a little too not over you

celebrated grandma's 87th bdae ytd :))

grandma :))

with cousins and relatives :))

with my family :))

with my sisters :))

lets not go through this again.

Trying

have been out for the entire week till wee hours.


headover to alvin's 21st chalet on 24th.
overnight till the next day.
ate/chit-chatted/monopoly-ed/mahjong-ed
hope you like the present ah!!! :))
happy belated 21st alvin sha :D



dbl O on the 25th night.
wasted again :((
seriously hate the hangover feeling.
eyes was damn swollen the next day.


out with poly clique on 27th.
head over to Aston for our dinner.
queued for quite some time uh.
as usual, the food over there is NICE :))


sjab training in the morning on 28th.
celebrate xueling's bdae in the evening :))
happy belated 17th chang xueling!! :))
head over to TM coffee bean to slack till 3am ++


seriously, why is everything so fucked up now?
everyone's having the same problem.
i just cant seems to get it out of my mind.
time, all i need is time.

dont try too hard to forget,

cos it will hurt even more.

YOU ARE WRONG WHEN ITS RIGHT

WELL DONE for the 4 teams :))
22nd March 09 marks an impt day for you all.
give yourself a pat on the shoulder.
can see the hard work & effort you all put in :))


21 MORE DAYS,
to the start of a new begining.
no more student nurse.
but a staff nurse instead.
with more responsibilites to handle.
how? im afraid i cant handle it well...


sigh. why no one believe me when i say,
i want to quit drinking,
i want to quit clubbing?
must be they know me too well =.=

its like my mind knows what is right & wrong,

but my heart is being retarded and still cares.

How True It Is

BIG DAY is TOMORROW.
22nd March 2009.
all the hard work that you all have put it,
dont let it go to waste.
Put in all your 101% effort and do your very best for it.
We'll be supporting you all all the way :))
AC1, NC1, AC2, NC2.


is it really so difficult?
must we really make things become so complicated?
isnt it the simpler things is, the better it is?

i told myself, i dont miss you,

i only miss the memories that we once had.

thinking back

back from comp camp, 6 days since i touched my laptop and online. the number of emails is scary, 6 days accumulated up to 242 emails. had a hard time clearing it :((

tiring 4 days 3 nights camp.

but can see effort put in by all.

some unexpected stuffs, shall not talk about it.

had supper last friday at ICE3 CAFE :)

the ice cream there is DELICIOUS :))

i dont like parking. i cant see the back when i turn around = the car parked slanted. makes me feels so pek chek plus the fact that my seat is already adjusted. strongly believe is not cos of height problem but is more of practice. RARRRR.

have been taking leave & MC from work.

partly due to SJAB & tiredness.

next week then chiong work again.

officially graduated from NYP :))

results are out already.

seems like i got the best results in YEAR 3 :))

PRCP attachment: B+

GPA increased :)) happy.

am waiting for my letter of conferment & academic transcript to be mailed to me.

lots of stuffs to say.

will there be a chance?

the feeling is not right

down with bad sore throat & flu :((
im feeling so sick right now.
camp is just 2 more days away.
i dont want go camp with the flu bug tagging along :((

now feeling a lil bit feverish.
drinking lots & lots of water,
pray very hard that i'll be okay tmr.

have the very sian feeling.
RARR. my throat hurts :((
& i keep sneezing non-stop :((


things may be better if we had been friends.

truth hurts lies worse

UPS & DOWNS

got addicted to reading Fmylife.com out of boredom,
seriously, some stuffs that ppl wrote are damn funny.


Today, at the dentist, I was getting my teeth cleaned. Looking up at his nose, I saw runny snot dripping onto his lip. I tried to slowly move away. He told me "Stop!" The movement of his lips caused the snot to fall right into my mouth. FML

Today, after seeing a girl for a few weeks on and off I sent her a text to see if she wanted to go out the next saturday. Predictive text changed "go" to "in". So..."Why don't we in out on saturday?" She stopped calling me. FML


CGH HR dept has been good recently,
another 200 bucks of attachment pay for jan :))
finally i see an increase in my bank's acct :))


going jogging at wee hours seems to be what i have been doing for the past few weeks. seriously, i just love jogging at night, its mind relaxing and best, its cooling :)) though its seems a lil dumb & unsafe for a girl to be jogging alone in the middle of the night.


had been thinking...

一个没有答案的问题

Kept Close to Me

just went for few rounds of jogging
the wind was cooling
made me think better & clearer


you once said responsiblities,
now you are throwing everything aside,
what's this?


plans has been made,
zouk next wednesday,
dbl O next friday.
lets party & drink !!


i hate it when things come to this point.

things dont go smooth, its over

dont ask me any questions.

not to worry, im alright. really.

Negatives

rainy and gloomy day.
perfect match to my mood.


responsibilities, you once said.
so where is urs??


i went for midnight jog ytd.
thought through alot of stuffs.
but no answers derived from it.
why why why?


i just cant help but keep thinking of the negatives.

happy 1 mth BF :))

Unsettled Feelings

head down to CGH for uniform fitting
got the smallest size: XXS,
for both dress and pants suit.
the dress is still a lil big lahhhhh :((

medical checkup at bedok.
my weight went down by 0.5kg.
wtf?! i ate so much & my weight still dropped?


NYP better send the transcript to us quick
i want to get over and done with the SNB registration.
its 100 bucks, of which 40 bucks can be reimbursed.

am happpy :))
200 bucks of attachment pay for dec just went in.
at the right moment :))


Fuck.
that sentence shldnt even come out from ur mouth.


i got no mood for wed clubbing.

why does it happen again & again? :((