just watched a 2 hrs bugs bunny cartoon ... goes to show how bored i am ... LOL

bleahx... now super duper heavy rain... nice weather to sleep... z.z.z

read jia cai's blog.... found it very funny .. hahas... =)

i'm bored . i'm bored . i'm bored.

seems like i got things to do... but i don't feel like doing... lalala

think i'm in a damn weird mood now

When we're incomplete, we're always searching for somebody to complete us.
When, after a few years or a few months of a relationship,
we find that we're still unfulfilled,
we blame our partners and take up with somebody more promising.
This go on and on until we admit that,
while a partner can add sweet dimensions to our lives,
we, each of us, are responsible for our own fulfillment.
Nobody else can provide it for us.


maybe, just maybe i should give up...

hope is like a road in the country
there was never a road
but when people walks on it
the road comes to existence

sometimes i really wonder , is it just a dream ...

now it's like so early lar.... LOL...

okaes.. ytd went out with fish and pig... hmm... not bad .. going out with animals... LOL.... went to watch '' little man'' ... the show was quite funny lar... but also a little bian tai lor... no wonder it's NC 16... haha..... after that,came out from the cinema.. think it's was me, who suggested want to watch another movie ma.. [ money must be dropping from the sky ] .. then those 2 was like okie lor... haha... this time round watch horror show... '' the haunted apartment '' also NC 16 de ... that was scary lor... like wad fish say, pay $7 to scare ourselves... hmm... think i watch half of movie with one eye only... -.-'''... haha....

hehe... not bad ar... watch TWO movies in a day... and the interval are like 30 minutes only.... LOL...

oh ya.... that blur fish did smth that was so so embarassing lar... ai yo... make mi and pig feel so -.-''' ....... wahahaha [ u want to noe ] ?? haha

lalala.... i want HOTEL gathering ... LOL....

so fast... sept gonna be over le...october is coming soon.... very soon, sch gonna start , and projects will start to come... LOL....

jinG xinG 's mastErpiecE =) ~~ HOtel o6 ~~ UNITED WE STAND

here are some more photos taken on POC day... =)

Zone 8 Newly commissioned Officers
yong qing, sir william , ME and yang zhen =)
ME and yong qing [ he's trying to act tall ] haha
ME, gerald and evelyn
ME, meizhu and evelyn

hmm...there are still some more photos which haven been sent to me yet... haha... will upload soon...=)

here's the song that we sang on POC that touched our dearest instructors... haha

NO SECRETS
I'll Remember You

It has been so long
Since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
Hoping they will never change
Cuz what we had
Can't be replaced
Don't let our memories fade away
Keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
I can do almost anything
Stood there by me
Through the tears
Through everything

Chorus:
I'll remember you
And baby that's forever true
You're the one I'll always miss
Never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you
No matter what you're goin' through
In my heart you'll always be
Forever baby
I'll remember you

I'll promise you I won't forget
The times we shared
The tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back
To meet again someday
Even though we go separate ways

You made me believe
That I could do almost anything
You stood right by me
Through the tears through everything

Repeat chorus

If the day should come when you need someone
You know that I'll follow
I will be there
Don't ever let there be a doubt in your mind
Cuz I'll remember you
You

Repeat chorus

Forever baby
I'll remember you

todae supposed to go see movie de... but sotong missy fish actually forgot todae is her father b'dae....LOL... and she rmb it todae... -.-''' so blur dunnoe how to be missy also... wahaha..... so it's postpone till tmr le...

and the weather todae is not bad ... very cooling... to sleep... considering the fact that i just woke up... haha.... =p

ytd was OTC graduation night... at THE LEGENDS ... at fort canning... yups... was so much fun .. =) haha... commissioned as a grade (vi) officer le... yups... Congrats to all..... here are the photos taken ytd ... =D

inside the ballroom

sir jia cai and mdm eileen ( Group instructor and assist group instrutor )

us before the commissioning ceromony
HOTEL '06 formal
HOTEL '06 informal
woo.... we are creative =p
smile =)
HOTEL '06 nursings
HOTEL '06 ambulance
us before group performance
on the stage
we were singing '' i'll remember U '' [ dedicated to our dear grp instructors ]
BRAVO DIVISION 2006 =)

woa..... one week of polyclinic attachment is over le... it's like quite fast lar... 3 weeks of attachment is over le.. now comes the best part... holidays... which means more sleeping time for me... Zzzz..... i love to sleep =)

hmm... polyclinic is really very different from hospital... cannot do hands on, only can OBSERVE ... so spend my 5 days, 40 hrs , in polyclinic OBSERVING how the staff nurses treat the patient, counsel the patient...

best of all, i enjoy todae's attachment the most... cos i'm at immunization room... which means there's a lot of BABIES ... wahahaa.... but they poor thing lar, come in smile smile, then the needle poke in, start crying liao... whole day playing with babies, they all are so CUTE de.... chubby chubby de... so nice to touch and play with... haha....

BABIES ARE THE BEST =)

LOL.... haha....

this missy over here is crazy.... just like the doctors that she came across ...

-.-'''

so long nv post liao... also lazy to post lar... come back from attachment very tired liao... so go dating with my bed lor.... [ a bit lame ] ...

oh ya... i got a lot [ and i mean A LOT ] of brochures from the polyclinic ... cos the staff nurse kept asking to take and say projects can use as references lor... so , we kept taking and taking..... end up having a huge mountain of brochures... and now, i dunnoe where to keep it..... LOL

these few days, think i'm getting lamer and lamer liao.... LOL

met a lot of nice friends there ... =)

3 more weeks of holidays

彩虹眼泪-- sweety

他总是不了解
我那些假装的无所谓
关于那些 是是非非
爱的疲惫 又有谁能陪
我总不够坚决
才会在爱里面绕圈圈
我学得会
口是心非 不要流泪
天上的眼泪
他好像懂我的心碎
懂得轻轻给我一些安慰
我们应该要了解
伤了心有种爱的美
天上的彩虹
总出现在天晴雨过
我已经懂得轻轻的放手
就算我觉得难过
你会在我身边守候
陪我一起去看彩虹
你总是不自觉
才会在爱里面绕圈圈
让他去飞
留个泪水才能学会
擦干了成长的泪水
搭上了幸福的地铁
远方有个声音
那一定会是你

OTC grad is tmr , gonna go prepare my uniform le =)

seems like the gap btw us is getting further and further ... and i wonder why ....

went down for badger competition todae... was late meeting them ...

and mr lim yong qing is sick todae

i from logistics jump to casualty simulation... LOL... then become by stander in the case study le... the badgers are so cute can... haha... i see them do case ... they all look so naive lor....

hehe.... a part of conversation btw me and one badger boy during case

me: my friend here in pain
badger boy: orh... [ tell to casualty ] ... nan er liu xue bu liu lei
me: [ trying not to laugh ] he is malay
badger boy: orh... i translate lor... man bleed but dun cry
me: [ still trying my best not to laugh ] when will ambulance come?
badger boy: aiyo... ambulance is not ferry, cannot say come then come... wad if got traffic jam leh?? must wait hor.....
--> the way he said it is so cute and funny
** mdm huiling burst out laughing =)
** P.S : he is only 9 yrs old....

hahaha..... during lunch time ...also very funny...

badger boy: i dun like to eat that one
wee kiat: that is call sausage, very nice one
badger boy: eee.... i dun like
wee kiat: try the hot dog lar... very nice de... u confirm will like....
badger boy: really meh??
wee kiat: ya ... if u dun eat, later the sausage run away and come find u at night
badger boy: [ gobble up the sausage within 2 bites ]

LOL......badgers are all so so cute =D

then they got sing the badger song and cheer.....

prize presentation is next... and time for the badgers to go home le....

pack up time... and it's then time for us to go home le... =)

overall, todae was okie ba....

but throughout the whole event.. the flu and sore throat is still VERY irritating...

mondae start my polyclinic de attachment le... 1 week .... at geylang east polyclinic lor.... dun even noe where is the place... LOL... then after that have to rush home to go down for zone meeting le... wad a way to start my week....

from my start of holidays till now.... seems like all i'm having are attachment and sjab... -.-'''

tmr want go watch movie de... but now cannot liao lor....

i hope my wish will come true

ytd went down to yumin primary with yq and yangzhen to teach badger first aid... hmm... got 7 of them... 2 reserve lor... then teach till 6 plus then the kids want go home le... LOL... haha... went for dinner after that...

todae also going down to yumin... this time without yq... haha.... b4 that meeting yangzhen to discuss wad to each them .... hmm... after that going to NHQ to prepare the things for tmr badger competition...got to be there by 6pm lor.....

and missy fish wants to meet for lunch after her attachment which is 3 plus 4 le...LOL

tmr is badger competition... first time seeing badger comp also.....

eh.... *** and ******* is it true??? LOL

I HATE

and

I SERIOUSLY HATE

FLU AND SORE THROAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

flu and sore throat is still torturing me...

and now i got headache... all becos of flu & cough

=(

how i wish i could recover faster

flu and cough is really terrible

already wasted 1 box of tissue le

and i think i'm going to use more

arghhh!!!!!!

feeling so sick and terrible =(

haha... i'm so happie ... LOL

i passed all my modules ... * clap clap*

haha.....

now can enjoy my holidaes with no worries liao... hehe.... =)

i'm back from camp ... =p ...

hmm...lets update about camp ...

Camp Day 1

took taxi with evelyn from chua chu kang station to sarimbun camp ... reach there at 6.40pm... just in time for flag lowering ....LOL... missed out all the activities in the morning .... hmm... had song session in the night.... learnt many many new songs and cheers .... had lots of fun ... =) after that got supper and debrief... and lights off le.. here comes the best part... had triage.... not once but 3 times ... and all were sent back to bunk at 5am ....and we got to fall in at 6am for flag raising...

Camp Day 2

had pt in the morning... that was fun ... haha.... and had land expedition ... had to walk 20km... using map and compass..... hmm.... got 3 instructors follow us... mdm eileen , sir william and inotrek trainer; wati.... ..walked from 11.30 am to 6pm..... and i got sunburn lor... looked like a cooked prawn ... haha....hmm..... encouragements from the group kept us going ... HOTEL ROCKS !!! ... back to campsite... started to prepare for our camp fire le..... and i totally enjoyed the campfire... it was so so fun ... and both bravo and alpha senior instructors went crazy... LOL....haha.... had perfomance by individual groups and there was a competition for it..... sierra was the 2nd and juilet was the 1st... though bravo din win.... our BRAVO SPIRIT is there ... haha... BRAVO ROCKS TOO !!

Camp Day 3

same thing... pt in the morning... lead by sir william.... had a jog outside the camp..... after that breakfast.... and a telematch.... hehe... BRAVO was the first to complete lor... haha.... then area cleaning.... debrief.... and then book out le... took the bus that was supposed to go to HQ.... but in the end it went to bedok.. haha... gd lor... so near ... but the rest who lived very far.... had to either take train or taxi back le... then share cab with yq........ cos were too tired to take train back home le... haha

then reach home le... bathe liao... and i'm off to bed le... din even eat dinner can... haha....slept till now lor... haha.... and i'm still tired... LOL....

best thing is .... my sore throat became worse in camp... my voice totally changed lor........

this camp is tiring but FUN =)

horoscope for the day ....

You should make a solid effort to enjoy yourself today, no matter what you have to do. If you're running errands, why not take the scenic route or explore a shortcut? If you're working, try to get social with some coworkers and share a little more about what motivates you. If you're at school, soak up the lectures with gusto. Joy isn't something that's given to you on a silver platter -- it's something you have to find.

i missed you while i'm in camp...

tmr camp le...

and i'm so sick can??

headache since i start work todae....

and stupid sore throat just wun recover.....

wth lor...

hope everything goes smoothly tmr............

i'm gonna miss you ~~

will be away to camp from friday to sunday...

yupss....

gonna be a tiring one....

so damn tired now ....

missy prawn in training

=p

my throat hurts...

my head hurts....

flu and coughs sucks....

especially when i'm having holidays

arghh.... sore throat is terrible... hurts when i talks... haiz...

as usual , very very busy in the ward... well... kept me occupied till 3pm... we were all so punctual when it's time for us to leave... but not when it's time to start work... LOL....

otc de grp meeting postpone to tmr le.... so having it at 6pm at ... esplandae i think.... hmmm..... gonna discuss lots of things....

this song suits my feeling ...

haiz......

i've lost all hopes

feeling so down can see that you dun care anymore

hmm.... still sick ....

and that feeling is terrible

haiz......................

ytd AGI was still okae ba.... was very tired after the whole thing le.... took cab back with yq, hwee chin and grace.... then me and yq went to coffee shop to find mdm xu they all lor... was too tired that i din even ate my dinner ... just sit there and chit chat .... reach home 10 plus alreadi... and was off to bed le...

todae attachment was the busiest one that i had... no time to even rest also.... and the time pass so quickly .... and at one point of time.... i suddenly miss you so much... maybe busy is good.... then i can at least forget what is going on in my mind ...... and dun think about it..... haiz..............

this week is a damn packed week....

mondae to fridae got attachment.... tuesdae got otc grp meeting.... fridae to sundae got otc camp.... hmmm.... schedule is so packed.... especially fridae...when i have to rush down to camp after my attachment.....

finally i'm done with my assignment le.....

some say exams results are out this week.... so nervous can... hope can pass all modules.... =)

i shld give myself one slap to wake me up

arrhhhh ........

i sucks

i sucks

i sucks

got nothing to say about me

i should just disappear from here

and not see things that will hurt me

that will make me sad

that will make me feel.................

haiz.......

hmm.....nvm........i shld just keep my mouth shut

tmr got AGI... actual thing le... nervous sia... LOL... ... gonna be a long long day... hope everything goes smoothly ba...

haiz.... having a bad headache now.... and still sick..... haiz....

i shld go and slp now... and shut my mind off everything ...

1st week of attachment is finally over le .... left with 2 more weeks...

hmm.. got to start on my assignments le... if not cannot finish ... LOL...

haiz... down with fever, flu and cough ...... haiz.....

i really miss you _