had Med - Surg presentation today at 8AM. damn early. but overall, was commented job well done & info sufficient & very creative :D

now its the final year project that is giving me headache. have no idea what the lecturer wants from us. never give instructions properly. whatever, i just do what is supposed to be done & how they want to mark it, is up to them.


damn damn damn. 2 DAYS WITHOUT SLEEP.
looked so zombie-fied in school. ahhhhhh!!!!


caught Prom Night.

was average only. 5/10. ending was =.-
i want watch The Dark Knight!!!!!!!!

i -- w-a-n-t -- t-o -- c-l-u-b.
tentatively next wed ladies night :D


sigh. am damn drained out. going to bed to replenish my beauty sleep. its more important than any other things.


& maybe you'd be having the same thoughts as me

mon: had my practical exam at 8am on a monday. was the first one to be tested, & YAY!!! i passed :D happie happie happie :D had CVP monitoring as my skill. still quite ok :D

did projects in school. lecturers are all doing consolidation now, like wads gonna be tested for exams & blah blah blah..


decided to go zone meeting at the very last min, cos i rmbed that i got forms that need to be submitted on that day =.-

meeting ended at arnd 10pm ++ went for supper with yq they all at 201 till arnd 1.30am ++ back home, read through my project stuffs and went to sleep at 4am.


tues: woke up at 11am++ cos school only starts at 1pm. & i was damn sleepy that i took the wrong lecture book to sch =.- how clever ah. so i slept in lecture hall instead.

projects again at the library. big big headache can. all the info are jumbled up, still not enough info, ppl sitting there like they are princesses / princes, dont even want to help. super angry with them can. GRRR!!


i want sleep.
doubt i'll be getting any tonight.
sigh.


i smiled in my dreams

back with updates!

Fri: had sociology presentation. am damn stress while doing it can. cos our project idea got rejected on tues by the lecturer when we go meet him for discussion. so we had to come up with new theories for our presentation. we took 2 freaking days (wed & thurs) to finished it up. you know how damn rush it is?

& so we presented it on friday. not putting much hope in it. but guess wad, it turns out that the lecturer loves our presentation! we got an A !!! commented that info & presentation were all very creative & more than sufficient too. am sooooo happie when i heard that can :D

3 A's for 3 consecutive Presentation :D

& the SIT sub comm (my friends) in nyp organized a dance in sch on friday night!

they got the ppl from MOS to come down to be bouncer and DJ for the night! nice nice dancing :D i see ppl shuffle but i dunnoe how, i want to learn la!!!

stayed there till 10 plus, out for supper with friends, back home at 3am. did projects till 6am ++ & out for sjab training.

Sat: had training in the morning. out for lunch. had meeting till 5pm ++, back home & out again to meet them at Downtown East Sakura for Seniors Retreat.

ppl present: me, yq, daryl, pt, wq, bh, hm, jw, ts.

had dinner till 10pm, walked around & to kbox for singing session at 11pm!! but only 8 went cos jw went home first. sing sang sung till 3am ++, halfway thru, yuanzheng joined us too!

after that, the rest went to eat & walked back to tamp. cabbed back home. freaking hate midnight charges can. damn waste money la.

slept at 4am ++ till today's 4pm. need to repay for the lack of sleep for this entire week.

Clinical Practical Exam tmr at 8am.

haven study for it.

GoodLuck to myself :D

back to projects...

can i trust the way i feel?

the girl, her bf left the world when he's at brunei
that was my friend friend's cousin.
memyselfmine.blogspot.com
it's his girlfriend's blog.
& really, i always cried when i visit her blog.
felt really sad for her.


life is really very fragile.
we wont know what will happen the next moment.


so, treasure what you have now

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JOANNA (:


school really sucks these days. am suffocating to the max already. week 15 now, left with 2 more weeks in school then exams. i still have 2 presentation to go & FYP to finish up. FYP got to be put up for exhibition and graded again =.- which means more work to go. tell me again why we need to do FYP huh?

sigh. still got more work to be done for this friday sociology presentation. wonder why we study sociology in the first place, its not going to be of use when we are out working at the hospital can. & the projects for it are all damn freaking hard to do can. need to link theory, apply theory, understand theory & basically, everything's about theories can.


ARGHHHH!!!!!!


why cant the headache just go away? why cant the flu just shoo away? why cant the cough & sore throat just get lost & leave me alone?


tonight's gonna be a long long night... no need to think about sleeping ... again. sigh.
mama nagging at me for neglecting my health again :((


am chatting with 10 people on msn, chatting on the phone, typing my ppt, researching for info & blogging at the same time. no wonder my hands are tired =.-


dun tell me you're sorry when you're not

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST MUMMY :D

Fri: ytd was fun fun fun :D

met up with my primary school mates :D met the 2 girls first then went over to Paragon for dinner at Spagettiz (i think) with the other 2 guys. after dinner head over to The Balcony at Heeren for drinking & chilling session.

played some games that really got me thinking quite hard. HAHA. chit chatted about the past, present & future !! halfway through, don brought 4 of his army friends to join us too & we all continued to play games, drink & had so much laughters :D


saw a yellow Lamborghini car & Audi car outside ... erm... (forgot which hotel). OMG. the 2 cars are damn damn chio can!!

caught the last train home. broke already :((


time spent with them is just so nice. been around 5 years since we last met up! looking forward to the next Sentosa outing with them :D


been sick for 1 week already. can i just faster recover?


and now im trying to get it back

been days since i last updated!

tues: skipped lectures & stayed in the library from 1pm to 8pm to finish up on our projects for wed presentation! very last minue i know.


wed: had community presentation. was a good presentation i shld say. cos we got an A for it :D

skipped lectures to study in the library for the theory paper.

clinical theory exam at 4pm. the paper was alright just that the MCQ was quite challenging & some questions asked totally dun make sense at all.


thurs: had medical surgical presentation as early as 8am. another good presentation done. the lectuerer had nothing but only praises for the presentation. another A :D

am so pleased can, 2 A's in 2 days :D


like so irritating. am still sick. still having that sexy voice that i had when i was presenting my 2 presentations. still have blocked nose. occassionally a blocked ear. i want to get well faster can.


those words made my heart beat faster

the sore throat became worse after im back from sjab ytd.
it became really difficult to swallow food
was feeling hot & cold at the same time.
down with fever.
had to stay at home & rest instead of going for the meetup session.
was feeling rather weak, no energy at all.
the flu was terrible.
the coughing was worse.
which leads to terrible headache.

sigh.

but what worse was that i had to continue on my projects even though im sick.


Please, let me be okay tomorrow

thurs: did project in school till 8 plus. damn the projects, i fcuking hate them can.


fri: had clinical practical exam today. did the air function test. was quite nervous but everything went smoothly. PASSED :D next practical exam on insertion of ETT & etc will start next thursday.

after school head over to this restaurant at Yishun for dinner. jovin's treat :D haha. ate quite alot. ordered: 2 very big crabs, a plate of kangkong, claypot tofu, medium plate ceral prawns, pineapple rice, sweet&sour pork, tom yam soup. & all eaten up by 4 very hungry humans :D


& damn, feeling very sick now. all cos of continuous chionging of projects every night > lack of sleep. my throat is damn F* painful. difficulty in swallowing food & water. my voice sounds different now. am coughing damn lots also. have to talk very very softly instead. this feeling sucks lots can :((


next week is a killer week. wed gonna have community health presentation & med surg presentation & clinical theory exam. all 3 in a day =.- & clinical practical exam on thurs or friday cos schedule is not out yet.


am damn damn moody now.


我记得那年生日，也记得那一首歌

HAPPIE 19TH BIRTHDAY MEILAN (:


Semestral exam timetable is out!!


14th Aug : Behavioural Science 3
19th Aug : Nursing Science 3B(Med-Surg) [comprises of 3 diff sub modules]
20th Aug : Nursing Science 3A(Med-Surg)
21st Aug : Nursing Science 3C(Management&Community Nursing)


& so, in exactly 1 month & 5 days time, we'll be sitting for the exam already! thats like damn fast can. OMG! definitely not prepared for it la! lectures nowadays are sooo boring. dun even understand what are they talking about. so the best option is to sleep :D


I'LL NOT TAKE PANADOLS NO MATTER HOW PAINFUL MY HEADACHE IS!


definitely wont go down to club today. im good :D


had the feeling of regret in me. just felt that something is not right. maybe we dont know what we were doing. maybe it was a moment of folly. & maybe, right from the start, it was already a mistake.


and remember me tonight, when you are asleep

Mon: though it was Youth Day, we wasnt given off day lah =.- had FYP Presentation that day. were give a grade of B+ :D Final submission is on Week 17. Criteria for A & above was to spent lots of $$, do lots of big big thing. but our lecturer told us ours is already very good but cos we din spent lots of $$ on the products, so ..... ya luh you know wad im trying to say ...


Tues: was damn freaking sleepy. but on the way to sch, after a 5 mins walk from the station, my nice sandals decided to play a joke on me. the strap broke :( like wtf lor. its the 2nd time that my sandal's strap broke when im on the way to school can. & so suay, there's still like a 10 to 15 mins walk in.

& so, i drag my poor feet along. many friends came & tap on me asking why im dragging my feet like im in pain =.- damn ma lu can. my friends were laughing all the way. how helpful hor. haha. luckily they helped me to staple the strap back so i can walk properly =.-


PROJECTS ARE REALLY DRIVING ME NUTS. I HATE THEM !


can you believe that i actually lost 1 KG even though i ate like alot alot everyday?!! like damn shit, must be the serious deprive of sleep that caused this :((


1 day = 1 hr of sleep, 7 days = 7hrs of sleep.
then 30days in a mth = 210 hrs of sleep where normal ppl will have 1680hrs.
look at the vast difference.


am really hope that you can think for yourself, not for the thrill, and definitely not cause you're bored . You freakingly know the consequence you have to pay when its all over. its not a game, You've been through it before. once is enough. haven you heard of once bitten twice shy? why go through the same painful procedure over again?


am down with cough, sore throat & a freaking painful headache :((


每一次和你分开，深深的被你打败

Fri: work throught the entire night till sat morning. not even a single min of sleep i had.


Sat: had sjab training. the 3 of us are like sick & damn tired can. end of training had lunch at coffees shop. back home at 4 plus.

din sleep but started to draw and design my posters. love my sis and mama can :D , they helped me with the cutting and pasting of the pics cos there's really lots to do can. only managed to have some sleep at arnd 2am plus.


Sun: out to my friend's house for project work. from 10am plus till 8pm plus. did filming, editing of slides. & damn shitty, i still haven complete my summary for the journal artice, slides still needs editing, video still needs editing.

& the great news is that school starts at 8am tmr. so im predicting that i wun be sleeping tonight again. YES AGAIN!!


sigh. i really need sleep badly. for the entire week of 7, ok 6 days, i only slept a total of 5hrs only leh.. very pathetic can. SIGH!!!


dont you feel this way too?

Just 1 hr of sleep each day is NOT ENOUGH AT ALL !! 1 day = 24hrs. out of the 24hrs, i spent 23hrs on school / projects & other things & only 1 pathetic hour on sleep. HOW CAN?
i miss my bed, my bed miss me =X


& im being good, stayed at home & work on projects instead of going clubbing :D anyway, i have no energy to go down also luh.


FYP is almost done. PPT is 98% done. left with the filming part on sunday & the posters. i still have 5/6 posters to be drawn/decorate can. damn. its really quite rush since monday is the presentation & after filming, there are still editing to be done!


sigh. am really worrying bout my friend can. dunnoe how else i can help already. this decision made is really a tough one. but, there isnt really any options for her to choose too. sigh. lets hope everything will go smoothly for her tmr..


really damn sian, not gonna sleep tonight & heading down to sjab training straight tmr. sigh. there goes my precious sleep again :((


all night long

am so damn sleepy now. this morning only slept for only like 40mins then i had to wake up for school. i dunnoe how i managed to wake up, go school, sit in for all lectures (i mean sleep through), had project discussions & back home at 8.30pm.


my FYP is still not done yet. but at least the lecturer approved of our plan! YAY, she said it is a very good plan too :D going to chiong the weekends for it.


posters still not done yet. feeling super lazy to draw now, shall stick to typing my ppt slides instead. tonight will be another night that i'll only sleep at 4 / 5am :((


I MUST NOT FALL SICK!


how how how?


it all depends on you

do not do things that will make you regret for life. some things once happened, it will remain a scar forever. i see my friend struggling to make the decision, seeing her so upset, i really feel the pain & hurt. you know how helpless i feel now? i dun even know wad i can do... sigh..


projects are really a pain in the neck. so many to complete within a short time frame. sigh. really very very deprive of sleep.


& i can see my committment level for sjab is getting lower & lower...


time now is 4.50am. see, im still awake at such ridiculous time when people are soundly asleep. SIGH. gonna go sleep for at least 45 mins before i wake up for school. why must they put 8am lesson in the timetable?


its not a matter of choice

had a great deal of fun during lab lessons in school. was the ''model'' for the class for the topic on basic trauma life support. & damn, i was being ''tortured'' can..

my lecturer & me (with a neck support)

the very enthu them, with intentions of torturing ME!

see they laugh until so happily =.-

for once, i feel TALL. HAHAHA.

i almost suffocated =.-


& the evil them actually brought me out on the stretcher, running arnd with corridor of the labs & even outside of the lab. throw face sia, cos while they were running, they keep shouting : '' please give way, casualty on the stretcher ''. but it was very funny la. HAHAHA.


while waiting for the next lecture to start, we were all slacking / doing project inside the lecture theatre. btw it was pitch dark, we off the light cos the cleaner said to save energy. & we were the only group there so alright la. LOL. so we were actually doing projects with only the laptop light available :D

& soon we got bored & started to play with the camera & the flash =P




people sleeping so soundly, she come disturb. LOL.


Havaianas Slim :D


actually they took 3 videos during the lab lesson, but im not gonna post it up. HAHAHA.



每一次想开口但不如保持安静