SHUT UP

humans. they are innocent when they just came to this world. its reality that shaped human's character to be ugly.

there are too many things going on. lots of words left unsaid. many problems left unsolved. feelings kept hidden for very long.

People become two-faced. they hide things from you, they make up stories. they start to act in a way different from their own self.

no longer know who to trust, who is good and who is bad. the one that you think is the most trustworthy turns out to be the one that stabs you in the back. how nice isnt it? no longer wants to find out the truth from anyone cause they tends to say one thing but do another.


humans, simple yet complicated.


im tired, seriously very tired of all these. FULLSTOP.

63 more days.

i'm part of you indefinitely

this entire week of working is terrible for me. came down with fever on sunday, but i still went to work on monday despite temp is 38 degree celsius simply cause i dont want to pay back on my off day. the feeling is terrible. coughing, shivering, giddiness and headache. and this carrys on for tuesday as well :((

thankfully am not having fever on thurs. but i lost my voice. it became way too low and well, you cant hear my voice in the ward. its like damn irritating cause i cant communicate properly to patients and staffs. and my nose decides to become a running tap. very terrible during bathing of patients and changing diapers cause you have to "sniff" and "sniff" and "sniff"


yucks yucks and double yucks.
can i please have my voice back.


weekdays is terribly busy. but on sat is slightly better. and yes we have to work on sat. oh well, might as well get used to working on weekends now.


i need my sleep.
i need to get well soon.

67 more days to go.

and we linger on

supper at simpang bedok with pri sch friends.
expo 80% discount crocs sale is damn crowded and food fair is shiok.


first week of PRCP is over. doing junior work for that whole week. very very hectic and busy. still trying to get used to the ward's routine. maybe next week onwards no more junior work to do cos there's more and alot more students coming to the ward for attachment. YAY.


so im like going to fall sick or i already am sick. i dunnoe. feeling hot cold hot. throat damn pain. head damn pain. difficulty in swallowing. body aching. this feeling is terrible and it sucks.


am looking forward to my next off day. i want more sleep please.

73 more days to go.

you will always be a part of me

half day orientation only. lousy. HR dept is recruiting people into the hospital. maybe considering to hand in application form in december to secure a place. but out of the 3 choices to put, i only have answer to the 2 of them. nvm. think 2 will be enough.

12 weeks later, we'll be staff nurses already. sponsered students are already going to take measurements of their staff nurse uniform next friday. how fast right. this transition stage is crucial, from student nurse to staff nurse. lots of stuffs to learn, lots of stuffs to pick up.

this journey going's to be tough and tiring. but i chose this path. i will go through it, cos its my passion for it.

81 more days to go.

bye bye freedom

after 1 week of fun, tomorrow will be the official start of the 3mths PRCP.


well well, the *long awaited* day is nearing. orientation tomorrow. most prob is about hospital protocols and stuffs like that.


3 wks of attachments and we are already complaining. now is 3mths. working on saturday too. well, we'll see how things goes then.


nervous. anticipating. gittery.


BYE FREEDOM.

be-a-u-tiful memories (:

NR0604 BBQ at East Coast Park, 071108

damn fun luh the BBQ. our clinical lecturer jessica came too, tgt with her husband and her cute son (: and she brought red wine for us too :D

this is like the last gathering for our class before the monsterous PRCP starts on monday.

the next time we gather tgt again will be 3mths later, our graduation day :D

*all pics are uploaded on facebook, lazy to upload all here.

you keep appearing

and so i woke up today feeling damn groggy. only few hours of sleep and plus the hangover effect. went for driving lesson at 1pm. driving when you are damn sleepy is no good. drove all the way from ubi to eastview area and back to ubi.

then back to the driving centre to wait for my FTT E-Trail test. and so coincidentally i saw joanna there (: chit-chatted with her till its time for my trial test and then back to look for her after that. accompanied her all the way till 5.30pm when its time for her FTT.


now am feeling damn damn damn sleepy. time for bed and its class bbq tmr (:

the feeling is not right

woke up at 11am in the morning. very early to me caused i only slept at 5am in the morning. met up with them at city hall. supposed to go for Korean Bbq Lunch Steamboat, but the place was not opened when we went there. sad-ed :((

changed venue and went for lunch at Chong Qing Ma La Steamboat at Suntec City. worth it worth it. the food there is nice and there's promotion too. 4pax for the price of 3 (:

caught the movie Tropic Thunder.

no wonder its rated M18. throughout the entire movie there's blood and more blood and the word fcuk is like in every dialogue. not really worth watching it.

then came night time. its wednesday night and is the week before our 3mths attachment starts, so to ZOUK we went to party the night away (: dancing and drinking all night. not totally gone this time even though i drank alcohol like water. maybe its the mood (:

back to bed by 7am.

if only...

went Sentosa with the clique (:


weather was bad. rained in the afternoon and there's not much of sun. but still i managed to get tanned, so happy (:

totally drained out alr but we were still thinking of places to go. decided on singing and off we went to sing. from 7pm to 1am. damn shag can, almost fell asleep there.

home arnd 2am. happy happy day (:

*more pictures up on facebook, am lazy to upload here.