sweetdreams

31st dec 2008, the last day of year 2008. this year hasnt been a great year i supposed. too many things happened, but well, not forgetting those happy memories (:


SCHOOL
school has been pretty good for this year. passed my semestral exams pretty okay, and now going through the last lap before graduation.

FAMILY
always home late due to many reasons, but well, its still alright luh, i shld be a good girl and stay at home more often. hahaha.

WORK
3 mths of PRCP. now left with 1 more month to the completion of it. like so damn fast we gonna graduate and become a Registered Nurse. i totally cant imagine how it would be like.

R/S
this year simply sucks. not gonna comment on it.


anyway, to sum up Year 2008,

#1 : i got fooled
#2: i cried
#3: i went drinking many times
#4: i did stupid things cos of that
#5: friends rocks (:
#6: work sometimes really sucks
#7: i turned 19. last teen before the big 2.


countdown later. MarinaSquare. i wanna see fireworks :D

sweet dream last night.

30 more days.

HAPPY 19TH BDAE :D

thanks all for the presents. loveyou all (:

loved (:

happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,


HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ME :D

[edited]

thanks all for the birthday wishes. thanks for the presents. am so touched lah. haha. like meizhu who msged me though she's at China. thanks all for remembering :)

spent this year birthday at st john day camp. super tiring, but still alright lah. dinner at coffee shop and back home to sleep. theday was spent just like that =.-


some wishes didnt came though, i was really expecting it, but oh well...


pictures will be uploaded soon (:

at least you wished.

i thought you forgot.

34 more days.

will you be here

XMAS was super nice (: went k-singing again (: and my lovely friends surprised me with a cheesecake from bakerzin. awww, so sweet of them luh, its like we are singing and suddenly they walked in from the door carrying the cake with candles lighted up and singing b'day song :D i was damn damn shocked luh. appreciated for the advance b'day celebration :D


hoegarden mixed with vodka and martell. horrible terrible taste.


last day of being 18.

tomorrow's a special day (:

1 more day (:

35 more days.

you werent here

MERRY MERRY XMAS :D


xmas eve was awesome (: went for bbq at SengKang. we damn zai, didnt book pit but used aluminium tray, to set fire for bbq at void deck. and its a sucess, all the food turned out to be nicely cooked :D total shiokness :)


beer + red wine + hard liqour dont go well together.
the taste totally sucks when mixed and drink.


damnit. im having a bad bad headache now.


tonight will be a FUN NIGHT :D

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲

变成两部悲伤的电影

为什么你 带我走过最难忘的旅行

然后留下最痛的纪念品

36 more days.

it left a deep mark

my 6th sense is like damn accurate
those little actions, can made me guess whats going on
and true enough, it always turn out to be what i expected
so this time round, im not surprised at all
cos i guessed it already, and knew that it will turn out this way


like what they always say, woman's 6th sense is the most accurate

are you holding back like the way i do?

39 more days.

you dont seem to understand

19th dec 08, Friday

was on morning shift that day. went back home to prepare some stuffs and went to jas's house to slack awhile. met up with my pri sch mates at Bedok 85 for supper (: don brought along 2 of his air force friends too (: didnt managed to finish up all the food cos apparently everybody's full =.- and my dearest vicky didnt turn up lah :(

decided to head over to E-Hub for movie. don drove all of us over. and we caught the 2am movie, YES MAN! damn funny lah the movie. very very nice (: YES YES YES !

movie ended arnd 4am and he drove all of us back home. slept for 30mins before i wake up and go work. damn shag i tell you.


20th dec 08, Saturday

was DAMN SLEEPY during work. and im super impatient on that day cos of sleepyness. damnit lah. but its okay, survived through work and went home to prepare before i head out again.

met kristin darling first to pass her her belated birthday present and xmas present (: glad you liked it (: and she passed me my early birthday present too! thankyou girl :D

missed the cohesion cos of work :(

head over to Coffee Bean to meetup with the rest. and went over to E-Hub for K-Singing :D sang from like 8pm to 3am. super shag again. but enjoyed the fun over there (: jianwen came and fetch us all on the lorry, WOOO, damn exciting ride lah. HAHA :) home at 4am and concuss on the bed immediately.

thanks to mdm xu for the xmas gift, teachers for the vouchers :D


slept till today 4pm, thankfully im not working today can. well , there's still many things undone, work and sjab stuffs, gonna go try and finished it up.

will update again, many exciting programs next week :D

你不是真正的快樂

你的笑只是你穿的保護色

40 more days.

i wish and i wish

6th week of PRCP. gonna end the week soon. working and working. used to going work everyday, alternate shifts every other day. doing things like we are already SN. another 6 more weeks till the end of PRCP. another 2 more weeks till the 2nd Appraisal for us. i have yet to submit my application, will do it when i have the free time. and YAY, nurses' bonus is like WOW and the pay is increasing. GOOD GOOD :D


there's this doc, who looked almost like him, smiled like him, talked like him and even the way he walked is the similar to him. well, its nice to have someone like him working tgt.


had a short and sweet meetup with the girls at PS ytd (:
simple dinner at Ajisen.
short catching up session at starbucks.
& gift exchange for xmas :D


my schedule is like fully fully booked. cant wait for countdown, gonna be damn fun la :D and tmr's meetup with the pri sch mates for supper :)

你說我給你太多 卻不能給我什麼

分不清激情 承諾 永恆或迷惑

愛情是一道傷口 我們各自苦痛

沉默是我最後溫柔 是因為我太愛你

43 more days.

am lost

5th week of PRCP. more and more responsibilities. more stuffs that we have to know. doctors handwriting are the worst. sometimes it seems to me that they are drawing rather than writing. i have no idea why on earth they must rush through their writing. but some have very nice handwriting though (:

NUS Nursing Students started their attachment today. 2 of them are attached to my ward. and 1 of them is yanqi (: haha, was a surprise when i saw her :D but their uniform looks abit weird though.


i hate to push away meetups dates just cause of work. its like so irritating lah!


my driving is getting better :D


ZOUKOUT is on 13th DEC. this saturday. still thinking if i should go anot.


i really hate to do all these stuffs. but i've got no choice. and your ''words'' doesnt help. thanks alot.

52 more days.

you made me realised

YAY. finally DECEMBER is here (:
I LOVE DECEMBER :D


been very very busy with work. ward is forever so busy, forever full house. the earliest that we can leave ward for afternoon shift is at 10pm. the latest is well, depends on that day. damn damn tiring after a day of work.

4th week working in the ward. getting used to it already. though its hard to deal with fussy patients and relatives, still we have to learn how to manage them although some are being really irresponsible.

and for goodness sake, nurses are not maids. just cause we have to provide holistic care for the patients doesnt means that you all can treat us like maids okay. damn angry lah !!


oooh. and there's this cute doctor in the ward. HAHA (:


practically for the whole of december, im booked. for work, camps, sj activities and my off days are like so little, makes it difficult to meet up with friends. RARR!!


sigh. WHY?

58 more days.