Wednesday, May 12, 2010

demoralised

it was my passion and now it's still is.
but when all the damn shits start happening to you all at the same time, will it still be my passion?
confidence level dropped to negative %

why is all these things happening?
am i not good enough? am i not putting in enough effort?
am i not being hardworking enough? am i not being responsible enough?

i was on the verge of breaking down at work.
i nearly cried when everything came crashing down on me.
no words can be used to describe how i felt at that moment.
when people starts to question, when they kept asking questions, my mind blanked.

im so disappointed in myself.


define: a good nurse.