finally, 1 week of attachment @ IMH is over. 1 more week to go.

managed to pass through the day by playing games, interviewing patients.


& there's this ** staff nurse that refused to open the door for us when we are going home when our clinical instructor says that we can leave @ 8.45pm. RARR. ended up missing the bus & reaching home even later *roll eyes*

the case study is so =.= complicated & difficult to do. i prefer the general ward type. got to crack my brain for it. RARR.


so sleepy yet i cant sleep. got to finish up the case study.


my sore throat is making swallowing so damn pain
:(

through rain & shining days (:

yawns. im like so tired.

doing almost nothing can also makes one tired.

1 more afternoon shift tmr before i get to enjoy my weekends (:

& i've got a sore throat which hurts like f*


it just so happen that...


Do you know what it feels like?

a new skin after so long =/


same old routine. pretty lazy these days.


finally on afternoon shift tmr. i miss my precious sleep (:

我问我自己到底要的是什么

what a cold & rainy morning.


was alone @ the interchange. there's like no one & cos i missed the first bus, i've got to wait like quite some time for the bus with the cold wind & rain blowing at me.

work was so-so. nothing much for us to do also. played games, interact with them. needa find a casestudy to do tmr.


i thought IMH posting was supposed to be relaxing, but it seems the other way round.


long journey on the bus,
makes me think through quite alot,
& all my thoughts seems to be silly.

Accidentally in love

sheesh. first day of attachment @ IMH.

i hate the journey lar. freaking far can. like i got to train to pasir ris, then bused (no. 88) all the way to hougang / buangkok area. which in all + walking in took me 1 hr 15 mins. like oh-so-cool that i've got to wake up @ 4.40am in the morning, leave house @ 5.30am to reach there on time.

& it's freezing in the bus.


had orientation arnd IMH for almost the entire day. briefing in the auditorium (i think) for quite some time that ppl dozed off. zzZz...

then walk arnd IMH with the lecturer. i still find it quite confusing walking arnd IMH. needa take some time to get used to it.

was a BRAND NEW EXPERIENCE @ IMH. the patient that we came across are different, the way we do things are also not same.

& i dun like this. casestudy is due next wednesday =.=


im so very tired after this long day of doing nothing.


its either yes or no.
no in-between.
& im thinking, wad makes you suddenly think that way.

life is a show. YOU are the director.

feeling so fcuked up.

oh well, damn tired but my hands are itchy to blog for i-dunnoe-wad reason.


sj trg in the morning. sort-of-overslept. only slept at 5am last night k. then comp trg. well, .......


had a really long chat.
maybe i shld just go sleep. & not think too much.


really damn shag.
can i just f*ing dun care.
i really dunnoe wad else to do.

of all the things, why this...

total YAYNESS (:

finally exams ended. had the last paper, med-surg ytd. left the hall @ 10.30am.


went to SSDC to book my Basic Theory Exam for my driving. exam will be on 24th May. thats the earliest date that i can get (: im forking out all the payment out of my own pocket, which means im going to be so broke. & i need to get a job like sooon..


lunch @ TAKA AJISEN =D


& off to watch this movie at Cineleisure (:
PS : I Love You

totally worth the money. its a sweet yet sad & touching movie.
its about loving someone. & nothing last forever, somehow, it will come to an end.


then went shopping to DESTRESS. afterall, exams are OVER (:


left with IMH & KKH attachment. im still figuring out how i shld get to IMH. which is going to be freaking far & waking up freaking early in the morning. as you know, i have no sense of direction.


went to snip away my hair. & its umm, short? why din the person snip away all my troubles too?


i dunnoe how to put in words.
sometimes it feels real but sometimes it seems totally FAKE AT ALL.
well, nobody's perfect,
isnt it?

as we go on, we'll remember,

all the times we, had together.

3 down. 1 paper to go.


behavioural modifiaction paper was @ 9am this morning. 100 MCQs. left the hall @ 10.10am.


the 55 qns from behaviour mod. is totally =_= nvm, its OVER already. medical surgical paper tmr. haven even study for it yet.


tired leh. im thinking of a nap but then i dun think i will have the mood to study after that. so i think i better study now.


haiz. stressed you know.

whats the point of doing all these

2 down. 2 papers to go.


ytd had been studying BIO straight for like 8 hrs after reaching home from grandma hse. was so freaking tiring + all the BIO terms to rmb + rmbing everything about digestive system, the BRAIN, the nerves & blah blah blah.

paper todae was @ 12.30pm. the front part of MCQ was quite okay, but as it goes on, it became difficult & confusing. no comments for SAQ.


got to study for behavioural science already. haven even touch it yet. & it got like 3 sub module so 3 sets of lectures notes to study.


& the cramps hurts like f*
makes me damn moodless :(

which is real, which is fake

post @ 0230hrs


15th Feb

friends came over my hse to bai nian =D after which went to jovin hse for steamboat & mahjonging sessions (: whee !!! finally i get to play mahjong (: only reach home arnd 2 plus 3am. which i had to ''on call'' cab which is darn freaking expensive. & i studied till its time for me to leave house for sjab. cos i noe i will sure overslept if i went to sleep so might as well study.

NO SLEEP AT ALL !!!!


16th Feb

had sj & competition training. i guess it was the pt session in the morning that is making my muscles sort of aching now. too long never exercise already. haha =P

rushed back home then went out to mrs cho house to bai nian (: mahjonged once & i won =D haha. dai ti - ed too (: & the baby is so so cute (: left the hse @ arnd 11 plus & home near 0000hrs.


i only had drinks the entire day. NO FOOD AT ALL LAR !! except 1 bite of yusheng, 1 mini swiss roll & 1 prawn. other than that, NO FOOD CONSUMED. *faints* maybe no mood to eat todae. confirmed tmr morning will be super hungry.


just completed the proposal.
& now finally i can get to sleep =D


gonna chiong the whole of sunday for BIOLOGY.
exam on monday @ 12.30pm.

the feeling came back (:

1 down. 3 papers to go.


had mental health paper @ 4pm. was quite alright i think. though some questions were tricky. haha. left the exam hall @ 1740 hrs.

went to meet our mentor trina @ her office & she gave us:ANGBAO, tibits, our open house tee & open house goodie bag (:


3 more papers. & im not done studying for it.


oh, & HAPPY VALENTINE / FRIENDSHIP DAY =D

(:

ytd went kaiting hse to bai nian (: journey from simei to yew tee is seriously very long. haha.

makan, chit-chatted, gambled.


& off to orchard cineleisure for a movie =D
caught this movie @ 2050hrs.


super funny movie. hahaaha. cant stop laughing. though some parts are really exaggerating =P

home @ 0010 hrs.

alright, im off to study. exam tmr at 4pm.

im motivated to study hard =D

HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR =D

EVE: went to grandmama hse for reunion dinner. wonderful dinner with all the wonderful food (: din manage to gamble. wahaha.

DAY 1: went to grandma hse =D received more ANGBAOS (: dinnered & chit chatted (: all of them are so keen about my future, like when graduating & where to work after that. LOL. they suggested Australia cos the pay there is damn good & relaxing. like almost twice the pay in spore. haha, considering (:

DAY 2: went to grandmama hse in the morning, then to another aunty hse (: more & more ANGBAOS =D


later might be going out visiting again (:


i've got sore throat & i think a fever too. RARRRR !!!! have been hydrating myself since i wake up this morning. hope that tmr will be better =D


started studying for BIO already. did notes & was only 1/8 through the whole book. got to study MORE.


BYE (:

=D

whee !! just back from attachment (:
& so today marks the end of 3 weeks attachment at ward 44 =D

been quite a pleasant time working there with the staffs & friends. wun mention those unpleasant stuffs yeah (: learnt quite alot of new stuffs from this attachment. overall good comment recieved from the clinical instructor =D


doubt will even be sleeping tonight. haha.


alright, got to prepare to go grandmama house for reunion dinner =D those yummylicious food that i'll be eating later on...... wahahahah =P

HAPPY CNY =DD

big thanks to Nana for changing shifts with me for tmr so that i will be on morning & not afternoon shift =D

BAGUS (:


Reunion dinner tmr. cant wait for it. there will be so many many yummyliciuos food =D Sedup lar (:


omg. overslept this morning. thankfully the hospital is within walking distance from my house. & some ppl in the ward are so *&^@!#*&@^&*#^


u treated me this way...

sometimes when we touch

been very tired for the past few days.


had comp trg on sat. which i freaking so suay got this dumb stomachache for the entire day. makes me moodless duh. back home, ate & slept till sunday afternoon.


went out with zhu to pennisula & bugis on sunday afternoon to continue CNY shopping =D left with 1 or 2 more things to buy (:


handed up the pay form for attachment. gonna get my $130 after CNY =D


so freaking pissed with some ppl in the ward. RARR. they just dun want to use their brains to think. im always smiling to strangers, even though sometimes they get on my nerves, i still got to smile nicely at them & tolerate it.


CNY is coming in like 3 more days? & i still haven packed all the messy & untidy stuffs on my study table. maybe i'll just stack everything up & put all onto the shelf. cfm lots of nagging when mum sees it. wadever lar. i've got no time.


exams are in like 10 more day. 10 MORE DAYS you know. thats like a week plus for me to study. & there's like BIO, Behavioural Science (3 modules combine to 1 paper ), Medical/Surgical Paper, Mental Health Paper. all are freakingly CONTENT HEAVY. like WTH can.


truths hurts.
it really do.
you cant imagine how surprised im when i saw it.
i din even expect it.
& there goes everything.

truths really hurts alot

2nd week of attachment is OVER. 3 more days to go.


busy busy in the ward. feels weird without the PRCP students, sort of use to them in the ward already. haha. but there's still 4 NP PRCP students (:

given injections, done dressings, changed drip, off plug, done hypocount, parameters, diaper changing, sponging, admissions.

was feeling so restless & tired in the morning. did work with so little energy, like cant concentrate.


stomachache
sort of diarrhoea
back pain
headache
cough
> im going to be sick :(

每一段路都是一种领悟