have not been updating my blog for fews days le....but also nvm la...nobody will be interested in reading de lor...maybe onli me ...haha....this days at home veri bored.. cannot go out also...sian.... hmm....yesterday went down for st john..was the CDO for this wk lor... COS is angeline ...haha.....

yesterday was physical training and games day lor...was vey fun playing and doing exercise together ... hmm...me and ken was the p.t instructor for that day, so had to lead the corp in doing the warm up exercise.. haha...was veri funny...keep laughing the whole time...then after that, alpha planned a game of captain's ball for the whole corp..and the winning got to play with the instructors.. guess who won?? of course is we insructors la...haha....

then after that, went to S11 to eat dinner with sir william,sir pt,sir yz, yq,bh,daryl, cass and jas...cass and jas have to go home ear,y so they left first...then the rest of us sit there talk rubbish... yq suggested go play lan and they all agree lor...haha...then sir william sent me home 1st then drive them go play lor.... funni n irritating things happen in the car ...then made my spine so pain lor...arghhh!!!!!!!

hmm....have been thinking for past few days... have i really changed?? to a better person or worse??...i can't seem to get the ans....a lot of things are on my mind... is that really wad i want?? i dun noe...i may seems to be happie , but do u all know wad am i going thru inside... nvm...i'm crapping ....nobody will care.... ignored wad i juz said ....