in your room?
light, fan, board ??
3. What does your cell phone look like?
it has a screen. its NOKIA, below is 21 small buttons. oh. And a camera too.
4. What music do you listen to?
chinese. english. sentimental & oldies are nice. =)
5. Do you know what time you were born?
hmm. I forgot liao.
6. What do you want more than anything right now?
be happy. thats enough for me now.
7. Who do you miss?
I miss my grandpa.
I miss … erm….. i also not sure…. LOL
8. What is your middle name?
’’xing’’ [幸]
9. The best TV show ever created:
cartoons =)
10. The last person you talked to?
mummy.
11. Do you get scared in the dark?
when im outside, yes.
12. The last person to make you cry?
well. its that someone.
13. What is you favourite cologne/perfume?
dun have favourite lar. i think nice then okay lor.
14. What kind of hair/eye color do you like on the opposite sex?
the hair dun too beng can liao. LOL. I sui bian one lar.
15. Would you rather be smart or funny?
smart lor. if you are smart. u CAN make jokes that people will laugh WITH you. if you are dumb and funny. people will laugh AT you. LOL.
16. Coffee or energy drinks?
im fine with both. =)
17. What is your favourite pizza topping?
Cheese, ham, Pineapple . gosh, im hungry now. =p
18. If you can eat anything right now, what would it be?
anything also can. so long its food i’ll eat. =D
19. Who is the last person you made mad?
that particular someone who i BLOCK in msn.
20. Do you speak another language?
other than chinese and english huh?? some mixture of dialets lor.
21. What is the first gift someone ever gave you?
my parents. they are precious to me =)
22. Do you like someone?
erm. no. yes?? im kind of confused rite now so i dunnoe how to ans this qns. LOL.
23. Are you double-jointed?
wads that?? my eng not that good.
24. Favourite clothing brand?
the clothes nice can le.
25. What’s your dream car?
hmm. black &…
26. What color is it?
black.
27. What’s your favourite kind of exercise?
swimming, running &…
28. Would you fall in love knowing that the person is dying?
well, if one can fall in love that easily, furthermore is on someone who’s leaving, maybe that’s not called love. may be ''pity'' [ Note ‘maybe’ ]
29. What is the best way to tell someone how much they mean to you?
by all the little things you do for them everyday. Actions speak louder than words. =D
30. Say a number from one to hundred.
okay. [ "a number from one to hundred" ] -.-
31. Blondes or brunettes?
Blondes.
32. What is the one number you call often?
hmm. these days dun have often called no le. it used to be **985…..** or maybe is fish ba. LOL.
33. What annoys you most?
depends on my mood lor.
34. Have you been out of Singapore?
yupps.
35. Your weaknesses.
hmm. u all tell me lor. LOL.
36. Tater tots or fries?
fries =) potatoes are nice.
37. First job?
cashier at ntuc. haha. can earn a lot wan leh.
38. Ever prank called someone?
of cos. told u im naughty liao. haha.
39. What were you doing before you filled out this?
hmm. doing some bo liao things.
40. If you could get plastic surgery, what would it be?
i love the way i am. =)
41. Why did u fill out this survey?
cos im SUPER SUPER SUPER bored now.
42. What do you get complimented about most?
** you are so guai ** haha. no lar. kidding kidding. only my relatives will say that.
43. What would you do if alcohol becomes illegal?
nothing. Unless i want to drink.
44. What do you want for your birthday?
to spend it happily. & maybe…
45. How many kids do you want?
2 ba. 1 boy 1 ger lor. then the kor kor can look after & dote on the mei mei. which is wad i always wan.
46. Were you named after anyone?
nope. but there’s 1 singer named [ ‘ 蔡幸娟 ‘ ] . different surnames. LOL.
47. Do you wish on stars?
sometimes. & sometimes I hope it will come true.
48. Which finger(s) is your favourite?
all . cos its my finger. ^.^
49. When did you last cry?
think is on 21st feb ba.
50. Do you like your handwriting?
of cos. its my handwriting. but also must depend on mood lar.
51. What is your favourite lunch meat?
huh?? lunchmeat??
52. Any bad habits?
got a lot lar. dun want waste time to type out.
53. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf?
embrrassing CD?? None. =)
54. If you were someone else, would you be friends with you?
yupps. but it’ll take awhile.
55. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?
nopes. I keep my promises. =D
56. Do looks matter?
maybe ba.
57. How do you release your anger?
scream. cry. listen to music. dun talk to anyone.Beat ppl?? Haha.
58. Where is your second home?
second home ar?? My ah ma hse. =)
59. Do you trust others easily?
I dun trust people that easily anymore. first impression counts.
60. What was your favourite toy as a child?
jia jia jiu. LOL.
61. How many numbers are in your cell phone?
how i noe?? i din even count lor.
62. Do you use sarcasm?
sometimes lar.
63. Do you know anyone famous?
sort of ba.
64. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?
wads that??
65. What do you look for in a guy/girl?
come ask me and i’ll tell you. =D
66. What are your nicknames?
erm…xingjuan. prawn. ger. xia. ger ger. xiao mei. LOL.
67. How many pairs of shoes/slippers do you have?
more than 8 =)
68. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
lazy people like me wun.
69. Were you upset about Steve Irwin dying?
okay ba.
70. What’s your favourite ice cream flavor?
CHOCOLATE !!! ^.^
71. Are you lazy?
most of the time. but it depends on the thing that im doing and who is it for.
72. What are you favourite colors?
BLUE & PURPLE =D
73. What is your favourite brand?
dun have.
74. How many wisdom teeth do you have?
NONE. im lucky :)
75. Do you want everyone to answer these questions?
they can ans if they want.
76. What are you listening to right now?
tank de 专属天使
77. Last thing you ate?
maggie mee.
78. Last person you talked to on the phone?
uh.. fish.
79. What was the first thing you noticed on the opposite sex?
first thing huh. hmm. the way they dress ba.
80. Favorite thought provoking song:
eh. currently is 退后 .
81. Favorite thing to hate:
thing??
82. Favorite drink:
no favorite ba. I sui bian one.
83. Favorite zodiac sign
snake. cos its mine (=
84. What is your favorite sport?
thot I answered it just now??
85. What is your hair color?
brown, black.
86. Eye color?
black.
87. Do you wear glasses?
yupps. =(
88. Siblings?
yes. & I have 3 younger sis.
89. Favorite month(s)
december. cos it’s my birthday month & there’s Christmas too. =)
90. Last movie you watched.
ghostrider.
91. Favorite day of the year.
dun have any favourite day lor.
92. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
Nah.
93. Summer or winter?
Winter.
94. Kisses or hugs?
depends from who =)
95. Relationships or one-night stands?
relationships only please.
96. Who is most likely to answer these questions?
how i noe.
97. Who is least likely to answer these questions?
how i noe.
98. Create your own question! Whoo!
[ whats the thing that you have done and regretted it most ]
haha. thats the end of it. told you its boring le. LOL.
人要懂得拿得起放得下
finally exams are over. =)
but it also means the start of attachment le. =(
paper todae was rather okay. wrote crap for the SAQ section. LOL. nvm. im just happie that its finally over. can rest le.
humph. next mondae start of attachment. SIAN SIAN SIAN. just went for 3 weeks of attachment in Jan and now another 3 weeks in March. **faint** hopefully the days will pass quickly then i can enjoy my 1 month of holidays. =D
having st john trg tmr. there will be games day too. (=
alright, u can stop reading here le. its going to be boring if you read down.
haha. im really bored thats why i did this. to entertain myself. LOL. dun read if u dun want.
1. One of your scars, how did you get it?
erm. mummy cane de lor. i was naughty when im young lar.
2. What is on the walls in your room?
light, fan, board ??
3. What does your cell phone look like?
it has a screen. its NOKIA, below is 21 small buttons. oh. And a camera too.
4. What music do you listen to?
chinese. english. sentimental & oldies are nice. =)
5. Do you know what time you were born?
hmm. I forgot liao.
6. What do you want more than anything right now?
be happy. thats enough for me now.
7. Who do you miss?
I miss my grandpa.
I miss … erm….. i also not sure…. LOL
8. What is your middle name?
’’xing’’ [幸]
9. The best TV show ever created:
cartoons =)
10. The last person you talked to?
mummy.
11. Do you get scared in the dark?
when im outside, yes.
12. The last person to make you cry?
well. its that someone.
13. What is you favourite cologne/perfume?
dun have favourite lar. i think nice then okay lor.
14. What kind of hair/eye color do you like on the opposite sex?
the hair dun too beng can liao. LOL. I sui bian one lar.
15. Would you rather be smart or funny?
smart lor. if you are smart. u CAN make jokes that people will laugh WITH you. if you are dumb and funny. people will laugh AT you. LOL.
16. Coffee or energy drinks?
im fine with both. =)
17. What is your favourite pizza topping?
Cheese, ham, Pineapple . gosh, im hungry now. =p
18. If you can eat anything right now, what would it be?
anything also can. so long its food i’ll eat. =D
19. Who is the last person you made mad?
that particular someone who i BLOCK in msn.
20. Do you speak another language?
other than chinese and english huh?? some mixture of dialets lor.
21. What is the first gift someone ever gave you?
my parents. they are precious to me =)
22. Do you like someone?
erm. no. yes?? im kind of confused rite now so i dunnoe how to ans this qns. LOL.
23. Are you double-jointed?
wads that?? my eng not that good.
24. Favourite clothing brand?
the clothes nice can le.
25. What’s your dream car?
hmm. black &…
26. What color is it?
black.
27. What’s your favourite kind of exercise?
swimming, running &…
28. Would you fall in love knowing that the person is dying?
well, if one can fall in love that easily, furthermore is on someone who’s leaving, maybe that’s not called love. may be ''pity'' [ Note ‘maybe’ ]
29. What is the best way to tell someone how much they mean to you?
by all the little things you do for them everyday. Actions speak louder than words. =D
30. Say a number from one to hundred.
okay. [ "a number from one to hundred" ] -.-
31. Blondes or brunettes?
Blondes.
32. What is the one number you call often?
hmm. these days dun have often called no le. it used to be **985…..** or maybe is fish ba. LOL.
33. What annoys you most?
depends on my mood lor.
34. Have you been out of Singapore?
yupps.
35. Your weaknesses.
hmm. u all tell me lor. LOL.
36. Tater tots or fries?
fries =) potatoes are nice.
37. First job?
cashier at ntuc. haha. can earn a lot wan leh.
38. Ever prank called someone?
of cos. told u im naughty liao. haha.
39. What were you doing before you filled out this?
hmm. doing some bo liao things.
40. If you could get plastic surgery, what would it be?
i love the way i am. =)
41. Why did u fill out this survey?
cos im SUPER SUPER SUPER bored now.
42. What do you get complimented about most?
** you are so guai ** haha. no lar. kidding kidding. only my relatives will say that.
43. What would you do if alcohol becomes illegal?
nothing. Unless i want to drink.
44. What do you want for your birthday?
to spend it happily. & maybe…
45. How many kids do you want?
2 ba. 1 boy 1 ger lor. then the kor kor can look after & dote on the mei mei. which is wad i always wan.
46. Were you named after anyone?
nope. but there’s 1 singer named [ ‘ 蔡幸娟 ‘ ] . different surnames. LOL.
47. Do you wish on stars?
sometimes. & sometimes I hope it will come true.
48. Which finger(s) is your favourite?
all . cos its my finger. ^.^
49. When did you last cry?
think is on 21st feb ba.
50. Do you like your handwriting?
of cos. its my handwriting. but also must depend on mood lar.
51. What is your favourite lunch meat?
huh?? lunchmeat??
52. Any bad habits?
got a lot lar. dun want waste time to type out.
53. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf?
embrrassing CD?? None. =)
54. If you were someone else, would you be friends with you?
yupps. but it’ll take awhile.
55. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?
nopes. I keep my promises. =D
56. Do looks matter?
maybe ba.
57. How do you release your anger?
scream. cry. listen to music. dun talk to anyone.Beat ppl?? Haha.
58. Where is your second home?
second home ar?? My ah ma hse. =)
59. Do you trust others easily?
I dun trust people that easily anymore. first impression counts.
60. What was your favourite toy as a child?
jia jia jiu. LOL.
61. How many numbers are in your cell phone?
how i noe?? i din even count lor.
62. Do you use sarcasm?
sometimes lar.
63. Do you know anyone famous?
sort of ba.
64. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?
wads that??
65. What do you look for in a guy/girl?
come ask me and i’ll tell you. =D
66. What are your nicknames?
erm…xingjuan. prawn. ger. xia. ger ger. xiao mei. LOL.
67. How many pairs of shoes/slippers do you have?
more than 8 =)
68. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
lazy people like me wun.
69. Were you upset about Steve Irwin dying?
okay ba.
70. What’s your favourite ice cream flavor?
CHOCOLATE !!! ^.^
71. Are you lazy?
most of the time. but it depends on the thing that im doing and who is it for.
72. What are you favourite colors?
BLUE & PURPLE =D
73. What is your favourite brand?
dun have.
74. How many wisdom teeth do you have?
NONE. im lucky :)
75. Do you want everyone to answer these questions?
they can ans if they want.
76. What are you listening to right now?
tank de 专属天使
77. Last thing you ate?
maggie mee.
78. Last person you talked to on the phone?
uh.. fish.
79. What was the first thing you noticed on the opposite sex?
first thing huh. hmm. the way they dress ba.
80. Favorite thought provoking song:
eh. currently is 退后 .
81. Favorite thing to hate:
thing??
82. Favorite drink:
no favorite ba. I sui bian one.
83. Favorite zodiac sign
snake. cos its mine (=
84. What is your favorite sport?
thot I answered it just now??
85. What is your hair color?
brown, black.
86. Eye color?
black.
87. Do you wear glasses?
yupps. =(
88. Siblings?
yes. & I have 3 younger sis.
89. Favorite month(s)
december. cos it’s my birthday month & there’s Christmas too. =)
90. Last movie you watched.
ghostrider.
91. Favorite day of the year.
dun have any favourite day lor.
92. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
Nah.
93. Summer or winter?
Winter.
94. Kisses or hugs?
depends from who =)
95. Relationships or one-night stands?
relationships only please.
96. Who is most likely to answer these questions?
how i noe.
97. Who is least likely to answer these questions?
how i noe.
98. Create your own question! Whoo!
[ whats the thing that you have done and regretted it most ]
haha. thats the end of it. told you its boring le. LOL.
人要懂得拿得起放得下
Thursday, February 22, 2007
4 down. 1 last paper to go.
finally its the last paper =)
bio paper was **no words to describe**. i tikam thru the whole paper can. MCQ & SAQ only know abit abit lor. anyway, can pass jiu hao le. =)
tmr is the last paper. 80 MCQs and 20 marks SAQ. i shall depend on MCQ. LOL. by the way, the lecture notes is thick & is full of tiny words can. omg, how can i finish reading??
on a happier note, i wanna watch these 2 movies. =D
[ '' Just Follow Law '' ] &
[ '' Protege ( 门徒 ) '' ]
couldnt fall asleep last night. ended up sleeping at 2 plus and waking up at 6am. wonder am i thinking too much.
**tell me wad to do**
shld i go study or eat first??
i'll go eat first. (:
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
i can feel a little pain in my throat now. shit lar. hope is not sore throat can. i just recover from it and i DUN WANT to get it again. =(
i shall drink LOTS OF WATER.
bio bio bio. there's really lots to cover. dunnoe how i can manage in2 days, i mean 1 day since todae was just spend staring at the book and nthing useful goes into my head. im day dreaming lar.
opps. im hungry again. lalala.
wads love??
Love is the master key that opens the gate of happiness.
i shall drink LOTS OF WATER.
bio bio bio. there's really lots to cover. dunnoe how i can manage in
opps. im hungry again. lalala.
wads love??
Love is the master key that opens the gate of happiness.
Monday, February 19, 2007
2nd day of new year.
woke up at 1 plus like that since i cannot go bai nian. whole of ytd and todae keep watching tv and eat and sleep then eat again. LOL. boring day at home. dun even feel like going out cos nowhere to go also. all the shops not even open. sian.
i've been eating and eating non stop. exams period is like for me to keep munching on junk foods lar. & CNY time is also for me to EAT !!! hahaha.
maybe i'll study bio tmr since there's so many stuffs to rmb. all the organs parts and blah blah blah.
& yes. im selfish.
wake me up.
woke up at 1 plus like that since i cannot go bai nian. whole of ytd and todae keep watching tv and eat and sleep then eat again. LOL. boring day at home. dun even feel like going out cos nowhere to go also. all the shops not even open. sian.
i've been eating and eating non stop. exams period is like for me to keep munching on junk foods lar. & CNY time is also for me to EAT !!! hahaha.
maybe i'll study bio tmr since there's so many stuffs to rmb. all the organs parts and blah blah blah.
& yes. im selfish.
wake me up.
Saturday, February 17, 2007
3 down. 2 more papers to go.
& psycho paper really is a killer paper. its so damn difficult to understand and do. i'll be happie if i can just pass the paper. really. not expecting that much also.
went out with evelyn and meizhu after that. =)
went to marina square kbox !!!! wahahha. so fun singing inside. and we sang alot of songs. =) left kbox at around 2.40pm. sang for 3 hrs plus :)
then went to walk walk around marina square then proceed to vivo city to watch movie.
watched the show, ''ghost rider'' at 1750hrs. the show is really very very nice. must go watch. (=
then after movie went to harbour front centre to eve's workplace to take smth and then went back to vivo to walk walk.
i was quite......
then after that went to buy some tibits then go take train liao. meizhu went home then i pei eve go tamp to pass things to her friend. then chit chat for awhile then she took bus and i took train go home. LOL.
reached home at arnd 10 plus ba. dun feel like going home so early wan. but....
its CNY EVE todae. =D
only managed to fall asleep at 3 plus like that. woke up at 2 plus todae. actually still want to sleep de but mummy dun allow. =(
okays. im off to grandma's house for reunion dinner liao.
the look u gave was so.......
& psycho paper really is a killer paper. its so damn difficult to understand and do. i'll be happie if i can just pass the paper. really. not expecting that much also.
went out with evelyn and meizhu after that. =)
went to marina square kbox !!!! wahahha. so fun singing inside. and we sang alot of songs. =) left kbox at around 2.40pm. sang for 3 hrs plus :)
then went to walk walk around marina square then proceed to vivo city to watch movie.
watched the show, ''ghost rider'' at 1750hrs. the show is really very very nice. must go watch. (=
then after movie went to harbour front centre to eve's workplace to take smth and then went back to vivo to walk walk.
i was quite......
then after that went to buy some tibits then go take train liao. meizhu went home then i pei eve go tamp to pass things to her friend. then chit chat for awhile then she took bus and i took train go home. LOL.
reached home at arnd 10 plus ba. dun feel like going home so early wan. but....
its CNY EVE todae. =D
only managed to fall asleep at 3 plus like that. woke up at 2 plus todae. actually still want to sleep de but mummy dun allow. =(
okays. im off to grandma's house for reunion dinner liao.
the look u gave was so.......
Thursday, February 15, 2007
2 down. 3 more papers to go.
this morning the exam hall was COLD!!! as usual, im forgetful and i left my jacket at home. =(
MCQs is okay lor. is SEQs. its difficult can. out of 4 qns, i only have confidence in 1 qns. haha. so the 15 marks is confirm mine le. haha. LOL. the rest i anyhow write crap inside lor. ask until so chim ppl how to do. bleahx.
yes !! tmr is the last paper of the week =) and then i will have a few days break before another 2 more papers.
psychology paper tmr. got to rmb all sorts of terms and noe how to apply them lar. 1 hr paper and thats it.
=) going out after paper tmr. lalalala. LOL
but for now, i shall CONCENTRATE on studying.
yes. the word is CONCENTRATE !!!!
tired. nervous. scared. STRESSED !!!!
is a chance so difficult to ask for??
this morning the exam hall was COLD!!! as usual, im forgetful and i left my jacket at home. =(
MCQs is okay lor. is SEQs. its difficult can. out of 4 qns, i only have confidence in 1 qns. haha. so the 15 marks is confirm mine le. haha. LOL. the rest i anyhow write crap inside lor. ask until so chim ppl how to do. bleahx.
yes !! tmr is the last paper of the week =) and then i will have a few days break before another 2 more papers.
psychology paper tmr. got to rmb all sorts of terms and noe how to apply them lar. 1 hr paper and thats it.
=) going out after paper tmr. lalalala. LOL
but for now, i shall CONCENTRATE on studying.
yes. the word is CONCENTRATE !!!!
tired. nervous. scared. STRESSED !!!!
is a chance so difficult to ask for??
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES AND STOP THINKING ABOUT
OTHER UNRELATED STUFFS !!
okays. im having difficulty remembering my notes and stuffs and i think i noe why.
oh! and i really hate this module that im studying now. its so difficult. so many things to rmb and the tcher dun even bother to give us some tips to lighten our load.
60 MCQs and 60 marks SAQ.
wish me luck.
okays. im having difficulty remembering my notes and stuffs and i think i noe why.
oh! and i really hate this module that im studying now. its so difficult. so many things to rmb and the tcher dun even bother to give us some tips to lighten our load.
60 MCQs and 60 marks SAQ.
wish me luck.
1 down. 4 more papers to go.
oh ya. Happie Valentine Day.
this year no one to celebrate with. so i'll just spend it with my dearest books.
speaking of books, paper todae was quite okay ba. MCQ still can do. but SAQ i forgot wad i read, so i just anyhow write some common sense things down lor. hopefully can pass.
anyway, the exam hall is quite cold. maybe i shld bring jacket tmr. hmm...
tmr's paper is another difficult wan. need to rmb 30 over medications lar. plus all the medical terms and blah blah blah. i will have a '' great '' night studying.
these days keep getting headaches. dunnoe why also. some more is when im trying to study lar. =(
shall go nap for awhile. and it will be back to mugging.
tired. nervous. scared. STRESSED !!!!
oh ya. Happie Valentine Day.
this year no one to celebrate with. so i'll just spend it with my dearest books.
speaking of books, paper todae was quite okay ba. MCQ still can do. but SAQ i forgot wad i read, so i just anyhow write some common sense things down lor. hopefully can pass.
anyway, the exam hall is quite cold. maybe i shld bring jacket tmr. hmm...
tmr's paper is another difficult wan. need to rmb 30 over medications lar. plus all the medical terms and blah blah blah. i will have a '' great '' night studying.
these days keep getting headaches. dunnoe why also. some more is when im trying to study lar. =(
shall go nap for awhile. and it will be back to mugging.
tired. nervous. scared. STRESSED !!!!
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
okays. im freaking out. tmr paper is like in 11 hours time lar. thats like so fast can.
im only like half prepared for the paper. basically just reading through all the notes and trying to rmb the important points.
& tmr paper is like so early lar. at 8AM.
and im trying trying very hard to concentrate on studying itself. really.
valentine day tmr. i'll just spend it with my dearest books.
wish me luck (:
hope the paper is easy.
tired. nervous. scared. STRESSED !!!!
im only like half prepared for the paper. basically just reading through all the notes and trying to rmb the important points.
& tmr paper is like so early lar. at 8AM.
and im trying trying very hard to concentrate on studying itself. really.
valentine day tmr. i'll just spend it with my dearest books.
wish me luck (:
hope the paper is easy.
tired. nervous. scared. STRESSED !!!!
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Lesson Number One:
A crow was sitting on a tree, doing nothing all day.
A small rabbit saw the crow, and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing all day long?" The crow answered: "Sure, why not."
So, the Rabbit sat on the ground below the crow, and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.
Moral of the story: To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.
Lesson Number Two:
A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy."
"Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull. "They're packed with nutrients."
The turkey pecked at a lump of dung and found that it actually gave him enough strength to reach the first branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fortnight, there he was proudly perched at the top of the tree. Soon, he was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot the turkey out of the tree.
Moral of the story: Bullshit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there.
Lesson Number Three:
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold, the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field. While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was. The dung was actually thawing him out!
He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.
Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him!
The morals of this story are:
1) Not everyone who drops shit on you is your enemy.
2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
3) And when you're in deep shit, keep your mouth shut.
went down for training todae. nothing much ba. then went to coffee shop opp sch to eat. LOL. eat and talked crap. im still hungry after eating can. nvm. talked talked talked. headed home at around 4 plus.
argH !! the weather now is so HOT can. and just now im walking under the sun with jeans on. thought im really going to become BARBECUED liao. LOL.
weather HOT = eating MORE ICE CREAM. =p
im being a good girl now by studying. cos the module that im reading now, think i pon more than half the lectures lar. so i dun really noe wads going on. =(
back pain. headache. shall go take panadol later. =(
MOTIVATION MOTIVATION.
I NEED MOTIVATION TO STUDY !!!!!
WHERE'S MY MOTIVATION??
Grr. i DUN WAN everytime come online and THAT IRRITATING PERSON come disturbs me can. block THAT PERSON also no use. keep irritating me. keep talking to me. my actions so ming xian liao THAT PERSON still cannot sense. i say NO means NO lar. ARGH!!!!
i think im begining to hate that THEM liao. dun ask me why. they just gave me the feelings to hate them.
think i todae got alot to comment on hor. LOL. nvm. i shall go get ice cream to eat and go back to studying. =)
im missing missing you so much.
A crow was sitting on a tree, doing nothing all day.
A small rabbit saw the crow, and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing all day long?" The crow answered: "Sure, why not."
So, the Rabbit sat on the ground below the crow, and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.
Moral of the story: To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.
Lesson Number Two:
A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy."
"Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull. "They're packed with nutrients."
The turkey pecked at a lump of dung and found that it actually gave him enough strength to reach the first branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fortnight, there he was proudly perched at the top of the tree. Soon, he was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot the turkey out of the tree.
Moral of the story: Bullshit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there.
Lesson Number Three:
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold, the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field. While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was. The dung was actually thawing him out!
He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.
Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him!
The morals of this story are:
1) Not everyone who drops shit on you is your enemy.
2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
3) And when you're in deep shit, keep your mouth shut.
went down for training todae. nothing much ba. then went to coffee shop opp sch to eat. LOL. eat and talked crap. im still hungry after eating can. nvm. talked talked talked. headed home at around 4 plus.
argH !! the weather now is so HOT can. and just now im walking under the sun with jeans on. thought im really going to become BARBECUED liao. LOL.
weather HOT = eating MORE ICE CREAM. =p
im being a good girl now by studying. cos the module that im reading now, think i pon more than half the lectures lar. so i dun really noe wads going on. =(
back pain. headache. shall go take panadol later. =(
MOTIVATION MOTIVATION.
I NEED MOTIVATION TO STUDY !!!!!
WHERE'S MY MOTIVATION??
Grr. i DUN WAN everytime come online and THAT IRRITATING PERSON come disturbs me can. block THAT PERSON also no use. keep irritating me. keep talking to me. my actions so ming xian liao THAT PERSON still cannot sense. i say NO means NO lar. ARGH!!!!
i think im begining to hate that THEM liao. dun ask me why. they just gave me the feelings to hate them.
think i todae got alot to comment on hor. LOL. nvm. i shall go get ice cream to eat and go back to studying. =)
im missing missing you so much.
Friday, February 09, 2007
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
STUDY STUDY STUDY
start of study week le. no sch from tmr onwards until next wed, which is start of the exam. so now i've got like 7 more days to study. i haven even flip through my notes can. looking at them puts me to sleep lor. Zzzz....
5 papers is the numbers of papers that im taking. thankfully there's chinese new year in between. meaning there will be few days of break before bio paper so i can study. [ i think i will ba ] think bio paper is going to kill me.
this year there's no new year for me.
am i CRAZY or wad??
an hour ago, i ate 3 slides of pizza, and after that i ate a bowl of noodles, more than half packet of chicken rice and 4 slides of papaya.
isit ALOT?? im planning to eat ice cream later. and maybe some chocolates. =)
now i dunnoe whether am i full or not.
SIAN HALF. after exams then attachment liao. Grr... 3 weeks of my precious holidays gone. =(
BAD HEADACHE + BACK PAIN =(
why why why. got this mixed feeling inside me. i dunnoe wad to do.
i still miss u everyday.
i still think of you everyday.
i love you anyway.
start of study week le. no sch from tmr onwards until next wed, which is start of the exam. so now i've got like 7 more days to study. i haven even flip through my notes can. looking at them puts me to sleep lor. Zzzz....
5 papers is the numbers of papers that im taking. thankfully there's chinese new year in between. meaning there will be few days of break before bio paper so i can study. [ i think i will ba ] think bio paper is going to kill me.
this year there's no new year for me.
am i CRAZY or wad??
an hour ago, i ate 3 slides of pizza, and after that i ate a bowl of noodles, more than half packet of chicken rice and 4 slides of papaya.
isit ALOT?? im planning to eat ice cream later. and maybe some chocolates. =)
now i dunnoe whether am i full or not.
SIAN HALF. after exams then attachment liao. Grr... 3 weeks of my precious holidays gone. =(
BAD HEADACHE + BACK PAIN =(
why why why. got this mixed feeling inside me. i dunnoe wad to do.
i still miss u everyday.
i still think of you everyday.
i love you anyway.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
time flies so fast. one month just past like that. seems like january is all filled with sadness. many sad things all happened in that month. haiz. ='(
a sad start to year 2007.
todae is 1st feb.
COUNTDOWN TO EXAMS :
13 MORE DAYS !!
13 more days to exams and noe wad, im still not in the mood to study for exams. guess it will be last minute studying again.
BYE TO SORE THROAT & COUGH !!!!
finally, i have recovered from the irritating cough and sore throat which i had like since last december.
and now i can eat
CHOCOLATES
JUNKFOOD
ICE CREAM
and wadever stuffs i want to eat. =)
Christina Milian - Until I Get Over You
Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I’m with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain
every time I hear your name
The sun won’t shine since you went away
Seems like the rain’s falling every day
There’s just one heart, where there once was two
But that’s the way its gotta be,till I get over you
Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can’t escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here
When will this river of tears stop falling
Where can I run so I won’t feel alone
Can’t walk away when the pain keeps calling
I’ve just gotta take it from here on my own
But it’s so hard to let go
my lower back really hurts. =(
a sad start to year 2007.
todae is 1st feb.
COUNTDOWN TO EXAMS :
13 MORE DAYS !!
13 more days to exams and noe wad, im still not in the mood to study for exams. guess it will be last minute studying again.
BYE TO SORE THROAT & COUGH !!!!
finally, i have recovered from the irritating cough and sore throat which i had like since last december.
and now i can eat
CHOCOLATES
JUNKFOOD
ICE CREAM
and wadever stuffs i want to eat. =)
Christina Milian - Until I Get Over You
Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I’m with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain
every time I hear your name
The sun won’t shine since you went away
Seems like the rain’s falling every day
There’s just one heart, where there once was two
But that’s the way its gotta be,till I get over you
Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can’t escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here
When will this river of tears stop falling
Where can I run so I won’t feel alone
Can’t walk away when the pain keeps calling
I’ve just gotta take it from here on my own
But it’s so hard to let go
my lower back really hurts. =(
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