im crazy, seriously.


friday: 30th June 08

NO school that day. dropped by NYP to look for friends then head over to Orchard for Late Night Shopping :D shopped, slacked @ starbucks till 0030hrs, then friend sent me (plus the rest) to TM to meetup with the rest for movie (:

my friend super funny, just got his lisence not long ago, then while turning, he went up onto the curb. LOL. the car jerked like mad la, those at the taxi stand & us were laughing like mad luh. hahaha =P *opps, cant laugh at ppl like that* =X


waited at MAC for them to reach then went up for movie :D

caught this show with daryl alvin youguang james pt william @ 0125hrs. nice show, but was feeling damn sleepy throughout the entire movie can. haha. show ended at arnd 4am i think. went back to EV coffeeshop to slack till 5am then went back home.

Saturday : 31st May 08

reached home, slept for arnd 45 mins & back to school for SJ trg again =.= freaking tired but no choice la. haha.


& now, my precious bed is calling me, gonna go slp now & wake up at night to go out :D


half happy half disappointed

additional lecture notes for the so called ''Sem 2'' which will start next week.


whereby 4 sets is for Med-Surg, 1 set is for clinical skills (A&E and Geron). including the Med-Surg that we had for "Sem 1", 5 sets of lecture notes will be tested as 1 during Sem Exams. =/ tell me, how are we going to study for it? 5 THICK SETS LEH!


the oh-so-great news for us. after the 2 wks of term breaks in june, we are gonna have

6 freaking ICA presentations; including the major FYP (which is already a headache)
1 clinical skill theory exam
1 clinical practical skills exam
& of course, Semestral Exams.


& so they expect us to be able to produce out 6 freaking projects for them during the 2 wks term breaks? i rather they take back the breaks & let us have lesser projects man. this is really killing us, we've already been struggling for so damn freaking hard for the past 6 wks & now there are more to come..


i swear, YEAR 3 is really damn f* stressful. ALL THANKS TO THEM for combining 2 SEMS into 1. making us study 2 SEMS of modules in 1 SEM. & all 12 THICK SETS OF NOTES will be tested in SEM EXAMS. how great isnt it.


& another great news, im down with swollen eyes again. WTF la. always happen when im rushing for presentation :((


very very deprived of sleep :((


imprinted just like a tattoo :D

im super duper tired. man, that tired feeling is cant be described...


been sleeping at 5am in the morning, rise & shine at 6.30am for 3 nights already. & tonight will be the 4th night. =/ the feeling is so damn shag can. im so so so deprived of sleep LAR :((

been rushing projects after projects like nobody business. like as if everyone is super human beings.

dun even know why i went school also. everybody is just stoning around. lectuer hall is dead slience, except for the lecturer's monotonous voice, which always put us to sleep.


& my mind simply isnt working. i kept sending smses to the wrong ppl for the entire day =.= dun even noe wad the hell im doing can.


I HATE LAST MINUTE STUFFS. but who to blame huh? grp work doesnt equals to 1 or 2 ppl working. it means the entire grp working tgt. after 2 years plus of project work, they still dun understand. HAIZ. WADEVER LA. i cant be bothered to think more.


my brain is so damn tired that it shuts off and i dunnoe wth im doing now.


Management Presentation Tmr.
GoodLuck to ME :D


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you know that i wun lie (:

AHH !! Attachment Schedule is out already !!

11th Aug to 23rd Aug - SEM EXAMS

25th Aug to 29th Aug - Emergency Dept (1wk)

1st Sept to 5th Sept - Operating Theatre (1wk)

6th Aug to 12th Oct - Vacation (5wks)

13th Oct to 31st Oct - Geron Ward (3wks)

1st Nov to 9th Nov - 1 wk Break

10th Nov 08 to 30th Jan 09 - 12wks PRCP

total: 17wks of attachment in SEM 2

damn, gonna be real busy these few weeks. FYP to rush, many other projects to rush too.

& i cant wait for June term break (:

SIS is taking her MT O's Level Paper tmr.
GoodLucK TO HER & ALL THOSE WHO ARE SITTING FOR IT :D
JIAYOU !!


someone who can keep it REAL :D

Photos : Clubbing @ Zouk on 21st May :D

outside Plaza Sing (:

Phuture dancefloor (:

vodka is loved :D

4AM IN THE MORNING :D

thats all the pictures that we took that night (: most prob next clubbing session shld be during term break (:

And now, i know i cant be the only one :D

caught the show ''Made of Honour'' todae.

sweet & funny show (:

ending was kinda expected though.

treasure what you have now

不要等到失去后才后悔

[edited]
22nd May was KENNETH CHIA 16TH BDAE.
HAPPIE BELATED BIRTHDAY :D


rahh. still not enough sleep,
gonna have an early sleep tonight :D


when you looked my way :D

21st May, Wed

school @ 9am. being good, i went for it =.= ended school at 1pm. reached home, bathe, rest & went out. met up with the rest at Plaza Sing for dinner. ended up we gotta rush down to zouk cos its almost full already.

reached, got the chop, placed bag on shelf & went in to chill. its like way too early to be there luh, like 10pm ONLY. chilled, drank vodka, slacked till 11 plus where everyone made their way to the dance floor :D

with friends working at zouk as bouncer/bartender, free drinks is not a problem (:


& so, after 11 rounds of vodka each, we got pretty high & went over to the dance floor. music that day was nice & shiok :D danced from 11pm to 4am. during which, lots of things happened at the dancefloor. & groups dancing, have guys to encircle it. cos its way toooo crowded & squeezy already !

& so with the guys outside, the girls inside, we danced like there's no tmr (:


had final rounds of vodka before we left zouk at 4plus am. danced till like damn thirsty & tired. new friends made tooo :D

supper/breakfast at some coffeeshop near there. cabbed home at 6.30am, bathed & slept from 7.30am to 7pm.


& just woke up, ate dinner & did my E Learning online. oh well, im lazy to d/l all the tutorials cos i wun even open to do it, so i just did the online survey to mark attendance (:


geez, they just msg-ed, maybe going drinking again later on in the night. oh well, there's no school tmr so no worries :D


photos will be up when i get it from my friend's camera (:


but something happened for the very first time with you
my heart melted to the ground, found something true (:

the weather is seriously very very hot. i just wanna hide inside an air-conditioned room =.=

TADAH !! after 1 year from the exam, i finally got my BCLS cert (:

see, its dated 15th Aug 2007 =.=

left with 1 more valid year =.=

alright, another good news from sch :D

no lessons on friday = NO SCHOOL

which goes to say, i can take a break from sch on both thursday & friday :D & including sat & sun, 4 FREE DAYS :D

im very very sleepy right now... YAWNS ....

exact posting time: 1.49am,Wednesday

this is not what I intended

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY SHENA (:


& im going out soon :D
BYE PPL!


I, I dont know why i miss you so much
Yeah I, I dont know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection
If you call me today
Ill say that Im fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
Its just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just cant leave behind me

sort of looking forward to week 6 :D

mon: Vesak Day (PH)
tues: School
wed: School + clubbing @ zouk
thurs: E-Learning Day
fri: School


2 off days from school. thurs E-Learning Day only apply to Year 1 & 3 from Nursing :D the other sch also have luh. haha. HAPPY :D


anyway, the not-so-fun part will be rushing project which will be due on week 7. & week 6 also have lots of submission to do :((


alright, going out, BYE :D


things seems simple, but its complicated
not just few words can solve everything

i knew that i will cfm overslept this morning, & i really did =.= cabbed down to ev, wasted my $$ can. routine trg, lunch-ed at coffee shop & home sweet home next :D


weather is like damn freaking hot todae can. how i hope it rains & then it will be cooler...


long weekend ahead, thanks to the public holiday on monday (:
time for projects + sleeping + shopping :D


am still thinking whether shld i go out later on at night. shld be going for drinking session again =.= consecutive 2 days of drinking lar =.= nvm, i'll take a nap first & if i manage to wake up later, then i'll go out (: lazy to walk out of the house already lar..


i know, you still cant get over it
wadever is said in the past, does it = nothing?
take a stand, tell me what you want

right. just a quick post (:


wed: MED - SURG presentation was a sucess. erm, to a extent not really but it was commented WELL DONE :D hard work paid off. HAPPY LIKE MAD :D

thurs: sch + project meeting , which was way boring. was damn tired that i skipped morning lectures & went school @ 1pm (:

Fri: happily skipped morning lectures again due to tiredness (: went school @ 12pm. head over to ORCHARD for some retail therapy :D Great Singapore Sales is coming. 23rd MAY :D went drinking just now & cabbed home. reached home @ 1am.


anyway, my mind is not thinking properly now, feeling damn sleepy. & just now i kept on drinking just to test my own limits =.= wadever, gonna wake up soon for sj trg later, so BYE :D


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just so you know,
not even once it was out of my mind

like so =.= weather nowadays are so darn hot can.

photos taken on YEAR 3 SEM 1 (:

my lovely class :D

our class makes it a point to take class photo every sem(:

the stupid presentation is tiring me out okays. stayed till like 8pm plus in school just for tmr's presentation. & those stuffs are still so messy till i arranged it nicely just now. my grp ppl just love last minutes thingy. thats when they will get panicked =.= like wtf can. please keep ur mouth shut if u din contribute anything.

im turning into a panda soon. im still staring at my laptop @ ... 0438 hrs when later on im supposed to wake up at 0530hrs =.= maybe i shld just continue to stay awake, till its time for me to go bathe & get ready for school =.=

but im feeling real sleepy can...

Medical-Surgical Presentation today.

GoodLuck to ME :D

让我们重来好不好,再一次温暖的拥抱

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY :D


HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY WEIJIE (:


gonna go out for Mother's Day Dinner later :D


pictures of you, pictures of me
remind us all of what we used to be

Firstly, i PASSED my Clinical Skills Assessment ytd :D

Secondly, im done with the Presentation ytd too !!:D

super nervous during the skills assessement (OT - Hand Rubbing). the lecturer was so darn fierce & strict. heard from others that she's the nursing manager for SHS? no wonder she's so fierce to me :(( but the main point is, i PASSED :D

presentation was a total screw-up shit. both grps that presented ytd was being arrowed by the lecturer till we have no words to say :(( & im darn fucking pissed off cos of that. instead of helping ur grp members when being arrowed by lecturer, you went to bootlick the lecturer. F* LOR, you want to pull down everyone's marks tgt with you. you din even contribute a single shit to the project, so please, shut ur mouth.

ANYWAY, im so so happy that week 4 is OVER :D this entire week has been freaking hectic, biological clock went topsy turvy.

In just a week, i have already completed ::

> Clinical Skills Assessment 1

> Clinical SKills Theory

> Clinical Skills Re-attempt

> Clinical Skills Assessment 2

> HS 3033 Presentation

we are SUPERWOMAN / MAN :D

alright ! photos on NAPHA DAY (:

macham like wanna fight =.=

I LOVE MY CLASS, THE MOST ENTHU CLASS :D

你那么爱她 为什么不把她留下

im damn freaking sleepy + cranky.

slept at like 4.30am this morning, rise & shine @ 6.30am. 2 hrs of pathetic sleep luh. dragged myself to school. was struggling super hard to stay awake. ended up, skipping the 9am lecture & went for MAC breakfast instead (: & the blur me actually brought the wrong lecture notes to school, so slept during the 2nd lecture. the feeling of sleeping is just simply so shiok :D

& YAY, i passed my 2nd attempt for Gowning&Gloving :D


Napha test todae was super tiring okays. everything started only at 4 plus i think. 5 stations + 2.4km (6 rounds arnd the stadium). our class was "high" during napha test, & the lecturer from Sports&Wellness was like ''wah, seldom see ppl so enthu for napha''. thats my lovely class :D


standing broad jump pulled all my marks down :((( & the 2.4km run was so =.= weather was super hot + lack of sleep + stomach cramps + headache makes the run so so tiring luh :(( bathed & we took a super long time to walk from sch to the YCK control station. our legs are kinda like jelly already =.= pictures up tmr. im damn tired already.


Clinical Skills Assessment & Presentation tmr.
GoodLuck to ME :D


bcos tonight will be a night that i will fall for you, over again

oh yes, finally im done with the clinical theory exam todae (: sch ended at 12pm, paper starts at 5.30pm. so 5 hrs was spent in the library studying & sleeping. LOL. paper is okay :D

but still its not over yet. there are still so many things left to complete for this week . like so =.=


oh ya, NAPHA test which is complusory for ALL YEAR 3 is tmr. totally no training for that. zzzZZ. im aiming a sliver for it :D


just reach home, feeling sleepy yet i still have the ppt slides to finish up. FRI is the presentation & they are not helping at all :((

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no one understands.... no one...

FUCK LA!!! i actually FLUNK my gowning & gloving skills assessment. like WTF lor. & not only me, almost like half of my class flunk it. first time in our 3 years we did SO DAMN BADLY. come on la, only a small mistake like this dun actually need you to fail me/others lor
:(((((((((((((((

why did you prompt some but din for others? even those from other groups commented that she is darn fierce & strict, that they got darn nervous when they saw the way she assess, even though they are being assessed by another lecturer.


nb. so now got to go for 2nd attempt. the entire class was just @%&^^#&%@ about her lar !!


& this got us damn stressed up already. wed clinical theory exam, not even halfway through studying for it. fri got presentation, also not done yet. & another clinical skills assessment is on fri too. ( eye dressing / scrubbing / CLC ) + my 2nd attempt for the gowning & gloving :((( & oh ya, the report for the FYP also not done yet =/


guess tonight i dun need to sleep. just to chiong finish everything.


life is made up of decisions that we made

with all the projects DEADLINES & EXAMS date getting nearer,
time spent in school is getting longer & longer.
& its getting boring each day =/

school library became my second home
time spent hanging out getting lesser & lesser :((

when im home,
i can spend up to 12hrs with my laptop,
joining the bits&pieces of info tgt onto the ppt slides
which is so damn fustrating

how boring can it gets?


UpComing Week

mon: nursing project journal article write-up due-d
tues: extra clinical pratice till 8pm
wed: clinical theory exam & meeting
thurs: Napha Test
fri: HS 3033 Presentation. & clubbing *winks* :D

& so friday night became a night to have FUN (: thats like the only day to have FUN cos the next day is a saturday :D im looking forward to next fri :D


but for now,
i have NO MOTIVATION to continue on,
NONE. ZERO.


你对我说我们只是擦肩而过