Sunday, March 28, 2010

doesnt seems to matter

last night was madly busy.

seriously, i didnt had any free time to sort of rest properly. went to work with a young girl shouting nonsense damn loudly in the ward causing a throbbing headache. i tripped and nearly fell, not once but many times in the ward. next i had weird things happening. kinda hair-standing when i think about it now. then i found patient looking pale and cold at 2am in the morning. CPR started but failed.

thats how exciting my night shift was.

all i hope for was a peaceful night shift tonight. would be best if there's nice food to satisfy my hunger in the middle of the night. and time for me to rest.

back to bed for a nap now. urghh. i looked damn cui :((

everytime it lights up, i wished that it was from you.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

the flashbacks



caught these 2 movies. Alice in Wonderland was pretty much of an average movie. its not that an awesome movie as some says it, maybe its because its not in 3D. When in Rome was so much better; the storyline, the quotes, the everything. had a good laugh in the cinema :)

Rochor Beancurds for supper for straight 2 nights. im loving it :))

i think im good at controlling. i didnt shop for for one whole month! not even a single thing bought online nor street shopping. im good. real good. now if i can do this for the next 5 mths, then i'll be real awesome :D

sometimes, it seems to feel better to you drown yourself in alcohol. i know thats dumb, but after a good cry, things may seems better, wont it?

woke up at 12.30pm by 2 calls and messages. and now its 2pm, am ready to go back to bed. am that tired, really. but i want to finish my show first =x

on night shift tonight, like again. i got a feeling that tonight's gonna be a good good night. yes it will. pray hard and crossed fingers please.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

if you think so

沒那么简单 就能找到聊得來的伴
尤其是在 看过了那么多的 背叛

沒那么简单 就能去愛 別的全不看

不爱孤单一久也习惯

不想拥有太多情緒
相爱沒有那么容易 幸福沒有那么容易


yesterday at work - blueblacks on my knees, cuts on my fingers, bodyache, backache, dark eye bags. these days im working very very hard. even others says so. know why? cos im working with one irritating person that refused to do every single thing and made me so boiling mad. fuck. the 3 days was hell.

i need a longer time to rest.

the eye contacts; that couldnt be made openly.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

the PRIDE

InterCorps First Aid & Home Nursing Competition 2010

this year it was held at Macpherson Secondary School. and it rained donkeys on the event itself. nevertheless, though there was some changes here and there, some cork ups here there, you guys sure did yourselves proud. the 2 mths of training pulls off on that day.

once again, congrats to AA1 :))

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the experiences gain, the tears dropped, the joy, the teamwork; all these will be etched in your minds.

Good Job done people :))

Friday, March 19, 2010

from the bottom of my heart

finally had the time to go online. the entire week was madly packed! i survived 4 days with only 3 hours of sleep in total. and i went hungry without a proper meal for 30hrs plus. and of course, i looked damn cui and seriously, im just going along with the flow.

celebrated Shu's 21st last sunday!
had steamboat at Bugis, went in a pub for some drinks and then had mango sago at Ah Chew Desserts!! ^^

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i dont know how i managed to wake up everyday and get my ass out of the house. am tired to the extent that i can just doze off halfway while working/sitting/standing. and the dark eye bags ..  :((

went for my driving practical exam today. and YES I PASSED. I GOT MY DRIVING LICENSE!!! :D can now officially drive on the road!! ^^

am supposed to meet friends at 3pm. decided to meet them later cos its still raining and im lazy =x

not forgetting that tomorrow's is the big day. InterCorps First Aid/Home Nursing Competition 2010. all the best to the teams :))

just having that conversation is enough to warm my heart :))

Friday, March 12, 2010

way back

looking back at my blog archives, i realised that march is exactly the 4th year that me is blogging already! its dated way back from march 2006 till now. didnt realised i have been blogging for 4 years!

nowadays work have been extra tiring and hectic. just last night i did CPR, like again. everything was so sudden, 15 mins ago the patient was still talking, vitals signs are normal, 15 mins later, WHAM! the patient collapsed. and its almost the end of my afternoon shift, settled everything and left hospital at 11pm.

i need a full body massage. seems like the massages that i did at Phuket are all wasted the moment i start work again :((

had left eye infection due to i-dont-know-what. just that it was damn swollen and painful. went for 1st night and my eyes are already damn pain. 2nd night shift was worst, wore specs to work, my eyes were literally like this O.o had to endure till the end of shift and went back home to rest.

great. my roster is out. i have to work consecutively for 7 days before my off day. very good.

its like nothing have change but everything felt so distant.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

short getaway from Spore!

Day 4 / Last Day @ Phuket

slept till late morning again. checked out at the main lobby and went to settle our lunch. but the place that we wanna eat is not open till 12pm. so we decided to go for another round of massage to kill time! this time round we did foot massage! ^^

settled our lunch at this restaurant. spaghetti was pretty good :))

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head over to the shopping centre and did some last mintute shopping. bought like alot of stuffs again. had wanted to try this ice cream since we saw this on the first day of our trip! its really very nice. and the ice cream wont drop/melt when you turn it over! but once we walked out of the mall, within minutes, it melted already. the weather was damn damn hot please.

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went back to the hotel lobby to slack while waiting for the cab to pick us up to the airport.

reached Singapore at 11pm. cabbed home and concuss on the bed immediately. next day was afternoon shift. damn tired :((

short getaway from Spore!

Day 3 @ Phuket - 3rd March

slept till noon and woke up with a hungry stomach. went to this thai restaurant opposite our hotel to settle our lunch. loves the Phat Thai - noodles in thailand.

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went to do a full body massage again. shiok-ness. totally relaxing and its damn cheap. around $20 for one hour of massage!

slacked at the hotel while waiting for the bus to come fetch us to watch the show @ FantaSea. another 1hr journey to the destination. notice that all rides to places will take us around 1 hr to reach.

@ FantaSea

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inside the tiger cave. they are really huge and they kept walking up and down.

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walked around and explore the place. the place is damn big. and went for a dinner buffet which is included in our ticket! its a 5 star dinner buffet at the restaurant! but the food there was average only though there's a wide selection of food.

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roamed around the Palace of Elephants. went in for the show at 9pm. had to surrender our cameras and hps at the counter cos its strictly no electronics devive. the sound systems and effects is really WOW!

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head back to the hotel after the show ended. and we were really hungry. went down to 7-11 and bought instant noodles to eat. packed our lugguage and tried to stuff everything into it.

short getaway from Spore!

Day 2 @ Phuket - 2nd March

woke up very early - at like 6am? to prepare ourselves for the 1 day trip to Phi Phi island!

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another 1 hr journey to reach the jetty.

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the very clear blue water - me loves! the view is awesome! ^^

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bypass the bird nest cave and monkey island too!

and we went snorkeling at one of the island. me loves the beach. the sands are so soft unlike the beaches in singapore. took photos underwater too! and we can have upclose view of fishes swimming past us!! ^^

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suntanned at the beach for around 1 hour! mad hot, temp that day was around 35 to 36 degree celsius!!

back to the main island, wash up and went for dinner at this korean restaurant - a 20 mins walk from our hotel to settle our craving for korean food!

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off to shopping again. this time round to carrefour. things are damn cheap over there! shopped alot! can see from the photos that im sunburnt and its very red and tanned! - painful to touch also :((

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back to hotel to slack and munch on tibits. off to bed and we are all so damn tired from playing water sports!

short getaway from Spore!

hello people, me is back from Phuket already! ^^ the 4D3N getaway from Spore was great. Phuket was damn fun. Shopping was good! bought too many stuffs and now, i've decided to NOT SHOP for 6mths!! till now, i haven done any online shopping or wadsoever though at times im really tempted to buy.

Day 1 @ Phuket - 1st March

a 1 hour journey from Phuket International Airport to our Hotel (Rayaburi)

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did a full body massage! one work - shiok!! ^^

went to see see look look around the town. did shopping too!

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settled our dinner at this seafood restaurant. the chilli crab tasted like curry crab instead.

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went back to our hotel. rested for awhile and then head out to watch this transvestite show - Simon Cabaret. all the "women" there are really damn damn chio please. though the moment they speaks will turn you off but their everything else is really chio.

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had to pay 20bahts as tips to take photos with them!

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back to hotel after the show which ended around 12am. concuss straight once we reach hotel as we need to wake up early the next morning!