i dont understand myself

Friday

last day of posting at A&E
this posting definitely is an eye-opener for me
saw many different cases, learnt many new things too
those that cant see blood confirm cant work at A&E
some SAF Medics are shuai lo :D


met up with Eve & Zhu at Marina Square at 5pm
been ages since we last met up
chatted, shopped, had dinner at Thai Express
am sorry that i had to leave early :(


went over to Novena at 9pm to meet up with the clique
had steamboat dinner at Zhen Fa
to celebrate in advance Sarmila's Bdae :D
ate lots man, 2 dinner in few hours
surprised her with a choc cake
wanted to go drinking but all was damn tired after attachment,
so decided to go home to sleep. home at arnd 2am.


Saturday

woke up and got to rush for St John
went down to DHS for AGI
weather was bad, kept raining & parade ended arnd 7pm,
back to Eastview, TM Foodcourt for dinner
home at 11pm +


tomorrow is the start of another new posting
Operating Thearte
another challenging posting
cos you'll be assisting doc in surgery
got to read up some info first


sometimes, i really dont understand myself

its really stress to have that red strip on ur name tag

ppl look at you and goes:

" Year 3 means graduating soon = You shld KNOW EVERYTHING"

A&E Department

You really can feel the stress & sense of urgency

the feeling of performing CPR on manikin & real ppl is TOTALLY DIFFERENT

after 5 cycles of CPR on real person

im like totally breathless already

nevertheless, its a gd experience

saw lots of cases

and A&E is really very very busy

regardless of morning or afernoon

and the docs are so friendly (NOT)

6 mths of not having attachments, our skills are all rusty

& we've got to do read ups on lots of stuffs

cos we are tested on it

Don't Cry Because Its Over, Smile Because It Had Happened

BYE BYE SCHOOL, HELLO ATTACHMENTS


Saturday:

amk, woodlands, bugis, tpy, chinatown
just to look for that OT shoes (finally we found it)
some things when you dont want to buy, its selling like everywhere.
but when you desparately needs it, you cant find it anywhere!!


city hall area was damn crowded ytd night.
fireworks started at arnd 9pm+
though its drizzling,
the fireworks is still fantastic, very very nice :D
if you could watch with me, it'll be better...

back home arnd 2am+ was damn damn tired. the fact that i was out till very late for consecutive thurs, fri, sat really drains me out.


its the start of attachment tomorrow.
A&E department.
a place that i have never worked in before.
a place that is very very challenging.


我的声音在笑, 泪在飘, 电话那头的你可知道

friday:

caught the movie 4BIA at Cine.

OMG. what a scary movie

screaming & shouting in the cinema.

but then its very lame too, no storyline =.-

pub at night.

the lychee martini taste horrible that night

hoegarden is nice ; chivas is nice ; martell is nice

& im not drunk, only very very tired.

back home at 5am+

woke up at 6am +

went for training.

lets hope the rain will stop *prays hard*

FIREWORKS TONIGHT (:

EXAMS OVERRRR!!!!!!


Paper was quite difficult.
crapped quite abit in the SAQ section.
MCQ was just =.-

but its ALL OVER.
NO MORE EXAMS !!
:D


caught 12 Lotus at Cine.



couldnt understand it at first.
then slowly got what it meant.

" I will let you go first, because I cant bear to see you weeping your tears for me if I left first. "

" No matter how tough it is, life still have to go on "


went to sing sang sung.
till arnd 2am +
home-d at arnd 3am +

right, its like 4am + already.
& im damn tired.

NIGHTS (:

tomorrow will be OUT again :D

[ exact posting time : 4.15am, friday ]

3 DOWN. 1 MORE PAPER TO GO!


today's paper was just ...
MCQ was a killer.
same goes to SAQ.
DAMN.


tomorrow's the Final Paper!!
Management & Community Health
most of the lecture notes are all blank
now have to study & study & study

its OKAY.
its the FINAL PAPER :D



LAST LAP :D

2 DOWN. 2 PAPERS TO GO.


rainy morning. puts me in a sleepy mode.
MCQ was quite a killer.
SAQ was okay (:


tomorrow's another Med-Surg(A) Paper.
3 sub modules combined into 1 Paper.
nobody knows how many MCQ are coming out.
nobody knows how many SAQ are coming out.
VERY GOOD.
now im stuck memorizing the infos
its time to burn the books and drink it down.



BEST OF LUCK TO ME :D

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY VICKY :D


DAMN HOTMAIL is trying to be funny.
i cant get access to it, again.
like more than twice in a week.
DAMN PEKCHEK OKAY.
cant check mails, cant send mails, cant reply mails.


Medical Surgical (B) Paper at 9am tmr.
quite nervous.
50 MARKS FOR SAQ.
50 MARKS FOR MCQ.

GOODLUCK :D


this rainy weather is putting me to sleep.
i forsee that i'll have sore throat like soon.
cause now its hurting like crazy.


i should be studying
i shouldnt let my thoughts run wild.


WHY?

studied at Raffles City Starbucks.

was quite productive.

managed to get the infos into my head.

& then caught a movie to relax myself (:

caught the show Money No Enough 2 at Plaza Sing.


show was quite good.
funny yet touching at the same time.
2 hrs of sitting in the cinema, laughing & crying.

super pekchek.

hotmail is like so damn shitty now

i cant access it, and cant read mails

& stuffs that are going to be used tmr are in there

DAMN HOTMAIL.

i wont forget...

1 DOWN. 3 PAPERS TO GO.


hmm.. Sociology Paper
was alright i guess.
MCQ was kind of tough, got stuck at a few qns
SAQ was okay,
but gave some marks back to the tcher though =.-


right, so next up will be Med-Surg (B) Paper on tuesday.



*MUGGING TIME*

Sociology paper tomorrow at 12.30pm.
3 sub modules combined into 1 paper.


am damn worried.
am damn nervous.
am damn damn STRESSED UP.



GoodLuck to ME then :D

*MUGGING*


4 PAPERS TO GO.


FIRST PAPER STARTS ON THIS THURS.



WISH ME LUCK :D

NR0604 LAST PHOTOSHOOT SESSION

thursday, 7th August 2008

Formal

Informal

1, 2 , 3 .. LETS JUMP :D

Sub Group 1

Sub Group 2

Sub Group 3

Sub Group 4

another nice shot (:

me and my dearest 3 years mentor (trina) :D

me and my year 3 clinical lab "mummy" (jessica) :D

i'll definitely miss every single one of them! 3 years in school just flew pass like that. the quarrels, fights, tears, happy moments that we had seems so yesterday. think i'll miss chionging for projects. HAHA.

NR0604, another chapter added in my life. those good and bad memories, will be etched in my mind. these 3 years had been fun & i'll wont forget every single one of you (:

for now, mug hard for exams, go through PRCP peacefully & we'll see each other on graduation day :D

zouk on wed.

was totally gone that night.

4 vodka shots, martini, martell & some other drinks.

dunnoe how the hell i got drunk so fast.

must be the mood.

music at the start wasnt good.

all of us were being stupid over at the dancefloor.

& suddenly, i cried

it just happened so suddenly.

things only starts to get better after 3am

music is good. people are high.

ended off with the song "LOW"

back home, slept at 7am. went school at 11am.

damn that sickening painful headache.

i hate hangover.

zouk tonight again.
should i go?


am sorry for the things that i have done

zouk tonight.
suddenly dont feel like going.
on second thought, maybe i'll go.


vodka, martini, martell, chivas
please numb the pain


the word is,
" CHEMISTRY"


one moment im on cloud nine,
the next moment reality hit me hard.
real hard.

Very Old School

taken ytd after a very long long time :D

Sakae Sushi Buffet is the best.

3 person ate over 40 plates :D

YAY! passed my Basic Theory Test.

my heart was beating very fast when im about to click ''end test''

& next shown on the screen is the word '' PASSED " :D

next up will be final theory test & i'll be starting practical lessons (:

right, so zouk tmr.

alcohol can numb pain right?

lets hope it does.

im going to be okay.

im going to be alright.

My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry


if i din msg you,
if i din reply you,
if i din go...
if i din....
then maybe i wun be so heartbroken now...


well oh well..

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY EVELYN TAN (: [old fish]


HAPPY NURSES DAY :D


whee! Happie Nurses Day to all nurses / nurses-to-be (:


this morning damn suay, was in the train happily sleeping with my both feets tucked under the seats. then came 1 auntie that dunnoe how to walk & kick onto my poor little toe. that sharp pain totally woke me up can! she just mumbled a sorry & went to sleep. damn! when i looked down at my poor toe, the top layer of the nail is already gone and is purple-in-colour already. for a few minutes, that area totally went numb :((

took a closer look at my poor toe & found that it was bleeding inside. damn it. now the nail is quite shaky, im afraid that its going to fall out. OMG. how to wear shoes tomorrow?


my poor little toe is in so much pain right now :((


why wont you say