Thursday, January 31, 2008

todae was the last day of attachment for the PRCP students. they are so called the staff nurses already !! & soon it'll be our turn.

handed up the case study. had pharmocology test too. was quite okay just that i forgot some of the medications. did dressing & was assessed by the CI. good comment given (: haha.


having a bad headache.
RARR !!!!


i cant wait for weekends (:


tough time dun last tough man do

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

@#*(@*$& freaking morning shift tmr.


wads more to say. i simply hate afternoon to morning shift. RARRR!!!


case study still not done. not yet read through the medications for the pharmocology test tmr. RARRR !!!!


many stuffs still not done.
yet so little time.
why cant a day have 48 hrs?


- life is not measured by the number of breaths we take; but by the moments that take our breath away -

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

rants. its just the same old routine in the ward.


pharmocology tests on THURSDAY !!!! need to know all the indications, implications of all the medications in the ward. like only 1 more day to go. RARR!!


been sayng lots of vulgarities this few weeks. maybe its due to stress? haha. got scoldings from quite many cos too much are coming out from me. OPPS. haha.


& my lower back is damn pain :(


没有理由会这样

Monday, January 28, 2008

wad an unlucky day it is.

1) 9 discharges from the team when im on afternoon shift. resulting in 9 continuous admissions which is damn hectic lar. 1 after another =_=

2) i din noe i cut my finger, until i used alcohol rub to clean my hand, & the stinging/painful sensation is enough to make my hand turn numb :(

3) accidentally bump into the bed & resulted in a big blue-black on my right kneecap :(

4) a patient held my arm way too tight when i was shifting him in the bed & ends up i have lots of red scratches on my arm. & its still visible now :(

5) had a sudden cramp in my feet during work that made me limp for 1 hr plus :(


dunnoe wad came into me todae. HAIZ.


haven complete the case study, maybe i shld go sleep now, cos im damn tired + my lower back is damn pain :(


我不想懂得

Sunday, January 27, 2008

had comp trg in the morning. overslept but still managed to reach on time =D ended at 1 plus, lunch + crapping sessions at coffee shop. walked to 201 to take bus 9 home. & reached home at arnd 4 plus.


slept till 9pm, woke up to sing bdae song for SIS, ate cake, gave presents & its back to bed again. LOL. slept all the way till todae 12.30pm. wahaha. very long nv had such long hrs of sleep already =P was supposed to go online ytd evening to discuss smth, but then both of us slept through lar =_=


very fustrated.
i dunnoe how to continue it.


will it happen?

Saturday, January 26, 2008

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SIS =D

Friday, January 25, 2008

1 week of attachment is OVER. 8 more days to go.


did a very deep dressing today. the diabetic wound was on the front part of the foot, about half the size of the foot + the sole & it was at least 3-4cm deep with lots of blood. when i removed the old dressing, there was at least 8 layes of thick gauze, all soaked with blood & was dripping. had a hard time removing as the gauze sticks to the wound. & the CI keep asking if im alright, she's afraid that i might faint cos there's too much blood. but im OKAY =)

the cleaning part was quite tedious as its very bloody. covered it with lots of gauze & used 2 bandages with the help of the CI.


& straight after that it was break time =_=


learnt how to do bladder scan todae (: managed to complete 1/4 of the case study too !!


many ppl says they gain/lose weight during attachment, but it doesnt apply to me. wahahha =P


i LOVE weekends =D

Thursday, January 24, 2008

was super tired this morning. almost couldnt wake up on time =_=


did 2 dressings, given injections, serve medications, & do those junior work like parameter, changing bed sheets...) even with the PRCP students, its still very very busy, wonder how we are going to cope when they end their PRCP like next week.


haven get started on my case study YET. chose the case already, but there's no time for me to copy all the information down :(


i hate it when we have attachments before semestral exams. how can we study when we are so freaking tired already. its like during the CNY period that we can get to study =_=


well well, at least i have wonderful friends that make posting so fun, doing those silly stuffs that only we ourselves know =D


ok, im not making much sense cos my brain isnt awake YET =_=


you say it best, when you say nothing at all

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

3rd day of attachment & its freaking tiring in C class ward.

never - ending stufffs to do from the moment i start my shift =_= 1 admissions after another. the ward is forever busy, not easy to find time for breaks also.


just back from afternnoon shift & im on morning shift tmr !#(&!^#& !


my back hurts.
my eyes still red & swollen.
im very very very tired.


im really damn fcuking irritated all these.


im still waiting

Monday, January 21, 2008

im blogging in a very sleepy & f***ing irritated mood.


first day of attachment was not too bad. was posted to ward 44 like again. when i walked pass the last office door, memories of my grandfather came back again.

there's NYP PRCP students, NP students & of cos us. which made the entire ward looks very crowded when all 18 of us is there.

been very busy the entire day. Taking parameters, serving meds, giving injections, chit-chatting with patients, serving diets, changing diapers, doing admissions & blah blah ...

overall, tired & very pek chek.


moodless to continue anymore.


dun irritate me further

Sunday, January 20, 2008

had comp training, AGM & presentation ytd. very tiring day.


starting my 3 weeks attachment @ CGH tmr. SIAN-ED. luckily im on afternoon shift.


i've got alot more to say.
i dunnoe how to say it.
im very tired of all these.
very stressed over it.
but i cant leave it hanging there just like that.


- winners make it happen; losers let it happen -

Friday, January 18, 2008

post @ 2am

went shopping straight for 3 days, but i only bought very little stuffs =_= & seriously im totally BROKE already. must think of ways to survive for 1 & 1/2 weeks more. damn.


& i've got LEFT EYE INFECTION.

last week i think, its my right eye that is swollen, now its the left. like wth. went to see doctor & he said is infection. & that i strained my eye too much. now i've got eye drop & eye cream to apply. must be this week i chionged project work & everyday sleep at 4am =(

& now its red, swollen & painful :(

flu & sore throat with headache too.


next monday will be the start of 3 weeks hospital attachment at CGH.


RARR. i hate it lar.


dun diminished my hopes

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

post @ 1.40am


school was as usual. most lectures are finishing already. left with consolidation of the module for exams.


im getting very pissed off with somebody.

* stop irritating me, i told you we can only stay as friends, if you keep insisting then we'll wun even be friends anymore. you keep disturbing me, in sms & msn & i've already told you clearly that it will nv happen. & its making me pissed off with you*

you are my sunshine (:

Monday, January 14, 2008

post @ 1.50am


i practically rushed through the whole of this morning & afternoon just for the Research Methods Presentation. thats wad happen when ur grp mates dun bother about it at all, which makes me damn freaking pissed at them.

anyway, the lecturer said that we can pass the presentation but i dunnoe how good it will be.


WADEVER. its all over already =) finally, i chiong-ed finished all the projects & presentation. can at least relax abit. past few weeks had been really very very hectic for me, always sleeping at 4 in the morning.


went for zone meeting just now. this time round is quite long, till 11pm i think. then william send us all home.


was supposed to type out my meeting minutes. but after numerous trys to get connected to the wireless, i gave up doing. cos it simply just keep getting disconnected on me & i have to wait for like ages to get it connected back again.


heard about some stuffs. i dunnoe the actual story but i was quite shock when i heard wad happened. guess some things you just cant look on the surface only.


i should be in bed by now, replenishing my beauty sleep & sch starts at 12pm tmr. or shld i not go school? =_=


what should i do

Sunday, January 13, 2008

do you know the feeling of wanting to cry so badly but you just cant.


I DO & IT SUCKS

Saturday, January 12, 2008

one year ago, on this very same day, the same time, grandfather left us.

its his 1 year death anniversary today.


I MISS YOU.
NYP Open House Ytd was BUSY BUSY & BUSY. had so many students coming to the simulation lab, the crowd just wun stop, flowing like water. had to keep repeating those stuffs from like 11am to 6pm. very tiring :(


after that rushed down to EV for CCA Orientation. din really do much things there cos i reached like 7 plus already. but can see that its a sucess =D

went for dinner at TM foodcourt, talked & reached home already 10.30pm. bathed & watch tv. din want to touch project stuffs, simpy too tired of it already.


im damn scared. the presentation is on monday & im only on the 2nd slides. like what the f*** can. no one wants to supply info. FINE LOR. dun think can have good grade for this presentation. RARRRRRR !!!!!


you are just so fake. wat the hell lar.


seriously very very stressed up. how? my brain cells are dying so fast.


just tell me, will you?

Thursday, January 10, 2008

skipped the 10am bio tutorial todae. blah. bio tutorial is boring. spent my morning sleeping (: then went down to school at 1pm for project meeting. did 3hrs of project =.=


me: ehh, see they put picture of bush (the US president) on the ppt slides leh.
JO: really? i thot its the green colour thing. *faints already*


NYP Open House starts todae. so many ppl in sch lar. watched some of the performance. NICE =D gonna be on duty tmr for the open house. will be stationed at the simulation lab & repeating the same things from 11am to 6pm, which is like 6 hrs with breaks in btw, of cos.


usually im the only 1 & a few ppl left on msn at the time 4am like that. nobody to entertain me already. LOL =P

aiya. im so hungry now :(


am still troubling over project. just cant seems to do it right. RARRRR !!!!


*coughing* :(

i just hope this time round im correct

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

TIRED


sleep seems to be not in my dictionary now.


sch was SIAN. had briefing wad we are going to do during open house. seems like quite easy & no need to wear nursing uniform. woohoo ~

went down to ev to pass them the puncher. stayed there till 6 plus then we went to find alvin for dinner. makan & have meeting then back home.


i really hate the module research methods. difficult to do :(


Semestral Exam Timetable is out. 1st paper on 14th Feb, Valentine's Day. this time round is 4 papers, all 2 hrs long.


no more swollen eyes. but still abit painful.
but i've got COUGH :(



too much is not good.


let the past be the past & walk towards the future

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

NYP OPEN HOUSE
10TH TO 12TH JANUARY 2007


presented on Abnormal Psychology todae. was not bad i think. except that everybody was screaming when the video is showing. haha. agree lar, is abit gross & bloody. LOL. anyway, lecturer said confirm will be B+ & above *GRINS*


slept at 4.45am this morning & dragged myself up at 6.30am. went to meet siauling to pass stuff to me then slept all the way to school.


left with 1 FINAL ICA to go. but this final 1 is very difficult to do. i dunnoe how to get started on it. & presentation is on nxt monday !!!


my eye is still SWOLLEN. im having flu & sore throat.


many stuffs undone. very stressed up. SIGH.


only good memories are kept

Monday, January 07, 2008

im very sian now.


not yet eaten my dinner.
chionging ppt slides for tmr presentation.
my SWOLLEN eyes is making everything worse.
painful & itchy
causing headaches.
my cough is no better :(
i think flu is coming too :(


im very hungry.
im very tired.


HAIZ :(

Sunday, January 06, 2008

damn. i've got my right eye SWOLLEN AGAIN !!!!! plus im having cough, its totally terrible :(


how how? presentation on tuesday. present with swollen eye & cough ? RARR !!


swollen eye + cough + projects


if i were to believe

Saturday, January 05, 2008

YAY. im posting up all the long-ago's photos =D


24th Dec 07, Xmas Eve, Countdown to Xmas


SAKAE DINNER @ HERREN



XMAS LIGHTING'S =D







25th Dec 07, XMAS, KTV =)


27th Dec 07, horse Riding with old folks at Pasir Ris Park




















XMAS/ BDAE presents (: *LOVES*

thanks shuyue =D

thanks eve =D

thanks eve =D

thanks SIS =D

thanks sarmila, kaiting, jovin & shuyue =D

thanks for the NIKE bottle =D

thanks mdm xu, huimei & jas =D

thanks mdm xu for the chocolate cake =D


thanks ZHU for the mug & earrings =D


thanks kaiting for the champange chocolate =D


18th BDAE Celebration at Seoul Garden =D








a long long pictures post (:


im VERY VERY STRESSED - UP

Thursday, January 03, 2008

had night class todae. so sch went on from 11am to 8pm. tiring day.


projects really keeps me busy :(


& i've got all the photos already, but im lazy to upload it. haha. will upload tmr =D


its my LIFE (:

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

start of school todae (:

couldnt wake up on time. not used to waking up at 6.45am in the morning. LOL. then pull myself out of the bed. slept throughout the train-ride. shldnt have gone for the 9am lecture, its totally of no use & ends arnd 45 mins, for 2hrs slot.

did project in school. next tuesday presenting abnormal psychology & still quite alot undone. damn it lar.


TIRED for the whole day & thankfully its 11am lecture tmr =D


had this TOTALLY WEIRD DREAM, i dunnoe why the person is in the dream, feel so wrong =.=


off to bed. ZzzzZ =D

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

HAPPY 2008 TO ALL (:


ytd was a FUN FUN DAY (: met up with friends at marina square at 4pm. shopped arnd then went LJS for some snacks. shopped arnd again then went to suntec to play arcade. wanted to catch those cute lil bears in the machine but then no luck :( saw a guy caught 3 for his gf =.=

waited for some others to join us then went to dine in at PizzaHut (: was already quite full from LJS so din eat that much. LOL. ate 2 slices of pizza & 3 drumlets + 1 bowl of soup =D laughed like nobody's business there. haha =P bill = $90 ++ =.=

walked back to MS cos some wanted to eat Swensens ice-cream =.= but the queue was so damn long. brought Ben & Jerry ice-cream from 7-11 instead (:

went out to the steps outside MS which was already packed with LOTS of ppl =.= was deciding where to go & settled that we go esplanade there to see how's the crowd. damn lots of ppl man. walked back to MS. sat down at the table of 1 of the restaurant. ate mostly desserts & the bill was $70++ =.=

slacked there for 1 hr plus & then it was COUNTDOWN. the crowd was amazing. but the best part was the FIREWORKS. 9 mins + of FIREWORKS. damn nice =D

everything ended & was squeezing in the crowd when i saw alvin. haha. he just ended work & came out to watch the fireworks =.= LOL. haha. first to wish each other happy new year. wahahah =P

was deciding to go clubbing, so drove to Boat Quay there, but it was way too packed & the entrance fees is super expensive, so decided to go catch prawns =.= LOL. reached there arnd 2 plus am. in the end only catch 1 prawn. haha. then put the prawn back into the pond. they wanted to make me drunk, but i din =D haha. left the place at arnd 4 plus 5am. cabbed home with friends. i HATE the taxi fares. increase by per 20cents. end up fares so ex.


saw many friends at MS too =D


bathe & slept (:


was dragged out of bed by mama at 11am. dunnoe why she wants me to wake up so early for =.=


tmr is the start of sch. RARR. i dun want sch to start =.= cos my projects are still undone. cfm very minimum hrs of slp for this & next wk :(


lets see, NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS (:

1) get all B's for all my module
2) get my driving lisence before 19th BDAE
3) try to CONTROL my spending of $$ & save more
4) stay HAPPIE (:


thats all i could think of for now =)


once again, all the photos are not with me, post of pictures real soon (:


除了我自己没人懂