& its this very cold everyday.
just like how my mood is.
i think im better this morning during work. i reached on time. i din fell asleep. i did everything sui sui. not like the day before, like half-dead like that.
everybody was like asking " xingjuan, did u sleep last night ", " can make it anot todae '' sian-ed lo. even some staff nurses are asking. wth can.
at least todae im in the nursery. feeding the babies, changing diapers, playing with them keeps me busy & not thinking bout anything else. the entire day of of newborn babies crying & screaming away in the room makes me only concentrate on them.
the ward is damn cold can. it think the hosp got alot of money to spare, thats why they full blast the aircon 24/7.
i have enough of coldness already.
during night in camp is also damn cold.
now attachment also damn f* cold.
weather also damn cold.
thankfully i have 2 more days to go. 2 more afternoon shift & i can say BYE BYE to attachment &
HELLO to holidays.
RESULTS IS GOING TO BE OUT AT 12 MIDNIGHT *IM DAMN NERVOUS*
i keep thinking,
did those things really happen.
cant it be confirmed?
i feel like screaming & crying, can i ?