darn.

BCLS practical is on thursday. & the lecturer chase those who are sick out of the room when they report for the exam. meaning that i MUST recover before thursday.

I NEED & MUST RECOVER ASAP !!!

got the feeling to skip school tmr. i still have individual presentation & webpage design to be done BY FRIDAY.

everybody is getting sick. 10 from my class are down with flu & cough. the virus can really spread damn fast lar.


i wanna watch '' the simpsons '' & '' alone '' .

THAT DARN HEADACHE IS KILLING ME !!!!!

20 more days.
I CAN DO IT (:

sj training. still not too bad. hope i wun cork up things this time round.

whole day my voice damn sexy sia. even i dunnoe wad i myself is saying. LOL. kept coughing. I HATE BEING SICK !!!!


supposed to be doing my presentation & stuff. but NO. i just kept surfing blogs, friendster, looking at other stuffs & typing this bo liao entry here, anything BUT working on my slides. really no mood to do sia. tired of doing all these stuffs.


& i've got the stupid flu bug.
sore throat + cough + flu = going crazy.


23 more days.
I CAN DO IT (:

finally im back to blogging. gonna be long & maybe boring ?? =P


down with HIGH FEVER, BAD SORE THROAT & COUGH on tuesday. hit 39.0 degree celsius. was so terrible. kept shivering the whole day plus it was raining the whole day lar. managed to drag myself back home & went to sleep straight away. wasnt any better when i woke up to eat dinner ( porridge ) =( & i still got to study BCLS cos wed is the theory exam.

had a hard time studying cos kept feeling hot & cold. then ate panadol & off i went back to dreamland again.


din went for lessons on wed but only for the exam at 4pm. lucky i clever, pass my admin card to my friend on tues cos i know that im going to fall sick liao. LOL.

BCLS theory was quite okay lar. 20 mins paper with 30 question. still can lar. but i made 1 or 2 stupid mistakes cos my brain wasnt functioning that well. i still had very bad headache & mild fever. =(

stayed till 7.30pm for project work. but cannot tahan liao, so went back early. still feeling quite sick lar. duh.


thursday was a lil better. had sexy voice lar. LOL. still feeling abit hot & cold. -.- went zy house after school to finish up project & then he send us back home at 11.40pm like that. wahahaha. =P


had elective presentation todae. was quite okay =)


ohohoh. SOOOOOO happie todae lar. saw ELVIN NG AT NYP !!!! he's sosososo HANDSOME =))


he, tgt with desmond koh & fiona xie were at NYP filming for, '' HEY GORGEOUS & BABES " , shown on Channel U from 27th Aug.

haha. sounds like im promoting the show. LOL. =P

kk. they reached the school around 11 plus. & when they were approaching the north canteen, my friend went shouting, " AH !!!! its ELVIN NG " like he's 10000 metres away from her. haha. kidding. then the group came to our table lar. OH MY GOSH. & desmond started asking us are there any babes around. & our kaiting answered him cos we all were trying not to look at the camera. * we are shy can*

before leaving, desmond said, " girl, you shout so loud cos its elvin ng right? " diaoz. *faints* when elvin ng smiles at us before leaving. =P


LOL. enough of that liao. lazy to go on typing also. wahhaha.


damn. my throat still hurts so so so so so BAD can. nearly had no voice to present todae. i think tmr my voice is going to become even sexier during SJ training liao.


weather is so bad these days. keep raining & so many people are falling sick. take lots of care alrite.

fuck lar. sorrie. just felt like scolding it.
dont tell me this time round im wrong about it.



24 more days.
I CAN DO IT (:

YES !! completed my presentation for developmental psychology todae. (:

down with 3 MORE to go. 1 due this friday & 2 next friday. darn.


these few days keep raining. & the weather is SO COLD. makes sleeping so nice. SIGH. but there's school to attend. =(


BCLS theory on this wednesday. 30 minutes paper. NO MORE than 6 mistakes must be made or else you are dead.


something is coming up very very soon too. must start planning for it liao. wahahha. =P


28 more days.
I CAN DO IT (:

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO JOANNA TAN & 19TH BIRTHDAY TO BENJAMIN TAN (:

Last Christmas,Savage Garden

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone
Special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
Well it's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
Happy Christmas
I wrapped it up and sent it
With the letters saying "I love you"
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again

Special
A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me?
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again



u stupid stupid.
cant you at least reply
as a friend ?




Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day
you gave it away



29 more days.
I CAN DO IT (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST DEAREST MUMMY (:

** HUGS**

ATTACHMENTS are OVER !!! =)

just ended my afternoon shift 2 hours ago. ya & we gave the ward a card with our photos to thanks them for their help (: & we were given chocolates by the ENs. so sweet of them ya. LOL.

CI wasnt here todae. actually it doesnt make a difference if she is with us anot. cos she usually appear for a few minutes & then nobody noes where she goes after that. & the remarks thar she gave for us in that clinical guidebook was nonsense can. she gave EVERYONE almost the same remarks " be more PROACTIVE in learning & improve on ur dressing skills "

like wth lar. she's never here to assess us when we are doing like 3 dressings in a day. only pop in SOMETIMES to see & then disappear. damn it lar.

she gave us the feedback form ytd for us to evaluate on the ward & HER. so every one put in 3 or 4 for the ward staff & MOSTLY 1 or 2 for her. its not that we are bad to her but thats the truth lar. furthermore, she's a SENIOR CI.

overall, this attachment is OKAY except for the CI.

photos =D

morning shift ppl *1* (:

morning shift ppl *2* (:

afternoon shift ppl *1* (:

afternoon shift ppl *2* (:


& now its back to mugging time.


just checked the exam time table & the first paper starts on 20th AUG. which is like exactly 4 weeks / 31 days from now. gosh.


20th AUG -- Biological Science Paper
21st AUG -- Medical - Surgical Paper
22nd AUG -- Paediatrics Paper


though its only 3 papers, but all are of heavy content. shall start mugging now. as there's really ALOT to remember for those 3 papers.


back to school on monday with all the presentations & exams.


31 more days.
I CAN DO IT (:

last week of attachment. & this week is like the busiest week. all of us were so damn busy in the morning, taking parameters, bathing & sponging paitients, doing dressing, serving breakfast, changing bedsheets, serve medications & the list goes on.

my shoes keep getting VERY wet almost everyday this week. cos the patients that i bathe all like to '' bathe '' me also. end up after bathing them, i myself became wet. thankfully im wearing apron. LOL.


there's this VERY VERY cute baby in the ward today. its the patient daughter. & its really cute lar. she imitates everything i do can. haha. *loves* lalala. I CANT WAIT FOR KKH ATTACHMENT !!


headaches for my presentations. i have not a single clue on how to continue them lar & ppl are helping by not contributing to it. *sighs*


well, ppl are selfish, they all want some good for themselves & its not wrong. but too much of selfishness is really too much. dont think that ppl are treating you very good means that you can bully them. furthermore, they are not just your friends, they are the cliques that you hang out with in school. you can even say since we haven started on the research for the stuffs, why SHOULD you start first?? please lar, there's no starting first or wadsoever can. mine you, its a GROUP project. & if you dun change your attitude, you are going to start losing friends...


i lost hope again.


3 more days.
i'll survive (:

yayness. went out with zhu ytd. & gave her her bdae prezzie from me & eve. =)) hope you like it my les partner. haha. went to far east shop shop. & bought a dress. LOL. then walked around in orchard. luckily i noe my way round in orchard cos that zhu is a '' lu chi '' . =P

& went to amk to have project work meeting todae. well, at least its halfway through le. =) & then went to walk walk at amk hub. & bought a bag there. LOL. i should control my spending already. been like spending way too much this month. =(


down to 5 more days le. & im on morning shift at team 1 tmr. hope it wun be that busy.


& they say EXAM TIME TABLE will be out tmr. gosh.



( though i noe u wun read, but i still wanna write here ) please please cheer up alrite. i hate to see you so down. & stop having -ve thoughts can.


i'll survive (:

LOL. todae is friday the 13th. haha.

bed 18 was discharged ytd & so todae the bed is vacant. but then this morning around 8 plus 9 like that, the call bell rang for bed 18. the other staff nurses was like calling out, " eh , students, bed 18 calling lar " . i was like, what the... cos supposedly there's no one at bed 18.

so i went to bed 18 & off the call bell. & i asked the EN and my friend there did they press the call bell. & they were like, " we so free go press the call bell ar. cant you see we just brought patient back from the toilet. " LOL.

then my team staff nurse said, " ah.. todae is friday the 13th, be careful ar, they like to play on this day. " diaoz...


LOL. todae was quite okay. & 10 days of attachment is over le. left with 5 more days & its back to school with the hectic schedule lar.


& i haven started studying for my BCLS theory and my presentation.


i'll survive (:

i really have no idea why that name daniel keep appearing in front of my eyes. its like i can see the name so often & like everywhere.

wad this means actually ??


either im thinking too much or its something else.


think im quite aggressive & violent few days back. haha. its PMS. blame it on them. no wonder when ppl say smth, i will confirm shoot them back. LOL.



well, now you know how i feel that time when you treat me like this.


im not making sense in this post here. oh wadever.

just back from bravo bbq like 1 hour ago. damn shag lar can.

& now gotta prepare to go down for national competiton le. ~ tired ~


ALL THE BEST TO THE NC TEAM. YOU ALL CAN DO IT !! =D


GOOD LUCK TO ZONE 8 =))


tmr going to rush everything like siao char bo.


i'll survive (:

YES !! 1 week of attachment is OVER. =P LOL.

afternoon shift is about the same as morning shift. almost NOTHING TO DO. we can finish all the things that is to be done in 1 hour & then for the rest of the day, walked around, occasionally attend to call bells.

maybe its because this time round is a B2 ward. not as hectic & many beds as C class ward.


i noe some names are pretty common, but i dun expect them to be so COMMON in this ward. there are like 4 ppl in this ward by the name of '' daniel '' . LOL. 1 of them is the PRCP student & the rest are patient. like duh lar. makes it so confusing. LOL. not that i mine.


& brother ( cos he a male nurse manager ) let us off work 5 minutes earlier. hahaha. he's like: " student student, you all can go home already. sign out as 9PM. heh heh =P


im so hungry now. i only ate a popiah during the first break & ate nothing during the second break. cos brother was in the tea room & when we went in for our second break, he started to talk to us about nursing career & that stuffs. & that took like 1 hour when our break is supposed to be 30 mins. LOL.

so can only munch on bread now as im VERY TIRED & LAZY to cook instant noodles le. =(


i doubt im sleeping early tonight. i still got my CASE STUDY due on MONDAY to rush for.


i'll survive (:

guess wad??

i slept from 8pm ytd nite till this morning de 11am. PRO HOR. cos i got a BAD headache & im feeling damn tired, so went to sleep at such an early timing. =D

but now got to chiong the case study already. luckily todae im on afternoon shift. then can wake up so late & still do abit of the case study. HAHA.


feel that im a PIG during attachment. keep eating non - stop when there's a break. its like i NEVER see FOOD before. LOL.


my clinical instructor is so UNREASONABLE.


i'll survive (:

13 MORE DAYS.

& there's a case study to be presented on NEXT MONDAY. oh my tian. how am i going to finished it when my sat & sun are occupied ?

after the case study, there's another presentation for other stuffs too. -.-


PRCP students are those year 3 who are having 6 weeks straight of attachment & then after that, they will pass out as STAFF NURSES. thanks to THOSE from the previous batch who feedback that PRCP should be longer. we now have 12 WEEKS ( 3 months ) straight of attachment in year 3 before we pass out. thats it. from my batch onwards.


i'll survive (:

FIRST day of attachment. & my clinical instructor is naggy lar. can nag at things that are not important for like 1 hour with us standing up when there are like tea room for you to sit down & talk.

todae is quite slack cos there is only ONE shift for the day. & there are like 15 of us in one SHIFT. so basically things get done pretty fast with the number of students plus staff nurses & enrolled nurses. LOL.

tmr is gonna be different. cos there are TWO shifts tmr. & the number of students is halfed. LOL. meaning MAYBE cannot slack. hahaha.


but still, im tired &

im talking nonsense here.

its 26th SNCO POP at greenview sec ytd. went down for some talks & viewing of the parade.

CONGRATS to the 11 deltas who passed & promoted to SERGEANT. GOOD JOB guys. =DD


ate dinner there & after everything went to loyang point MAC for some talks & then back home le.


3 weeks of attachment starts tmr. SIAN. lets hope that it'll be a less tiring attachment for us. its B2 ward, so hopefully the patients there will be a little easier to take care of.


meeting up for projects & having to go back to school to practise for BCLS is going to be difficult during attachment.


i'll survive :)